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Next Time you are Feeling Sorry for Yourself....
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[quote:Anonymous Coward 28166646:MV8yMDY3Njc2XzM0NzkzNTU4XzdFNTZGNDdF] [quote:Anonymous Coward 22788475:MV8yMDY3Njc2XzM0NzkzMzkyXzM2QkIyRURF] [quote:Aunty Flo:MV8yMDY3Njc2XzM0NzkzMzYwXzVGMkQ1MzNE] We all got problems, some less, some worse. A woman on here not long ago announced she had cancer, and she's was forgoing treatment. We all got problems. And for your info, what I'm going through is about 5x worse than what you are going through. But while my family still have their health, I know it's shit we'll recover from. [/quote] I believe you and I will be here most of the night if you want to talk about it....commisserate? [/quote] No thankyou. I deal with in a way where I can potentially control the outcome. Commiserating is just dwelling on the shit, it'll boggle you down and depress you. [/quote]
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Imagine you were me.....
I am 37. I was married for 4 years.
Lost my job in January.
My wife left me 2 weeks later.
Living with my parents again after 20 years.
About 100 lbs overweight.
Deeply depressed. No sex for almost a year, no prospects of any female companionship. Even if I wanted to hire a prostitute I couldn't afford it. I am in love with a woman who has no idea and I am too cowardly to tell her. I am suffering from what experts call "limerence".
Everyday before I go to sleep I pray to God to kill me in my sleep.
I would do it myself but it would break my parents hearts and they are genuinely good people.
I have a brother who has has schizoid personality disorder, so I hide my depression from my parents as best I can so they don't have to stress about me as well.
In my old life, when I was a young man, and full of piss and vinegar, I was a writer with a small modicum of success. I have had writers block for almost 15 years. The few friends I have, most of whom I hear from once every 3 months with a short "hello" on facebook, think I am writing a novel. I start it every week and the farthest along I've gotten was the second paragraph.
I haven't left my house in 6 days.
Next time you think you're life is going badly, be thankful you weren't incarnated into my existence. I know there are others that have it as bad or worse off than me. But it doesn't make it hurt any less.
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