I was dating a man for a few years until he told me he was married.
I was in love with him and I thought he loved me.
I moved away but it's really difficult getting over him.
It's also difficult for me to trust men. I've been on a few dates but I am afraid to get close.
I haven't been with anyone sexually since the married man no one turns me on the way he did.
I just don't understand how someone can do this to me and his wife. How can someone live a double life?
I feel like a fool.
I know I could never trust him if he left his wife.
This did damage to me.
I would never let his wife know but I fear if she found out she might try to hurt me.
i am looking for suggestion to heal my heart.