Thank you!...Alot actually.. I'll try it,and Ill tell you all what happens, as for the death Its alot of things, hypnotheripy would probly end up being the only way to get through to what I have in this thing I have on my shoulders. lol! thank you though I would like it if you prayed for me.... I just want the good guys to win in the end even were all too dead to see it happen thats all I want...It's the anticipation, thats the killer, it's destroyed the aith I have even in my self...the only reasone why I'm still sain is because the shit really happened "please excuse my language"