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[quote:chickadee 21563817:MV8yMDkzMTI0XzM1MjQxNTE5XzVFMDlEQzQx] You see the irony there don´t you. Get rigt with God first of all. [/quote] Dude you have no clue how right I am with God I spent a year of homelessness, because my family screwed me over and not only did I forgive them I let myself fall to God's will I have prayed every day and every night for 5 years for God to show me what to do and to guide me. God clearly has a plan for me I have slashed my wrists until and I quote a doctor on this "Holy Moses that looks like a road map". I feel like God hates me even though every waking breath I devote to any that need me. I have went without so many times just so others could have a meal and be happy even if just for one night. I worked my ass off and spent every penny I made to help out 4 of my friends who would have been homeless and starving if not. Trust me I am right with God the thing is I'm lost and beaten and I'm losing faith. [/quote] [b] [/quote] [quote:chickadee 21563817:MV8yMDkzMTI0XzM1MjQxNDc0Xzc3MjA2RDRE] [quote:Anonymous Coward 30747832:MV8yMDkzMTI0XzM1MjM3NTI2XzcyRDAxMURG] [quote:Anonymous Coward 26268975:MV8yMDkzMTI0XzM1MjM3NDgzX0Y5OTc2N0VE] [quote:Anonymous Coward 30747832:MV8yMDkzMTI0X0NGMDEzMDU4] I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times [/quote] You see the irony there don´t you. Get rigt with God first of all. [/quote] Dude you have no clue how right I am with God I spent a year of homelessness, because my family screwed me over and not only did I forgive them I let myself fall to God's will I have prayed every day and every night for 5 years for God to show me what to do and to guide me. God clearly has a plan for me I have slashed my wrists until and I quote a doctor on this "Holy Moses that looks like a road map". I feel like God hates me even though every waking breath I devote to any that need me. I have went without so many times just so others could have a meal and be happy even if just for one night. I worked my ass off and spent every penny I made to help out 4 of my friends who would have been homeless and starving if not. Trust me I am right with God the thing is I'm lost and beaten and I'm losing faith. [/quote] [I feel your pain I will pray for you. I am going through some bad times too. Please don,t give up on GOD. SOmetimes we have to go through trials in life some are not good. Maybe to make us stronger. I have had my fair share too. GOD BLESS and don,t give up. Take care. [/quote]
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Hi, let me start off by saying my life has been one train wreck after another. My whole childhood was shit. Growing up I've always tried to do the best I can to help those around me. Now I've lost everything. I lost the one girl that made me feel human, which is something I never knew before. I lost all of my friends because of immature acts of fools with Peter Pan Syndrome. My family is so fucking twisted I can't even speak of them without flying into an emotional cocktail of rage and sadness. I have no job now. I got thrown out of school over a technicality. I am slowly losing touch with my faith and with hope. Every day I wake up I wish I hadn't. I beg God for help and guidance and nothing ever comes. I've tried to kill myself 5 times in the past six months and for what ever mystical cruel universal prank I can't. I've spoke to doctors they tell me that nothing is wrong with me and no medication in the world can help. They have tried everything from anti-depressants to mood-stabilizers nothing works. I honestly don't know why the hell I'm even bothering to post anything on here seeing as only about 2% of anyone takes anything seriously. But I guess I have no options. Please, does anyone have any advice what so ever?
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