Yes I know what you mean. I was talking UFO's 40 years ago after meeting with he guy who wrote the White Sands Insident, dan fry(white sand scientist), my relatives thought I was nuts. The last time I visited one particular relative some 35 years later, over dinner he asked me if I still believed in UFO's, undertone was are you still a nut. Well I had to inform him that I was still a nut. lol. But perhaps I will yet get the last laugh. Funny thing about UFO's is that as a kid I can remember then showing documentaries on UFO's on TV. Interviews with airport tower operators, airforce pilots that had chased them and the like. Then all of the sudden, it was all hush, hush no one, in the government would admit to anything. Crazy shit. hmmmm