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Subject I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!

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eveyone thank you so much for your support.  i knew i wasn't alone but i needed a confirmation of that fact.

with regard to what i want and what i'm passionate about, i understand that this is what this point in time is supposed to be about.  it just so happens that what i'm passionate about doesn't pay the bills.  i love tennis, cooking, music (back in music school in the fall), etc.  i have no family except my mom and dad.  i'm 30 yo.  no significant other...

the only thing i can think of is maybe personal cheffing?  this is something i've tried in the past but couldn't make it fly.

i was thinking earlier that if i had tons and tons of money i'd start a vegan colony out in the country.  i would literally build a town with a bakery and a deli, etc.  i'm a super easy going person.  i just wanna be left alone!  on top of it all i really don't like where i live (louisville, ky)

i need more thoughts!!!

dantheman
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If you can, go back to your parents for a while, retreat for the moment, take a break of the beating on you from your surroundings, heal your mental wounds and then you are ready to go back.
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Original Message hi all....

it's been a rough one for me the past few weeks. the past two weeks i have completely broken down at work twice and burst into tears (i'm a waiter). i feel like i'm going crazy. i had to quit my job not only to save face but also to prevent myself from going crazy. i feel like i am DONE with 3D. finsihed, over with, done...the thought of doing any kind of labor makes me want to puke. i'm also in the process of changing my diet up to hopefully become vegan. i've cut way back on meat and dairy and have been eating a lot of veggies and tofu.

on top of all that i am scared sh*tless and i have no idea what i'm going to do for money. i don't have june rent and the electric is due for cut off tomorrow. it's difficult for me to even muster the words so i can describe to you what it is that i'm feeling. part of me doesn't even care what's going on. i feel like everything is as it should be, but that saying won't help me when i call the electric company and ask for an extension.

what is everyone else feeling here? please...i'm at the library so i have about an hour to respond and interact with all of you. i'm dying for input here!

i hope this post finds you and yours doing well!

dantheman

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