How can I tell if I am insane

i just am dumb and dumber...
can never see when i go too far.
whatever.

i cannot do the drama anymore.
it is called adrenal exhaustion.
burnout.

i do not understand anything you posted above.

people lately seem to be getting triggered.
dunno how else to say it.

i am gonna hide !

spacie..

lol

I just came back here and this thread was at the top of the page!?

anyway, dont worry about it, spacie....I just want to remain as anon as possible....I'll dance around with cryptic clues.

Cryptic clues are for the finite group that is paying attention...

Through the cryptic game, a handle on that group is easy to maintain, but out and out divulgence of information sort of singes at the surface of what I have left of my protective, cloaking shell.

I like to communicate through cryptic and you know that...

Trust is a base quality.
I am on a mission.
Nothing has changed in that regard.
I always considered you an asset and confidant in that mission. Always have and still do.

We are on a wild ride, and I tend to assume you have all the callouses in all the right places to make sure you dont get thrown out of your seat!

You can singe me in return for what I may be singeing you unknowingly about...but give me a chance to recognize where I am holding my torch before you knee jerk into burning off all my hair.(and boy do I have a lot of hair now!..you would howl with laughter!)

It hurts when you do that torchy thing and my flesh smells all porky afterwards and I feel degraded and abandoned...



I have an unlimited amount of patience.

I spent too much time writing this..
I hope it makes sense....

I dont have your phone# anymore.

but if you add an extra "t" next to the old "t" to my full name you have my new email.

(curious how under the radar that just was)

I guess I'll find out!

you can be confident and have trust in my silence.

my phone number prolly be found via 411 ?
it is the same...

i don't do emails...

thanks for clearing up my fog !

spacie.

All this was role playing people!

just testing some stuff for a novel.


Roy

Last Edited by BenBen on 06/06/2010 03:02 PM

Then you may use this. I picture one of your antihero's (chaotic good, like V) saying it to your main char.

"Insanity is the sane reaction to an insane world. Those who know are just winging it, those who don't are the ones your really need to watch out for..."

My Friend,

Why would you do such a thing? Is it not better to simply prove you are sane? Much easier! Sounds more like fun. Go to a museum, art do anything for you? Go to a music concert of something you will appreciate maybe something soothing. How about trying to help someone even though you are really hurting, maybe help a relative or an elderly friend, maybe call someone you know is lonely and say howdy.

Have fun, be happy be safe.

"All your sane are belong to us."

shill

this thread is looping...

Read the Book of Revelation. If you think you understand it, you're insane.

I dont do bible

you remind me of pud in some ways


if you think you are insane then clearly you aren't most insane or sociopaths do not question themselves.

they believe their reality is reality

I was officially hung with sociopath

however my brother and case worker AND probation officer

tell I am crazy.

and I heard a couple guys at the boxing gym say it behind my back--that Im crazy

the question is ...do YOU think you are crazy?

don't listen to the assholes at the gym or even family members EVERYONE has an agenda to make themselves feel better/superior

i hate to mention this but i do remember from another thread becasue it was shocking..you said or joked you jacked off with your brother.

Boy..you are sharp cookie!

violent queer gone outta his buttfucking mind.

Im not fuckin sure what I think anymore

yep Im the one from the other thread

yep me and my brother still do that stuff.

why?

It shocked you?

really? even in the kind of world we all live in; something like that was shocking?

you just posted he told you you were crazy.

is that a brother who cares for his sibling?

You are coming here asking for advice and questioning a licensed physician whom studied the field for numerous years. ummm I don't know that could be a sign. :-) hope you are well and figure it out.

he does care for me.

we have been tight since I was 12 and he was 13

now Im 29 hes 30

and we are loverbrothers

he knows I do have some clinical mental issues

but I dont think I am "really" crazy

I don't think you are either.

You have to be insane to join the CIA...

well I didnt do that so, I must be sane?