DMT, 2012, species wide brain damage, and ascension

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Man! I miss this old thread I started: revelations from my cosmic father on dmt, too riskay I guess lol...

Well, I've met both good and bad, been to "hell" (was super anxious as I went under) was able to calm down and turn the fiery unstable light into calm relaxed deep blue, taught me I am in control.

Been to "heaven" - genuine heave IMO was where I was treated as an equal, we went through all my dilemmas I held in my consciousness, felt like I was exchanging with family, talked about how this universe is trying to accept and work with all variants of waveform, including what we label darkness, what is darkness except for a lack of love and attention?

They told me, the good that occurs, is always better and well worth any of the bad, love is always there, just as corruption and desperation is something that happens, what do we do? This has been the question which has been on the table for a long long time...

Humanity is part of answering this question and combining aspects...

Through us, like a mansion, the spirits can mingle and compromise, two eyes, two hemispheres of the brain, yet one mouth, one body...

Then someone tells me these are the Anunnaki trying to brainwash me with 90% truth and 10% lies so I accept life as they give it to me, I don't think it's that simple, this is a mix of organic and manipulations, I don't want to give anyone more credit than they deserve...

So I've remained cautious...

I have been straight up tortured and raped by one of the "gate keepers" looked like a 7 ft tall teal "grey", gave me a guilt trip about being a pathetic human, why go to the "crystal cities" where I'll admire beauty all day, that is hell, earth is where something is actually happening...

Then he joked that actually his job of keeping everything "in line" was real hell, lol...

The rape was ritual style, religious occult overtones, literally absorbing my energy through force, while my body in my apartment was possessed and hitting my friends, screaming in tongues, getting naked and trying to run outside, completely not able to remember, though that was on shrooms...

Back to d, was rushed by a skeleton in metal armor, telepathically: "what are you doing here! You have no place here!" So I joked to him: "oh you don't get many visitors in this cramped and dusty old place?" He transformed into a colorful bubbly skeleton with a huge smile...

Same lesson with a coiled snake, told me: "my only desire is to consume and destroy you" I responded: "I respect your space and choice, respect my space and choice." The snake smiled a returned to its coil.

A Marisa being, complete with snake hair and hissing reptilian face, in a dark brown and purple cavern, she hisses and gets in my face, response: "why do you feel so desperate to act this way towards me?" She backed off and said "no ones asked me that before..." She disappeared...

This one, on acid, met by 4 monks in robes in a cloudy paradise with golden rod gates, I shit you not. They tell me: "you're the reincarnation of Jesus Christ! You have been sacrificing yourself for the same of others for millions of years, you are finally free, join us and come this way..." Response: "there is no single Christ, the concept of a chosen one has caused great apathy, dependence and hatred with my kind. Show me your true form spirits." They flashed out there in a puff of grey smokey light, one stuck around, looked like some middle eastern guy in a beige robe, offered me hook ups for money in my world if I gave him permission to guide me. Told him he revealed his hand to me completely, be gone... He looked pissed and left.

So, I learned that psychedelics have a glass ceiling, right next door so it's full of the same bullshit, in fact the bullshit is more fucked up over there, in fact, I'm thankful for the protection we are afforded in day to day reality...

Did I learn anything I couldn't figure out from life on this side? Nope.

Did it serve to show me there is more than "this"? Yes. Did it show me I need to be strong and discerning over there just like here? Yes.

Ultimately we open ourselves up to extremes, such experiences could fuck up a person for the rest of their life, I got my house haunted, my dreams felt like they were infected, more danger than its worth IMO, but that's up to each individual...

I'm good! Lol, quit while I was still sane, enough, lol...

I will do a half dose of shrooms or LSD, but I know too much to cause more trouble, don't wAnt to verge on disrespect, my personal point of view of course ;)

Death is the full and real deal.

I can only talk about my own experience.

I took ayahuasca with a shaman the first time and I found it uncomfortable.
I saw a lot of ego around the shamans and thus only had one dose.
I then started with the santo daime which is basically the Brazilian catholic church which uses ayahuasca as the sacrament. But unlike the shaman ceremonies where you lie down in a darkened space and head off into the unknown - with the daime it is about the collective effort and group work.
So one sings for 8 hours or dances for the same time. It really has changed my life profoundly for the postitive.
I mediate daily as well.

I tried changa once and went straight into an Alan Grey reality. Yet it was short lived, hit the body hard and apart from going where I have never been before - I did not feel enriched.

Thanks for sharing your experiences

I haven't drank the brew with anyone but myself as of yet, but I'd love to try it with various groups and people in the amazon.

Changa is amazing once you start to get used to the intensity a bit, but it can indeed be a bit much at times, and for some ayahuasca is much easier to get integratable information through working with it.

Damn dude, dmt or not, what a great post. You've just provided the end conclusion of dmt and religion in two paragraphs. What great words to live by.

Very nice!!

Anyone read this book?

this video reveals the ugly truth behind psychedelic induced DMT demon
spirit communications, featuring liars joe rogan and graham hancock:

The serpent doesn't come in red suit and horns. He comes as an angel of light. He is a liar, for there is no truth to be found. Man in quest for spiritual experiences and thrills reverts to ancient paganism which is building that tower to the heavens without the Creator. People in drug induced and brain dead mind clearing meditation end up worshipping and glorifying themselves in the process. Throughout these 'testimonies' on this thread, this is obvious. It's all about "I" and what "I experienced". There is zero glory to your Creator and only obsession with these experiences. What is more than obvious is that it leads to an obsession with the self as god-like and special. Jesus pegged it rightly when he told this unbelieving world that the only sign they'd be given was Jonah. People are adopting this eastern spirituality at alarming rates, yet cannot see that it's as old as time and represents the weeding out of the harvest those who'd sooner worship and obey themselves as gods rather than their Creator.

Glory to God in the highest.

Hmmm.

Well, it is a view; and it's yours.

It's not my view, nor what I have learned.

There definitely is a malfuction at the junction between I and You, though.

AyU/IAO.

Honor Thy Mother, Honor Thy Father, Honor Thyself.

There certainly is alot of misconception, and the necessary contextual framework is certainly lacking.

Very few have been to where they need to be within their selves to truly understand how it truly is.

The 'God' you speak of, created the source out of which the entirety emanates ... and exists outside of the structure which we exist within.

Their fingerprint exists at every level of the entirety.

The way I view the entirety is as an omni-dimensional multi-universal cosmosphere that mirrors the base creational geometry of the seed of life; or the book of genesis if you are oriented in that manner.

6 Days, or in my view; Universes - from a Buddhist vantagepoint 'Samsara Realms'. If you look into the Yezidi Mythos of the Peacock Angel (Lucifer), it is him as the central angel; with 6 angels accompanying him. This is also mirrored in the temple menorah, as well as the sumerian 7 tablets of creation.

It's pretty obvious that the genesis story also has to do with our diets and dietary restrictions. I think it is a misconception to view the serpent as either our enemy, or the enemy of the gods - or perhaps even the demiurge.

And I say 'Gods' in plural, because what we are dealing with as far as humanity is concerned seems to be other than solely dealing with the creators of the entirety within which we exist.

Pretty clear, we can not solve the dichotomy between evolution and creationism until the issue of the ''Elohim'' is dealt with, and exactly who they are - as well s perhaps the ''Stellar Ancestry of the Human Species'' involving genome modification + seemingly some of our cousins & interbreeding (perhaps from another world).

This should actually be quite clear to anyone based on the fact that the physiomorphologies upon this planet are based on a di-strand dna helix based matrix - a derivative of the original intended blueprint which is embedded within the template.

That as far as humanity is concerned, we haven't been dealing with those who created the entirety solely; perhaps children of the demiurge from elsewhere like we ourselves.

There is more to the story than either our sciences or religious structure have pieced back together in remembrance.

In order to form the clearest stance and gain the best vantagepoint, one has to be able to look at things from multiple vectors around a central focal axis. Even ones that may be in diametric opposition to whatever our predominant point of view is.

This central focal axis should be a conjunction between our hearts, higher minds and what I refer to as being the 'Soul Star' - which is essentially a multi-phase array - sort of circuitry that connects us directly to our star.

There is an ancient sacred circuit that exists, hyperspatially via fields within fields within fields; sort of like matryoshka dolls. In the same manner which infinite recursions can become manifest within a torsion field in essence.

But we have a very direct connection (in my view) to the source, which is the heart of creation; not solely at the solar or even galaxial levels. Our universe not having a center, as it rotates as part of a multi-universal cosmosphere; with 5 others - being spun out of the 144,000 faceted core.

Our consciousness are lenses as well as mirrors, which possess gyrospectrum capabiities; in otherwords they can be rotated not only left or right, up or down - but along every vector around that central axis spherically.

Much Love,
Kind Regards,
12dna

15 minutes of video evidence trumps your tard icon

you got some wisdom to share?

speak up

Give me a fucking break

That video proves NOTHING. The lack of critical thinking in some people is just baffling. No surprise though, given the evidence that our perception is largely delusional- which is the topic of this entire thread, which we hardly ever take into account when assessing the information ourselves

It reminds me of all the idiot conspiracy theorists who took the april fools joke on the dmt-nexus seriously and actually believe they were an evil illuminati group that extracted DMT from peoples pineal glands and met with Obama. LMAO

Your post proves NOTHING. The lack of critical thinking in some people is just baffling.

the universe only exists because consciousness can look back at it - dark matter, the thing that messes up our physics equations the most, exists and is growing in direct proportion to the degree to which we, among others, are losing the way.

only thing that holds back the darkness is the creative force.

just make stuff. do stuff. we'll overcome.

repent?

create.

I go to work, with a power unfathomable when doing what I do.
The love, acceptance and general fanfare that goes on when I show up in the lobby of the great stairs, that encourages me in my role.

"The data indicates that the development of the brain and in particular one side of the neocortex is now incomplete, and paradoxically the most retarded side has assumed control."

I like this fellers thinkin.