After about half a year of deep prayer and meditation. And one experience where I basically got "zapped" by an electro-magnetic force (I saw a light over everyone's head for about a day). No lie, the electricity in my house was going bat shit crazy, like a continuous power surge. The light in my room grew brighter and brighter, until it enveloped me.

A couple of other experiences, are when reading the Bible in a deep meditative state, the letters start sparkling like diamonds and flying of the page, re-arranging, images and messages appear in the white space between the letters on the pages. I have realized something has changed in my vision. Another experience where I kept getting "yanked" out of my body all night (but I would snap back in to my body), and basically couldn't fall asleep, the next morning I thought my wife was waving her hands over me. She was not. Basically, I can tap into the spiritual at will.

I have been doing research and have come to the conclusion, that I have somehow "initiated" myself into the mysteries.

Now,

1. I consistently see a bright "singularity" in the middle of my field of vision, I noticed it appears when I speak to certain people or when I think certain thoughts or read certain material. It is kind of like a truth beacon.

2. I see white whisps flying around, usually out of the corner of my eye, but sometimes directly in front of me as well. If I read certain books, even in the OT the white whisps become black whisps.

3. Sometimes for no good reason, my field of vision is absolutely covered with sparks of light, they appear to be flying around every where, doing nose dives, melting with each other, gathering around certain objects and people. Sometimes they gather around my head, and do synchronized dives in a circle around me.

Beleive it or not, I am actually a pretty rational person, with rational beliefs, a BA, a good job, mortgage, wife - I am just trying to figure what has "happened" to me. I have found some clues in eastern religion, old christian mysticism, and jewish mysticism. But really no solid answers. And honestly sometimes, I dont want to see the ETHER. I just want to be normal. I also get extremely intense dreams, and a pressure in the center of my forehead that feels like dripping water is leaking out of the space between my eyes.

Anyone know what the heck is going on?


You're probably possessed by a devil.
This is standard procedure of the type of meditation you suggests here and reading all that mysticism junk, it's a sure way to get possessed.

Then you mention that you have out of body experiences, how do you think your body stays alive when you're out of it?
At least one devil in it keeping it alive.

You need to stop all this garbage, repent of it and get Born again:
[link to biblebelievers.com]

or else go to hell with the rest of the "higher awareness" crowd.
Your choice, not going to make it for you but at least be aware of where you are going if you keep this junk up.

Jesus will help you out if you get born again, that's the only way to stop this.

Don't trust the devil possessed in here trying to say this is good what is happening to you, it is not, this bad stuff.