ive been having strange dreams. All seeing eye looking at me form the top of the pyramid, lions at the gate, flying sting rays. all of these dreams start in a wold that looks like MC eshers Geometric staircase drawing.

I once felt like my arms and legs were vibrating. I looked to my side and I swear there was a bug. he was friendly though. he was telling me that "this" had to be done.


the most recent though was the old hag. my experience with her was different. she wasnt sitting on me suffocating me. she was behind me with her hand on my forehead as if she was doing some ceremony. with her was a little creature. Demonic in some ways but could have been something else. I fought them away psychically. I really want to explore the astral without being raped or taken over by demons.

Has anyone let the ritual take place with the old hag? i wonder what would happen if i dont fight it. are they trying to help us move to the astral?

anywho. i really want to learn more about this.

best,

Mantis