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[quote:Anonymous Coward 26985611:MV8yMDkzNjU4XzM1MjkyMzMyXzUyREE2QzI0] Short story: I was raised by a sadistic stepfather after my real father escaped from Hungary when I was 4. The violence of my stepfather (during 13 years until I escaped to Sweden) made me so that lost my spiritual manliness (or how would you say) so I was unable to make contact with women, I became hard-wired into shyness so I remained a male virgin at 48 as I'm now, will probably die without kissed/made love to a girl, I don't have taste to buy sex either. Not that Destiny didn't gave 1-2 chances but I couldn't take it because of lack of "inner manliness" (alpha male thing) in love affairs. I hate how I couldn't change myself into a "man" and remained a little virgin boy drooling over porn and sex I never can get. ( I don't look good either, big swollen nose, very uneven mended front teeth, small dick) My astro sign is a Scorpio (= sex crazy) so it's very stupid that it became like this, I feel very tired of everything. I was relatively ok with this thanks to ocassional internet porn. I'm a free-lance digital illustrator otherwise, a nice veggie guy. Then I met a lonely woman on the web, I knew her from kindergarten in Hungary when we were 7. To my dismay soon another man found her while we were exchanging mails and they go on now, she likes me but she said I'm not a "manly guy" although I have normal sex drive, but in vain. He's doing everything right for her, of course. Crazy that Destiny arranged this contact in order to humiliate me even more, I was almost indifferent enough (not ever having a mouse, lol) before we met and now I have to go through a nerve burning feeling emanating from my childhood proramming. I'm not rich enough either that I could start a sensual live, can barely pay the rent. I feel disgusted because I met an old friend and he said all my school mates in Hungary were married (now and then) even the most "stupid" and the most shy guy in the class had a wife at some point, it's freaking insane. Can't believe my failure in the sex-love area, nobody know this either, they wouldn't believe because I always lied to everybody telling what great sex I had with Swedish girls, hehe! Thanks for listening, blessings to you guys! [/quote]
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I was reading how it isn't good to hold back what you are feeling especially if it is making you angry inside. It is good to vent, but sometimes you can't vent to your friend, your family member, or a spouse. Sometimes you hold it in, because you don't want to hurt that person, or you don't want to start an arguement. This is your turn to let it go. I am starting this thread. So I will rant first.
I am tired of the negative energy of my spouse, he is a negative person. That is a start. I think I feel better.
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