Why do I feel like I'm getting signs from God?

I don't completely agree, and I'm not here to get in a pissing match, and I'm still coming to terms with this but as I see it you will never find peace and unconditional love outside yourself, only when you find these things within and release yourself from existentialism can you find the path to it and let it fill you.

it being God for lack of a better description, the universe moreso, everything and almost nothing at all

He may very well be speaking to you through a consecutive string of "synchronicities." I've had so many in my own life to know they are not mere coincidences. There have been dreams and impressions also, and not too long ago, I was made to face my own weaknesses and insecurities directly. The thing with God, though, is that you have to be willing to listen to Him. He's not loud unless He needs to be, and I think the hardest thing for you at this stage might be discerning Him from yourself and everything else.

Keep paying attention. Over time, even more will stand out to you. Learn what you can, and if there's something you don't understand, ask. He'll answer. In my own life these answers haven't come through "voices in my head" but rather impressions in my heart, dreams, and those synchronicities someone else mentioned. A word of warning though. Do not force an interpretation on what He tells you. It'll confuse things. Rather, if you don't understand something, let it be. I didn't understand a lot of things until they became clear even years later. You just have to be patient.

Hope this helps.

Don't forget that all attraction is a cognitive distortion....it's created by you to find meaning through the transference authority figure female type.

This is the best thing for you....now you are free of grovel ing or sucking up to stuff that was annoying.............next.

Time for the next illusion named Betty.

Next.....next......say the word......next illusion.

Do you know what happens to Amish teenagers who decide not to return to the church and decide to live outside of the Amish community? Ask them..

Time to start taking those meds OP

you're getting signs from god because you're schizophrenic.

anything about inventing a new calendar?

They get a big dirty diaper of shunnin from all...
gotta eat in the other room all alone and be quiet :(

I didn't read any of the replies, but, here is my advice. I think God is saying, "Keep ur thoughts with me". It makes sense. Flesh is temporary and the spirit is forever. I think He wants you to pray and read the New Testament. Just a little every night. The time is near. Be strong with Him.

Accept Jesus as your lord and savior.

A human is 3 things.

Body

Soul

Spirit

Your body war's against your spirit.

Your soul is your mind/emotion's. It also wars against both the body and the spirit.

Now the spirit. Once you accept Jesus you will be "born again" your spirit will be replaced by the spirit of God.

No amount of evil or sin you do will condemn you to hell.

Human life is running on back up battery what you need is a connection with God if you want to live.

And boy you aint seen nothing yet.

Hello OP.
What you described sounds a lot like my situation over one year ago.
I quit with my Girlfriend because i felt deep down, we were in some form of co-dependency and it would be best for both to get some time on our own hands - to grow - and then find back together.

4 Months after the breakup - (i was in cardio training and diet) - I had a full blown spiritual experience with information streaming down/from within like crystal clear intuition/inner voice (i did not hear the voice). It was intuitive.

It started like: The following information is for you in this time of your life:
The First Law is: You have free will. (resonated deep within and seems like the oldest part of me imprinted long ago).

I was desperate, had no intention to kill myself
and my "free will" was not giving any orientation to the universe - no clear intentions.

My research began AFTER the exp.
To check if these universal rules are for everybody or
my mind playing tricks on me.

I will not try to convince or disturb your way with anything. I would give you one hint:

I lost connection to my true inner core.
And NOTHING outside of you will fill this gap.

google the Spiritual Emergence Network

Your way is upon you.
Negative Thoughts become habits not serving your being.
Thinking about Doom is in some form an addiction.

best blessings

Families will disown their own children for choosing to leave the church. It's a cultural practice to shun anyone who decides to walk away from the church and the Amish community. You have to say good bye to your existing personal relationships with family & friends. It's pretty screwed up when you consider the enormous pressure of conformity within those communities and what young adults have to endure if they desire to pursue a life in the outside world. Just sayin'...

why are you troubled?
I do not disagree with the small portions you describe.
to have it inside with you always... it shines through, and those portions come in abundance :)

Everything I know of the Amish is from 'Breaking Amish'
I've seen only what they allow us to see on the idiot box, and that is some seriously messed up shit. I feel for those who choose to leave not in the light of the media 10x

good way

God is always speaking to us. However, if we can't hear Him, it is up to us to recognize that, and change the way we listen....assuming you/we want to.

I used to believe in synchronicity. It was because I was having mental problems. Now I don't think that way and think anyone who does is crazy.