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I've been telling everyone for years that the cable TV chick is a fake and yet here she is telling her story to GLP like we never heard it before.

Now even I'm starting to wonder.

(Did you watch while she was typing it all up? Crazy shit ;)

PS - It'll all prolly be in the screen in screen while she's asleep. Watch then, it was really well done
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I'm sorry. Reading through the thread it seems I've been ignoring you. Didn't mean to.

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Reading the entire chain did take me some time... I do have my opinions and ideas that come along however I would say they are personal... I though have read and studied about what you are going through but what I have experienced is something different...

It is all about control... I felt I controlled myself and you felt you were being controlled...
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Hi Elotious

"It is all about control..." I think that's true.

It could be said "the desire for control as the root of all kinds of evil."

The desire for control and manipulation to bring that about is, IMHO, the root of many of the dilemmas we the people face.
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queen of hearts pleased to meet you

may i ask, have you engaged in other relationships off line whilst this has continued?
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Hi aether

The pleasure is mine thank you.

In the past thirteen years there have been three men in my life.

The first was shortly after I walked away from the game. (thinking Tom was with another woman. )
He was just a friend and we enjoyed having sex with each other. There was nothing more to that relationship. I was hoping that having a sexual relationship with him would cause the intruders to leave.

The second was a business friend whom I had known for at least ten years. After he got divorced he looked me up and we dated for a while.

The third one I married. And my main reason for getting married was to try and get this interference out of my life. It didn't last very long.

It was right after my divorce was final and I had moved to the small town that I went to the local supermarket and I heard the last two songs I had sent to Tom. (on more than one visit)

Give me one reason. by Tracy Chapman
"Give me one reason to stay here and I'll turn right back around."

And

Exhale by Whitney Houston
Everyone falls in love sometime, sometimes it's right and sometimes it's wrong.

I've been celibate for the last seven years.
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Does it occur to you that your 'psychic' has a financial stake in playing this out? As long as you believe that Tom is out there, somewhere, for you but you never actually find him, the psychic has a steady revenue stream. Being, of course, the only one who can help you on this quest.
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Thanks for your comment AC that is a reasonable question.

The psychic is a friend of mine. Any psychic healing that I need he does at no charge.
He once tela-transported a cyst out of my intestinal tract so I didn't need surgery.
One time when I had a serious case of bronchial pneumonia he worked on me an entire day, no charge.

He never charges for research. He spent lots of time researching this.

Removing Tom's energy sucking entity took a long time and was pretty expensive. But he didn't charge me for all the time he spent.

After that was done I try to get him to help me find the answers to some of these songs. He was real resistant. He kept telling me I needed to drop this and walk away from it. That the reason for it was to keep me occupied so that I would not do something that they, in the future, have found I did that hurt their cause. It's not a big thing, whatever it is, but it not being done would impact a lot of people negatively. He wanted me to just drop the whole thing and keep the radio off.

I couldn't do it. I knew Tom was a real person. And I walked away from him once. I mean maybe he never did have another woman, I don't know. I found they lied to me a lot.

We had discussion after discussion about this. I just couldn't shut the door again. I felt that no matter what I had to go through I would have to stick it out. I couldn't give up unless I was sure that I was sure that I was sure that there was no way.

When I knew we were near the end of a game and Tom was losing again I begged and begged my psyche friend to help me.

He finally agreed and he did charge me for correct answers to about 150 songs which was more than we needed to win the game.

Since then I've asked him a few times what I owe him for the rest of his work and he's never given me an answer.

So he's been trying to get me to drop this whole thing which would profit him nothing. I don't for one minute believe he's in for the money.
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IN MHO You are either exceptionally brave, strong and courageous or you are totally crazy.
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Thanks AC

My X used to say I have bigger balls than most men.
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thanks queen of hearts

did you become pregnant and miscarry?
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thanks queen of hearts

did you become pregnant and miscarry?
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No ... well then again maybe ... there is a possible miscarriage when I was a teen but it could of been a mis call from the doctor as well. It was only a few weeks. The next doctor said I was not pregnant and did a d&c.

I was past menopause when I met Tom.
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Why are you looking for Satan. Your 95% there the last 5 is your death. STOP WHAT YOUR DOING AND READ THE BIBLE NOW!!!!
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No ... well then again maybe ... there is a possible miscarriage when I was a teen but it could of been a mis call from the doctor as well. It was only a few weeks. The next doctor said I was not pregnant and did a d&c.

I was past menopause when I met Tom.
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thanks quenn of hearts

the bugs tell your handlers what music you are hearing

superimposing their music over the local transmitter ie: shop, radio on table etc. very easy, needs only close proximity vehicle and tax payers funding.

the sex whilst unaware, intrusions into any home, easy and part of the programe to indicate how deep you are under "control"

obvious watchers part of the programing to re enforce authority and obedience (expectency)

now you are talking seems you either did what was wanted or are out of the loop

either way it seems well on the way to being over

personal opinion
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Why are you looking for Satan. Your 95% there the last 5 is your death. STOP WHAT YOUR DOING AND READ THE BIBLE NOW!!!!
yoda [link to www.davidhocking.org]
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Hi SixEyedcheeseball

I know you really believe what you're saying. And your intentions are good.

I used to be a devoted Christian. I've read the Bible. I used to lead the worship service. I worked in the kitchen for the food ministry.

It suddenly started bothering me that this god expected me to live my life to please him. Something just wasn't right about that. So I started praying to the creator of all things. Which I believe is a different god than the god of the Bible. And I asked to be lead to the truth. What I found in what I now believe is real close to what hardtruth on this form will tell you.

You won't be able to hear what I'm saying because you don't have years for it. But maybe someday.

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Tom is on Myspace.com Annoying fucker too.
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Why are you looking for Satan. Your 95% there the last 5 is your death. STOP WHAT YOUR DOING AND READ THE BIBLE NOW!!!!
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Hi SixEyedcheeseball

I know you really believe what you're saying. And your intentions are good.

I used to be a devoted Christian. I've read the Bible. I used to lead the worship service. I worked in the kitchen for the food ministry.

It suddenly started bothering me that this god expected me to live my life to please him. Something just wasn't right about that. So I started praying to the creator of all things. Which I believe is a different god than the god of the Bible. And I asked to be lead to the truth. What I found in what I now believe is real close to what hardtruth on this form will tell you.

You won't be able to hear what I'm saying because you don't have years for it. But maybe someday.

peace and love
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I'm older than you think and lived more life than most people here on this blog. God does not forsake you. The animal your trying to find will. I met him when I was very young and the tip of he's finger is burnt he wanted be to burn my finger too. I said no way that looks pretty painful to me.
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Please see a doctor. I am not making a joke.
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I totally understand where you're coming from. It's not the first time I've heard that.

I was warned that I could wind up being diagnosed as crazy if I talked about this. I was told this happen too many people in my situation.

It's designed so there's never any evidence. So I couldn't ever prove anything anybody.

Any doctor I visit would say exactly what you said. I know that.

Any computer expert that I take my computer to would say there's nothing wrong with it or pretend to have fixed it when really nothing would be changed.

I've been there. These folks have connections everywhere.


If you really, truly believe that you have a psychic connection with someone from an early IRC room, that he can see you, that your radio "talks" to you, that you are in a game and "they" might be playing with you, you are suffering the symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia.

Just because you think you are sane doesn't mean you aren't crazy.
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No I don't believe I have psychic connections with him. I wish I did. Maybe I didn't explain well.

When I said I was able to find some of his songs psychically. It wasn't an easy task. I spent hours and hours going over songs and trying to identify my feelings when I did. Eventually I was able to define some differences in the way I felt about one song as opposed to another. So I was able to identify some songs that were Tom's. But it's not because I had a psychic connection with him.

That's one part of the alien love bite scenario that really doesn't fit.

He can see me? Well since the game's over and he's delusional he doesn't have access to the software that's monitoring me anymore. So he can't see me. But someone can.

That's one thing I did prove, if only to myself, there are bugs. I bought a very expensive of bug detector. Tt was tampered with in time too, Michael told me he thought maybe my bug detector had a bug.
I mean there was even something in my toilet, which I removed when I found it. A camera? I don't know I tossed it. Making sure I wiped the correct way I assume.

Thanks for your concern and for sharing your opinion tho.
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thanks quenn of hearts

the bugs tell your handlers what music you are hearing
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Hello again friend

Yes the bugs are microphones and they're also cameras.
One time during the game, in my home, I had something sticking out of my clothing very obviously. It was mentioned on the radio that I was putting on a show. There have been other things that evidence real time viewing too.

Also one of the bugs in my car is the homing device. The Bug detector acts differently with a homing device than a microphone.

superimposing their music over the local transmitter ie: shop, radio on table etc. very easy, needs only close proximity vehicle and tax payers funding.
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Vehicle nearby yes that's very true I noticed that in the beginning. When they first began I was working second shift. There was always a simi-truck parked across the street from my place of business.

In early 2000 I moved to a newly built home, I turned on the radio on attempted to say something to them. But they weren't there.
The next day I found a spot on the wall near the radio where a new nail had been pounded into the wall and painted over. (It looked like a nail anyhow.) And they were communicating on the radio again. I don't know if there was a vehicle involved. maybe.

the sex whilst unaware, intrusions into any home, easy and part of the programe to indicate how deep you are under "control"

obvious watchers part of the programing to re enforce authority and obedience (expectency)

now you are talking seems you either did what was wanted or are out of the loop

either way it seems well on the way to being over

personal opinion
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I hope you're right. Thanks!

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Really comes down to one thing. And that's you Hope whats that Faith what does it mean Discipline who cares Honer you can run away Life your only going to die Wisdom why wast your time thinking Truth just wink and lie Friendship just another enemy love more pain
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Tom is on Myspace.com Annoying fucker too.
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here we go he he
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Please see a doctor. I am not making a joke.

If you really, truly believe that you have a psychic connection with someone from an early IRC room, that he can see you, that your radio "talks" to you, that you are in a game and "they" might be playing with you, you are suffering the symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia.

Just because you think you are sane doesn't mean you aren't crazy.


And, certainly, the 'psychic' is taking advantage of that.
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No.... He is a good friend. Explained in a post above.

But I do understand why you would think that not knowing all of the circumstances. In this case it isn't so.
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Really comes down to one thing. And that's you Hope whats that Faith what does it mean Discipline who cares Honer you can run away Life your only going to die Wisdom why wast your time thinking Truth just wink and lie Friendship just another enemy love more pain
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My goodness.

My integrity is no different than it was when I was a Christian. It might even be improved because I'm more honest with myself.

I define god as the one who lives within. Within me and within everything and everybody else. As the gospel of Thomas says "the kingdom of heaven is within and without"

Faith, hope, love, wisdom, truth, friendship.
Why would you twist things the way you did are you trying to say that's me?

It's amazing the way Christians often seem to think they have a market on the truth.

Are you a Christian?
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Yes I am Christian. I am just trying to help you I have no motive. I know little bit about the head so I work my art to bring you to some kind of reality. And I did read all that stuff you put up there. aaa
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Yes I am Christian. I am just trying to help you I have no motive. I know little bit about the head so I work my art to bring you to some kind of reality.
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You know I really understand where you're coming from I used to think a little bit like you. I used to try and help people whose choices/reality were far different than mine.

I would go to the gay pride parade each year just to pray for all the people who walked by. I didn't agree with their choices.

I know God will not forsake me. He is a little more broad minded than you are however.

Can I request the kind of help I want?

And I did read all that stuff you put up there. aaa
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It sounds like you were drawn into the Matrix..

deeper and deeper you will go if you carry on with it.


it will consume you!


let it go!!!


Easy to say. I tried letting it go when I walked away the first time. They continued to interfere with my life.

So instead lets talk about it and let the world know cuz I can't get rid of them. Maybe expose some stuff.
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I have some of my own proof that stuff like this is going on. Your not alone.

I believe there are adult SRA victims, who can't get out of service to the Luciferians, who try to establish relationships with persons they can track, see, hear, invade,
and even do home invasions on to plant items, etc.

Under SRA, multiple personalities are developed in (mostly children) wtih psychotropic drugs and/or torture, with full attendance of doctors to revive them if they begin to die.

The multiple personalities are called robots and are given commands that they pretty much ave to obey, almost always under duress. These people are used for various tasks by the
Luciferians and are held as slaves.

One of these was literally, physically rescued by a secret service agent. Her name was Cathy O'Brian. She has written three books where you can learn more about this.

I have talked to her husband, a former secret service agent who was working in DC before freeing her and fleeing with her. He has assured me that there are men as well as women
held against their wills, performing all sorts of evil deeds but longing to escape and live 'white' lives.

I'm pretty sure they will die before they will allow you to come to harm, and keep close track of you. It's an odd way to live.

They cannot tell you where to come get them, because if
they attempt to, an alternate personality will take over and not let it happen. They are preprogrammed like this.

I was surprised to see the reference to Tom. This might be a code word they have developed amongst themselves, as their mental place where they live their fantasies of
'normal' with people who know nothing about their predicaments, that they find and come to love.

Though they want you, and are very loyal to you, they cannot actually take the normal steps a guy would take to
be with you. They have agendas implanted in their brains they cannot control.

According to Cathy, the women they sieze through kidnapping, buy, or pluck from lesser satan worshipping families, never live longer than age 30. They are used in blood rituals by then, if not before where they die. They are felt to be too old to be
of service, as most service demanded from women, is sexual.

The men are kept around far longer, mature more, learn more, hence their developing tendencies to escape their
circumstances. They have access to sidekicks, unlimited
amounts of money, travel arrangements, invisibility,
tools for stealth tactics, cover stories, etc.

You are not crazy. You are beloved by a slave of the Luciferians, who wants out.
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It sounds like you were drawn into the Matrix..

deeper and deeper you will go if you carry on with it.


it will consume you!


let it go!!!


Easy to say. I tried letting it go when I walked away the first time. They continued to interfere with my life.

So instead lets talk about it and let the world know cuz I can't get rid of them. Maybe expose some stuff.

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I have some of my own proof that stuff like this is going on. Your not alone.

I believe there are adult SRA victims, who can't get out of service to the Luciferians, who try to establish relationships with persons they can track, see, hear, invade,
and even do home invasions on to plant items, etc.

Under SRA, multiple personalities are developed in (mostly children) wtih psychotropic drugs and/or torture, with full attendance of doctors to revive them if they begin to die.

The multiple personalities are called robots and are given commands that they pretty much ave to obey, almost always under duress. These people are used for various tasks by the
Luciferians and are held as slaves.


One of these was literally, physically rescued by a secret service agent. Her name was Cathy O'Brian. She has written three books where you can learn more about this.

I have talked to her husband, a former secret service agent who was working in DC before freeing her and fleeing with her. He has assured me that there are men as well as women
held against their wills, performing all sorts of evil deeds but longing to escape and live 'white' lives.

I'm pretty sure they will die before they will allow you to come to harm, and keep close track of you. It's an odd way to live.

They cannot tell you where to come get them, because if
they attempt to, an alternate personality will take over and not let it happen. They are preprogrammed like this.

I was surprised to see the reference to Tom. This might be a code word they have developed amongst themselves, as their mental place where they live their fantasies of
'normal' with people who know nothing about their predicaments, that they find and come to love.

Though they want you, and are very loyal to you, they cannot actually take the normal steps a guy would take to
be with you. They have agendas implanted in their brains they cannot control.

According to Cathy, the women they sieze through kidnapping, buy, or pluck from lesser satan worshipping families, never live longer than age 30. They are used in blood rituals by then, if not before where they die. They are felt to be too old to be
of service, as most service demanded from women, is sexual.

The men are kept around far longer, mature more, learn more, hence their developing tendencies to escape their
circumstances. They have access to sidekicks, unlimited
amounts of money, travel arrangements, invisibility,
tools for stealth tactics, cover stories, etc.

You are not crazy. You are beloved by a slave of the Luciferians, who wants out.
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what are some of the code words you mentioned? This may be helpful for all readers in identification. Another a/c mentioned the word Queen of Hearts as a Manchurian Candidate programming word, which is the handle this op chose.... strange... Awareness could help op break this program.

op have you looked at identifying other trigger words or other such smells or sounds?
Also, the fact that you know you've been programmed can help you break it.

There are a few fundamentalists and some other belief groups as well on this board who are programmed with frequencies, similar to yourself, but the people programmed toward a fundamental religion, or other types of beliefs, actually believe the information the people have given them about themselves! (all glorious stories that they are very important people too.) It's a sad little game. Why any of the glp programmees would take the word of the "bad" person who fed them stories about themselves appears to be a testament to their egos need for stroking.
The good thing is that the QofH doesn't accept the stories their telling her about herself....
you don't do you?

some strange similarities in many of the glp posters with similar experiences:

- frequencies are present
- programming to some type of radical system
- the handler tells ego inducing stories about the programmee and the programmee believes them.
- the programmee gets distracted in the game
- the programmee gets obsessed with the game
- the programmee believes the program is truth

there's more but that's the main ones off the top of my head.

You're not trying to kill people are you?
They haven't fed you with the program to kill others have they?
There are a couple of programmed fundies like that on glp.

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Honestly I was making preparation to die real soon when the game restarted.

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When I had my programing removed it turned out it began about six years old.
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You had it removed and it restarted. That would mean that it wasn’t removed. I suspect it’s your obsession with this guy that keeps triggering you. I agree with your psychic to drop this guy for the above reason. You won’t and don’t. Why wouldn’t you focus your energy on dropping him rather than engaging in the person/thing that keeps the program going? Especially if it’s distracting you from doing a positive work? You are feeding into the program. Give your shoulders a shake girl. Like the woman said in the movie Moonstruck snap out of it! You are making some really stupid choices. Sorry but there is no gentle way to say that. I’ve made my own stupid choices too, don’t get me wrong. Part of lifes test is to determine what you will and will not accept and what you will step into and what you will walk away from. Your desire keeps going back INTO this mess.


WEA You might of just hit the nail on the head. But they must be disappointed as I'm not pining. I think it's developing a new sense of determination within my spirit.
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So it's quite possible that Tom has been switched off. I'd still like to know for sure. And I'd still like to get that hug. So I'm not giving up yet. But I think I might be closer to letting go than I ever have been.
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Tom was on GLP last night but he didn't visit my thread. Honestly I wonder if he'll recognize anything when he does visit it.
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What part of your message represents NON pining??
You have a renewed sense of determination developed in the obsessive pining.
If you want to break this program you’ve got to start getting real honest with yourself here….or not. You are your own worst enemy in this programming.


This has to be the only place in the world where my story would be listened to.

I think I would get a lot more guff anywhere else.
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You’re likely right but you really gotta get more brutally honest about this and your play in the game.



I'm sure there is a lot of meat to the story but, I'm still waitihg for my copy of the rule book. If I had it I could explain things better.

Without my psychic friend I would be lost. Which messed up their plans a little 'cause they wanted me to be/feel lost.

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It’s all another distraction if you don’t give yourself a shake and stop your involvement and your desire to be involved. It’s an addiction and it can be stopped. If you had a copy of the rule book, whatever that is, what good would it do if you don't get serious and identify your role and make some choices and intentions toward changes in the areas you can affect. The psychic is not helping you if you keep thinking your getting help but it’s still keeping you in the game. Do you understand what I’m saying? Going to the psychic didn’t apparently mess up their plans at all, get it? You think you’re deprogrammed but you weren’t, which is a weird head trip. You think you’re messing up their plans but you aren’t because you’re still being distracted and the psychic told you that. The worse kind of distraction is when you think you’re doing the right thing and yet you’re allowing the program to loop, which is evident you are allowing it to loop. You gotta step away from this like a bad addiction if you honestly want to be deprogrammed.


After that was done I try to get him to help me find the answers to some of these songs. He was real resistant. He kept telling me I needed to drop this and walk away from it. That the reason for it was to keep me occupied so that I would not do something that they, in the future, have found I did that hurt their cause. It's not a big thing, whatever it is, but it not being done would impact a lot of people negatively. He wanted me to just drop the whole thing and keep the radio off.


I couldn't do it. I knew Tom was a real person. And I walked away from him once. I mean maybe he never did have another woman, I don't know. I found they lied to me a lot.
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You didn’t listen to the psychic and your obviously still game playing by trying to get him to help you decipher the songs. That's one example of how you are in a self defeating mode.

They lied to you a lot yet you want to be involved in the guy who is a vehicle for this program? You haven't identified the connections. You said you are waiting for death. One of the fastest ways for you to ))win(( is to change your choices and make them based on doing no harm to yourself and others. You are interested in doing harm to yourself by treating yourself like crap. You’ve got an addiction to this guy (negative bad stuff under the disguise of good outgoing love) and your desire to do right for yourself in positive love is not coming forward. Can you see that? Your intention and desire to walk out of this mess regardless of how it disguises itself is your test. What is your desire and your choice? how do the 2 counter each other in your case?
You choose….. always in your heart and let your actions follow. You chose again therefore your program doesn’t break, it loops.

I mean this sincerely but realize it came out sounding harsh. I didn’t mean it to sound harsh. These programs are serious !! You keep playing with fire and want people’s help to do it? It’s like you’re asking for people to enable you in your choice of accepting the program. You're not regarding positive love choices and desires toward yourself therefore how can you possibly expect to have a positive love relationship with Tom? Even if Tom isn't screwed in the head according to your story, you are on a dead end street with this. Why do you pursue this dead end instead of pursuing more loving options which are healthy for yourself?

I know about programs. I'm not going to enable you in yours.

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I did a lot of yelling at Tom. They can hear me talking no matter where I am. I knew he was the one that started it all. I still loved him but I was so pissed. He (or someone) Played a song about being beaten with a hammer. I don't remember it. I called it the hammer song, when I yelled a lot I'd hear it.
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For you my love! Would you like to dance?



But as she's getting ready to go
A knock comes on the door...
Bang, bang, Maxwell's silver hammer,
came down upon her head. Maxwell's
silver hammer made sure that she was dead.
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Keep on hammering...
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