Just wanna say thank you to the kind contributors to this thread. It all seems like a bad screenplay. When I meditated once, and tried to see god, I saw everyone and everything... not like a single entity we imagine. like a huge ball of knowledge. Neither good or evil.. just existing and fuuuullll of information. I wonder if that is correct or just a shitty manifestation of my weak brain. :)

I would like to think things like humility, valor, kindness hold true with such a god, but I am not sure due to the state of things.

The meek shall inherit the earth... well, it doesnt look like anytime soon. I feel like a doormat of society.


My biggest struggle right now is how to separate myself from money... water can be found free.. but seeds, shelter, even a place to camp out.. take money.

We have a great infrastructure, if only we can claim it for ourselves, and cast away those that wish to divide and compete.