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This is how cannabis ruined my life
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"Bullshit, i love cannabis it hasn't done me any harm", if thats what your thinking stop, i'm not saying what happened to me happens to everyone, but i warn you of what could be not what is. It started off with alcohol my gateway drug,"Wow this is great, i'm confident i feel great","This is what drugs are like i love it", I met up with some old friends,"Try this","What","Cannabis","I don't know","Don't be a knob just try it". Peer pressure so suttle and yet so powerful."It's not working","You only smoked a little bit". That day was the beggining of the end of my life.
"Can you get some cannabis?","yeah man come out later that's £30 for an eighth","Ok"."Wow i'm fucked my body feels so heavy","bursts out laughing","told you it works","this is great". I always was brought up under the assumption that cannabis causes hallucinations, so as i was walking home that night i heard voices,"This must be the hallucinations",i didn't think anything of it.
So as you do i smoked more and more and more ounces and ounces. Guess who was paying for all the cannabis?, me!.Fate is cruel, i realised i was being used to buy cannabis, but it was too late.One day i was walking home and i thought i could hear people talking about me in their cars as they drive bye. From that point it just got worse, i thought my parents and friends were invisible aliens out to kill me i could hear them talking,"we will grab him by the balls and drag him across the floor", I was petrified. I tried to kill myself sniffing butane gas at my worst point,"The cameras are everywhere watching me",i cut a cross into my face at work because i believed the manager was a demon. I can't even begin to describe all the horrors i went through. I became withdrawn and abandoned all my friends even the goods ones.
So i went to seek help i went to a psychiatrist who put me on antipsychotic medication 5mg olanazapine, 60 mg of the antideppresent fluoxetine. I have to see 4 different mental health people week after week. My dose was raised to the maximum 20mg olanazapine. Oh that's right off one drug and onto another. Not only are these drugs physically addictive there side effects are terrible heres a quick list i have at home- 1.Weightgain 2.Sleepiness 3.Increased levels of prolactin in the blood 4.Changes in the levels of some blood cells and circulating fats 5.Increases in the levels of sugars in the blood and urine 6.Feeling more hungry 7.Dizziness 8.Restlessness 9.Tremor 10.Muscle stiffness or spasm 11.Problems with speech 12.Unusual movement 13.Constipation 14.Dry mouth 15.Rash 16.Loss of strength 17.Extreme tiredness 18.Water retention swelling of the hands, ankles or feet 19.Dizzy or faint 20.Sexual dysfunction 21.Slow heart rate 22.Make you sensitive to sunlight 23,Urinar inconsistence 24.Hair loss 25.Changes in breasts in males, such as abnormal growth 26.Allergic reaction 27.Diabetes 28.Lowering of normal body temperature. 29.Seizures 30.Fever 31.Spasms 32.Abnormal rhyyhmd of the heart 33.Sudden unexplained death 34.Blood clots 35.Severe stomach pain 36.Liver disease 37.Muscle disease 38.Prolonged and painfull erection
I tried coming of my medication, but suffered severe withdrawal, insomnia,delusions,paranoia,severe anxiety. I'm stuck with them for life. My life is over... please i beg you don't destroy your life too. This is your final warning.
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