I need to get back in touch with myself. I have strayed a very long way from my center. It is difficult being this sensitized to the world, to the people surrounding my life.

I want to go deep, deep down into the thing that I am. Touch my soul and release it. Let it flow out and consume my subjective being.

I can sense it here. I feel it. It’s just out of sight. It feels strange. It is here. And it is me. But it feels like someone else.

I hope one day I allow it to span this chasm of fear and sorrow that I have dug. Let my soul cross it, and like the sands beneath the ocean waves, I will let it engulf me and let it preside over the confusion and doubts that have constructed my life.



Yo, dude, seriously.. you need to take all these posts and arrange them like poems, edit the rough spots for a little more rhythm and rhyme.. and you have a best-selling poetic spiritual anthology.. or whatever it's called.. epic!