ha! no one has ever "saved" me. No one has ever acted as friend or ally. No one has ever helped me at all. Not my family, not my ethnicity, not the nation i was born into, nobody. I have the scars and horrific experience to show that this world is evil. Let evil win. I care about as much as I was cared for. I don't give a fuck about an afterlife because I have been living in hell for 30 years. The djinn want to puppeteer me. They have already. If you haven't noticed. They made my life hell while god did nothing. You people are pathetic and love bullshit and lies. You people don't want to admit that you are evil and hide behind some false concepts of god, and jesus or allah or moses to justify why you are good and all the horrible shit your countries, races and religions have done is forgivable. Fuck this world and everything in it. Let Satan do what he does because god is not doing shit for anyone about anything at all.