I´ve felt disconnected from my family for a very long time. My youngest Son keeps in touch with me all the time, he´s a truck driver so he might be calling from NY or L.A.. My daughter lives a half mile from me and I never see her or hear from her. Her daughter(my grandaughter) comes by with my Great-Grandson just about every evening and visits awhile ot takes me to the store if i need to go. I don´t have a car and it makes it difficult to go whenever I need to.

My Grandaughter told me she asked her Mom why she never comes to see me and she said "I don´t have time"....OK.

My oldest Son has stopped calling me or coming over. He lives about 50 miles from me but would come by on the weekend.

I´ve been down with my back and have to get an MRI, so I have´nt felt real great.

I don´t know what I have done to my 2 oldest children for them to treat me like this.

My bf is not fond of them because of how they hurt me. So, yeah, I feel very disconnected and yeah, being in pain alot just does´nt help.

Yes, I also try to pretend everything is ok, but my bf can see right through me.