You will never see me again. Im sure that makes your fucking day. I dont know what you want out of a man, but it is obvious that Im not it. You will never find "that" man, because, "that" man dosen't exist. Sure, you may find random fucks, but, you will never find depth of soul. I am truly sorry that life has dealt you the hand it has. I was hoping that I could show you the better things in life. I was wrong for what I said to you, I admit, however, you are definately NOT the woman I thought you were, and you definately said your share of unforgiveable things. It is OK to be "feminine" every now and then, _____, especially around a man who is dedicated to you. The world is an evil place, and, you have to do what you have to do to protect your own, but, are we animals? Your kids are grown, and your carear is mature, so, tuff love is what you practice, and I understand, but, it is time for YOU now. Do you know what that means? I cannot tell you what that means, only you know. I wanted to show you amazing things, and, I wanted to share my life with you, with no boundaries, but, you are so set in your ways, and you didnt understand. Sure, you may have sex, and you may find temporary pleasure, but you will never find true peace of mind. You will exist perpetually in chaos, because it is all you know, making temporary and short lived order, out of chaos. Is permanant peace even a concept you can understand?

Well, my heart is broken, and my life is in disarray, but, in persuit of peace, I will find my way, and given enough time, everything will be fine. and I only hope the same for you.

Good Luck, _____, and, even tho I said things out of frustration and anger, I do truly wish the best for you. I can only hope you find peace, without effort. Be well, and live well. My life is forever changed.

I Love You.

Goodbye, _____..................