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[quote:Blue Skies:MV8yMDEzMTMwXzM0NjA4NjE4XzY1MUE5M0VB] [quote:The Light Under the Door:MV8yMDEzMTMwXzM0NjA2MDc5X0EwMTUwRjdC] [quote:Blue Skies:MV8yMDEzMTMwXzM0NjA1MTE0XzlCODkxMTk5] [quote:Anonymous Coward 21656968:MV8yMDEzMTMwXzM0NDE1NDc4X0IyMDZCMDY0] My Dad was told that he was working for the mafia, and that he should bring his child in on the train so no one would be suspicious of him. That his child could stay at a safe place while he did his thing. His thing would be to watch this or that and make pointless reports back. What he was really being paid for was ME. My Dad, Mom, brothers/sisters, were and many relitives were all part of some screwed up shit. This had something to do with the Catholic Chuch in association to Jesuits and Masons. As i understand it was slavery, to build nations, and manipulation of natural psychic abilities inherent in my bloodline. The worst thing to ever happen to me was a "play", they'd put someone like me, a very young child, in a room with old men, that would then channel, Archons, or what ever you want to call them, demons, fallen angels, to interact with me. I was bait so they could learn things. I was raped, and beaten and tormented, tortued, and they tryed to make me into "one of them". Them are human husks that archons use to interact with this planet and its people. [/quote] Crap....That sounds horrific :( [/quote] Sometimes I think some memories are buried for a reason. I'm digging around looking for mechanisms, damage to undo, things to give me a better understanding so I can take back control, etcetera. To me that's beneficial. But at the same time I'm digging up memories of things that were just disturbing even to witness. Like some sort of sick and twisted car wreck up close and personal. If I didn't think that reburying them was a slippery slope to forgetting everything, you can guarantee they would be back underground and covered in a moment. [/quote] I'm sure once you have unsurfaced those memories. They can not be buried again. As an adult they would stay with you. Like any trauma, it as to be dealt with. The first step would be to understand that non of it was your fault....Which I'm sure is a hard thing to do :( [/quote]
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Unfortunately I have a long history with it or it's favourite twin cousin. A lot of it has been very painful, and as odd as it may seem to want to work through anything therapeutic on a public forum full of trolls, I really can't think of a better audience.
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