That was when his Grandmother, who was his protector, died under mysterious circumstances, and his twisted Illuminati family began torturing him like they always wanted to. They took away everything he had to start out adult life with, casted those pearls before swine for fun, and threw him face first into the mind control programs of the elite, which as we all can guess didn't work. He's educated himself, and managed to survive this long despite always being on the cusp of destitution. All he has known since she died is pain, devastation and heartache, things that no one should ever have to go through and he's stayed sane all throughout, pretty amazing stuff.