you don't understand, I SEE THEM ALL THE TIME. I have to ignore them...they are there ALL THE TIME. If I didn't ignore them, I would be staring into lala land 24/7


man, then it probably means (from my experience) you are either living in a condition (either environmentally, your house, family or something) that puts a lot of pressure on you, or you have some kind of stress, load, or some energy drainage over you from god knows what source. or something like that.

ie, you need the energy transfer to remain in the condition you are in.

i would consider it as a problem, since its not good to have that much energy transfer - ie, energy is transferred, but still something or some condition drains it from you, they transfer it to you. you act as the conduit without wanting it, therefore, you basically handle a current flowing over you. it can cause wear and tear.

i dont know. maybe you should change your circumstances, where you live in etc ?