I have been dealing with this for a long time and your right; they have nothing I admire. I will try to reason with them Only because it may be Gods will. I have nothing to lose and nothing to hide. I have stared death in the face many times. The reason why their techniques do not phase is because I guess God did bless me with a certain mental control and will power but also because of the things he has taught me in life. Especially the last few years. Just believing God can take something bad and turning it into something good.

I was in the Navy and have come toe to toe with some of these monsters. I have come home with their fowl stench in my apartment. The deliberatly left signs so I would know they have been there; only I have not allowed it to phase me. I did tell them to fuck off right to their faces. If I'm alive its only because of Gods will. The only thing I want to know is what should I do now?