I need help guys. I'm afraid I'm completely hopeless and don't know where to turn.

I feel I am possessed and I have a constant fear of eternal punishment. I'm afraid this is the possession of all possessions. Look, I'll give you an example of how they twist my mind and thoughts and even though I don't want to do this to you all, I feel I have no other way.

Look at the titles of these recent posts:

Thread title: "You are not a truth seeker"

Who was the Way, the Truth, and the Light?

Now look at my post on this page:

Thread: I am fairly certain I am possessed. What can I do?

I am afraid of the light! How can I approach the light when I'm afraid of it?

"THE WORD FOR THE MOMENT" was the title of another thread. THE WORD represents Jesus I think, and the moment is what I traded for my soul. There's more to it.
I may have to explain this one later.

Also this: "More And More People Are Being Jailed For Small Debts...How Much Do You Owe???"

As I said above, I traded my soul for a moment. How small of a debt is that?

This thread: TPTB are playing divide and conquer...
I feel that is what they are doing when they possess me and others. Also they are manipulating me. I am looking for help but I think this may be a divide and conquer tactic.

This: BREAKING:BP worker fired for taking a PICTURE of wat is going on!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel that is a veiled threat at me. Fired (set on fire, punished, etc.) and the picture I'm taking is what I'm doing now. Taking a picture.

This: You are not a truth seeker

Jesus was the way, the truth, and the light

So you see, everywhere I look I see eternal punishment for me. But I can't get any help. Pills can't stop this sort of thing, can they?

Here are the two threads I created:

Thread: I am fairly certain I am possessed. What can I do?

Thread: Constant fear of eternity

What can I do? I have so much information in my head it is like information overload, but I'm terrified of the truth.