Astrea, of course, things said in the heat of a "spat" rarely if ever, portray true emotions. Yes, I can get heated. All I can say, is we all have a different path. Some things cannot be let down on this journey, others can be rested, set aside, and yes, I can be zealous in the possession of those "things" which I deem essential to the "quest"...sleeping with both eyes open, as it were. I hope you find joy this Thanksgiving, I sense your sadness...take a moment to reflect on those things you love, the sadness will pass. Quoting: fs 28293300
Time to bury the hatchet hey?
I hope you find what you are looking for on your 'quest' though I am sad at the means yourself and others have deemed needed to obtain what you desire.
If you are looking for some sort of 'divine intervention' or other sort of assistance - and you and the others involved plan to continue to do so, up to the last minute... the impression is that obtaining what you can from this being, by any means possible, is a deeper intent...
From the outside, as an observation - I would be ready to be disappointed in the near future...
For now, the story of this world, and of humankind, has already been written, and as the last chapter plays out, and there is (given the last two years) likely a rush to try to force the 'co-operation' of this being... and after that, then perhaps come and ask for forgiveness and a rewrite?Why is it so hard to take whats left of the time that this being is still human and use it to connect instead of coerce or otherwise manipulate the being?
This being is not waiting for anything or anyone, and desires to move on, and uses every moment and all it's power to do this right now.
This being will succeed, and does not want to hurt anyone, but it is indicated that if this being leaves, that will mark, at least, the beginning of the end for humankind...or not.
So then, good day/night to you FS - and to everyone involved...