I Am Having A Bad Day

Thank you. If I don't quit crying, I will short out this blasted keyboard. It is hitting me harder now, than earlier today.

Tiger1 I am truly sorry for your loss!

That sucks. Sorry for your loss. Keep the missing friends in your heart.

Thank you.

Thank you. Can never forget.

Does sleep help? I would always sleep around the clock following a major loss like this. But maybe you can't with the rest of your family around.

Just hope you find some kind of comfort and if not that the strength to get you through it.

OP i am very sorry for your loss. We have just lost 3 non related by blood, family members in 2 years to cancer. They were all young - 29, 42, 47.

I truly know how you feel. Not just the sorrow but the disbelief, then the fear of 'are you next' and all the emotions that go along with grief.

I am sorry for your loss and understand that many of us in our late fifties have witnessed the passing of our friends and family members through the years and it is never easy.

What I am trying to say most likely will come cross as awkward as although another person cannot fully feel your pain many have had similar experiences and do understand the loss you re experiencing.

You are in my prayers.

My cats get me up early in the morning. I wish I could just lay down and sleep for 10-12 hours, but not around this hectic house !

I think it is more like survival guilt, like "why am I still here?" I look at all the friends and family that I have lost, and I was the reckless one, and they were the cautious ones.

Thank you, friend !

Sorry for your loss, Tiger. If there's anything harder than losing a loved one or best friend to cancer, don't know what that is.

Hope you can start your own healing now.

Sending you my love sweetheart

Oxx

Love your way, Tiger. You're in my thoughts and prayers! Crying is the start to cleansing...I'm sorry you're having to go through it...it's never easy, but will get easier...:-)

Thank you.

Thank you.

Time heals but the scars remain. Thank you, friend.

So sorry to hear the loss of your friend OP....what a lonesome and deep feeling of hurt you must be experiencing to be the last in your circle of friends. Bless your heart. Time goes by so fast and cancer is so out of control everywhere. Thank God for memories...and take comfort in the knowing that you were truly loved by them...that's the only thing that matters.

Thank you for the kind words.

blessings to your heart. i too having being losing close ones to cancer.... love.

Thank you, friend !

I definately need sleep. I got a busy day tomorrow. I still have to take the dog out, switch a load of clothes, feed the ducks, and unload the dishwasher.

God bless each and every one of you for listening to me this evening, and comforting me in this time of sorrow. Whoever are your friends off this board, in the real world, are indeed very lucky to have you all ! A good friend is priceless ! You have been true friends to me, a stranger who visits GLP. You are all AWESOME !!!

A good friend will help you move your furniture, a best friend will help you move a body.

Check out oxygen therapy and getting your PH level to something above 7.6 as an alternative/supplement because cancer cells are supposed to hate those two things

Your perspective is easy to understand many such as me are risk takers and I can only conclude that people like us still have things to accomplish.

I am truly sorry for your loss. Hope you manage to find relief in knowing your loved one is in a better place now, and is watching over you. You will meet again one day :)

Oh Tiger, it pains me to see you so sad-- you who usually cheer up all of us!! May your friend rest in peace in the arms of God now. When you get to feeling down, tell us about your good friend, that will help a little. Love!

Tiger1

Every few weeks I see somebody I know/knew in the Obits.
Today is was 'Nick', Dead at 70.
He was buds with an ex-gf's Dad, we had hung out together
not real close with me, but it just reminds me that one day we will all die,
and helps me appreciate every breath we do have.

Tomorrow will be better. ;-`)

Thanks for the advice on how to stop or prevent cancer ! As for the friends, yeah, I guess hiding a body is the ultimate test !

I guess to look on the bright side, in a wicked way, I have also outlived most of my enemies.

Thank you ! She had been suffering with a variety of ailments since she was young, but they never stopped her from doing anything. She even beat lung cancer(she never smoked). She really sufferd these past few weeks. I know she is no longer in pain, and is at rest, but I miss her. She is no longer just a phone call or an email away, if I got a problem over here. I also listened to her trials. I really don't know how she did it, taking care of so many. Her Mom lived with her for many years, before dying of luekemia. Her younger son has luekemia.Her oldest son is disabled. Her late husband had so many things wrong with him, I can't even begin to list them. Yet, she found the time to give to her community, and even founded an online prayer group, "Praying Angels". She was amazing.