I was treated for trauma as a teen ager when a drunk driver hit my mother while she was driving in her car.

I had to go into the foster system and I went to therapy daily for mental trauma and started picking up mental health books. I'm telling you! The only thing that saved me was those books and therapy tools I learned as a teenager. You name it. I journaled, I psycho analyzed myself,defined my clicks,and started coming here to discuss my emotions and other opinions,theories,and experiences.

I did also talk to myself alone in my room by asking myself analytical questions and after defining whatever disorder or click I got from being over dosed with that drug I defined the click and worked on it daily. That's how to defeat insanity. My first and wild guess was right. Do therapy on yourself till you feel better.