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I'm starting to feel like I'm heading toward a cliff with no chance of turning back...
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I can't help but feel that our reality is heading toward a change like hasn't ever been experienced on Earth before or at least in a very long time.I'm not necessarily talking about collapse, doom or Armageddon. There may be death, but I feel that this will be a time, so amazing and mind warping, that it will cause many people to commit suicide or lose their minds from fear.
I'm personally becoming so tied up with this coming change, that even if it is all BS and none of this ever happens, I can never go back to the life I lived before. Studying, researching and preparing for this coming event has changed me and I can never go back to being a 9-to-5 working slob, buying houses, cars and going to the movies on Saturday. I now find that I have become a willing outcast from the rest of society. I have committed myself to this change one way or another.
Please understand, I am not afraid of either outcome. Even if nothing changes in the near future, the cliff is still approaching for me. Either the cliff created by the coming events or the cliff that I have created for myself. My life will end soon, one way or another, not out of fear, despair or sadness, but because I am ready to move on. One...way...or...another.
Love and peace, Fibonacci
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