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Blood fucking pressure, 200 over 155!!!!!!!!! At one point!
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Thank you so much for taking the time to offer any advice or comfort, I am pretty scared at this point. I AM 23 !!!
I used to be an athlete! Now my heart may be shot!
Okay then, I'm sure that there are folks on here that occaisonally check the old blood tubin' and the ol' ticker just to make sure shit's in order.
I didn't realize what I was doing to myself until TODAY. I am horrified because I've read that 100 diastolic (the bottom number, is "extremely high"
Right now, as we speak, I earlier today consumed my daily 80 milligrams of instant release adderall and a smaller amount of xanax, yes my thinker is fucked up. But I'm not bitching about the meds, they make my life much better, and I truely thought they were harmless until today.
Here are my current readings for the night: Readem and then tell me to go to the ER:
146/108Diastolic 115 pulse, 153/115 120 p, 139/107 113 puls, 150/100 pulse 124, 157/129!! pulse 113 , 147/128!! pulse 120, 172/100 p 111 , AND THEN THE HORRIFYING PANIC ATTACK CAUSING STROKE IMMINENT 200/155 pulse 120
I had no fucking idea this was going on and it scares me fucking shitless, whats more I've been having palpitations, which is where your heart actually gets out of rythm for a second and you feel a powerful thump after a sinking feeling in the chest. Horrifying. I've had episodes like this way before adderall, but recently over the last few months they have become a regular part of life, they dont scare me anymore.
Today however, I have episodes where I begin to wonder if "this is it" because they will happen, then 4 or five beats later another one, im clutching at my chest like "please god dont let this be the one" and just a string of them and then they stop. They are a daily thing now.
Thanks for reading, please offer any advice etc. Thank you so much.
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