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This is the 2nd blog i wrote on Mind Control and I hope this 2nd forum will start conversations that can help me understand my abuse. The pages referred below are from my very first Blog found in my profile.
All suggestions are welcomed.


EXPLORATIONS INTO A FRACTURED MIND Part II
(Understanding HOW Mind CONTROL can occur)
In part 1, which can be seen on this forum I started, Pages 1-2 in which I go into a good amount of detail into me as an alleged fractured mind controlled victim. I will try to discuss as to various forms and manifestations of my emotional/physical and psychological scarring of my mind controlled based traumas.
Waking or regressive states, they each contain a large dose of weird, followed by a lot of fear.
Understanding Mind CONTROL, is tough for me, after dropping out of college, which I detailed in Page 1 of my forum, in 2009, after attending for a full year. I couldn’t get any work done, all I did was party with my roommates, flirt with college girls, drink and date, all to try to numb, or mask the pain of these regressive state memories that were surfaces to the top after my cataclysmic fallout I had with my stepfather which caused me to loose my roof over my head ( I was commuting to college) and then for him to pull my funding financially(he paid for all my school). I still resent him, but I moved on an attended an out of town college in 2008-2009 at Winthrop University. I saw a therapist there who was VERY and I mean very understandable of my “situation” with alleged mind-control SRA or Satanic Ritualistic Abuse.
I couldn’t cope with the severity and the frequency as to which these regressive state memories were occurring, nocturnally they always seem to happen before or after I woke up and EVERYNIGHT in between during my sleep.
I believe that electromagnetic radio waves, or telephones, cell phones, radios, TVs, etc can induce mind altering states and perpetrate these alleged mind control programs, but that’s one piece to the puzzle.
I think that both electronically and through time manipulation (yes, it’s a stretch, but Dr. Michio Kaku, look him up, he’s been on Science and Discovery Channel with his theories is totally possible.) This time travel ability is a way most if not all of these past and maybe future MILAB or monarch mind controlled experiments have been conducted.
First, before I get into my FRACTURED MIND, I would like to say, I will remain “rational’ in all extensive purposing, because I am in no way shape or form conspiratorial, I am not going to link Illuminati’s, Reptilians, Grey’s or Flying saucers and Men in Black to this mind control game, its already deep enough that we get exposed to different technologies that may already be in use by our government which by the way doesn’t have to disclose EVERYTHING or produce everything that it is capable of.
And I mean in terms of technology of need to know information. In the Latter, do you really think they told everyone the low-down in the Tillman story, hell, they are even making a movie about it, and the former, technology has been so over used in media, such as film, for example, De Ja vu, which stars Denzel, well, they used a device that can go back essentially in time, even if it’s just by days, and only so, does that mean that as of 2010, we can not do even more with that technology or the tech in the Denzel movie to be far obsolete to the equipment we have now?
So I’ll leave that open to debate, because that’s the fuel to the rest of my experiences I allegedly had.

4 REASONS WHY MIND CONTROL IS POSSIBLE
1.) The carrot on the stick analogy I will presently use, involves obviously a carrot on a stick, this stick holder, could it be the government? Well, that stick is symbolic to the punishment for deterring from the carrot which I will describe as the “media complex” films, cartoons, children’s stories, books, actors, TV shows, etc.
That carrot draws us in, it lures us into this “magical” world, a “unattainable” world, like the dangling carrot, well, we chase after this “carrot” and sometimes we “eat” this carrot take in the media, digest it in all formats, internet, multimedia phones, all exude this message that the makers what us to grasp. What is that message? Well if we are dealing with mind control then that was that message is silently telling.
2.) Indoctrination at an early age through these mind control tactics, is apparently the best way to fully if not mostly control an individual’s mind. As to how much control is taking away form the poor soul… I can not say. But, with the advent of smaller man made devices, I feel “chips”, transmitters or what have you-in radios, surgical implants/cell phones, TVs , etc, all these devices receive and transmit data, that data can be “controlling “ us so this Electronic mind control is not so Sci-Fi after all.
3.)When considering alleged mind-controlled victims and there relationship to the media- through idolization, adoration and an almost cult like attraction to specific characters-such as Jack Sparrow-Jonny Depp’s character in Pirates of the Caribbean/Batman films/Superman/Alice in Wonderland films/Alice of Resident Evil Trilogy, soon to be quadrilogy this Fall (Alice, “I remember everything” line) Well, you got Disney, cartoons of various medias, MTV rock/rap and other genera artist, its saturated with these idols and characters that can control your mind.
-If for instance, a girl drawn to Alice in Wonderland and she has a child like demeanor/day dreams frequently/ plays pretend/ dresses very young/ etc, etc, collects Alice merchandise. Well, She’s a fan, she’s fanatic, and she considers it a “cult” classic film…BINGO It’s a cult classic and it’s created an alterative of her own reality, a series of alters in not only one idolized character, but in many, many of the movies, and shows and actors/musicians that people cult connect to. Maybe these cult connections run deeper into a realm of actuality a realm that I feel I was apart of a series of indoctrinations not just through the media but mind controlled by.

4.) Mind CONTROL doesn’t have to just be confined to electromagnetic signals through satellite/cell phones/ TVs-but actually based in the “real world”, You can implant these fantasy/occult/abusive scenarios with electronics. But, the realism if you will can be done in and on the physical plane as well.
Like, the possibility of the Philadelphia Experiment or other alleged government programs that could have strong roots within the realm of scientific possibilities. Time Travel for me falls into this category, look up Montauk experiments or Montauk Boys, as Sandi T a blogger on my first forum here, mentions in PAGE 1 or 2.
I seriously hold steadfast to the notion that Time Travel can explain away these “claims” of UFOs and “white beams” of light taking people away in the middle of the night. With Educated people performing governmental test in time travel and mind control-YOUR KILLING two birds with one stone. In one hand you have a means to test out your time travel capabilities, and on the other you can use screen memories of this UFO Folklore and other myths, or debunk them all as psychosis to cover up that actual event of taking people form there homes with time traveling and time manipulation abilities.
Which are frankly tell-tale signs of Philly Experiment type of “abduction” scenarios, you don’t have aliens, but a terrestrial force, government or whatever it could be, using these technologies to again perform mind CONTROL on a whole different level with the use of taking them and training/abusing/letting there wounds heal/cutting their hair, weeks of trauma, and only be gone in a matter of seconds or hours…think about it.
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BACK TO FRACTURED MIND…I wanted to give you a sample of my hypothesis, without going out on a nut job limb like David dIcke would do, I don’t think he’s CRAZY, but I think we should discern the truth abit, and also whatever I say. Though, these events are real to me…and I have contributors who have gone through similar events.

Anyway, applying both Electromagnetic, and physical time travel and manipulation abductions can add a STROGN level of disassociation. Not only are they bombarded with psy waves in the sky or by cell phone towers, but they are taking individuals away unknowingly with this time manipulation abilities to train and further there mind COTNROL trauma.

PART III THE CLASS ROOM

There are classroom dreams, I mentioned them in Page 1 of this forum and maybe all the way through page 3. These classrooms (mind you, I have had these classroom scenario dreams since I was probably 7, or 8.) I’m in a concrete/darkly lit room usually painted in drab colors, like beige, slate grays or earth tones. I am moved in placed in different rooms, wither its for medical exams, there’s kids in white gowns, I’ve seen medical equipment, so have alleged UFO abductions. so why would Aliens use Man made type instruments? Hmmm. Anyway, I remember being taught activities, such as occult knowledge, esoteric languages, teaching. I’m teaching young boys and girls, I feel like I’m being trained into a “Supervisor” or Handler as some call these people.
In my therapy sessions at college, I told my doctor that these Supervisors, are like instructors/punishers/and parents all in the same person.
They take care of us for what it’s worth, feed us, reprimand us, and abuse us in any way they see fit to further mental disassociation and create alternative personas that fill in for the abusive traumas incurred by the individual.

In these places, I like to call “Academy” since a blogger, on PAGE 2, of this forum as called this place an astral or physical realm of existence. I like to think of it as both, but in the physical sense is where TOO much of the psychological and physical abuse combined occur.
In these academies, I have recall of traffic light-like objects, (Green, Red, and Yellow). Green would flash, well, you did a great job at whatever task assigned to you. Yellow, that meant that you were “skating on thin ice” and needed to get your act together in order to pass. And finally, Red, well you get the idea, it meant very, very bad. Punishment was in order. Pain was associated with Red, Green was good, yellow made all of use tense and nervous…ambivalent of the day and apprehensive of anything tomorrow held.
The same (3 light panel) as I will call it, was used as timers and however the supervisors saw fit to implement it into our mind CONTROL. As a lunch hall rule, three light panels were in place while eating, or sleeping. During meals, Green meant, we could move forward to our table, or move forward in the line, Red, we always had to stop, and no matter who was in front or behind you. Everything single file… red also meant that it was time to Stop eating. Yellow meant we had a “limited” amount of time, and that usually caused me to wolf down all my found before Red would flash.
When red Flashed, we had to stop eating COMPLETELY, there was no chewing at all, any food in our mouths was spit back into the tray.
While sleeping, three light panels where used, but they had a “strobe light” effect, along with audible mechanical noises that weren’t very pleasant.
In dorm night hours, 3 light panels would go Green, when it was time for sleep, it would make a alarm, Yellow light meant that we had to be asleep, followed by a auditory sound. And Finally Red light would flash followed by a noise to wake us up for the day, or routinely wake us up as punishment or training.
Yes, the lights and sounds seem stupid to have in sleeping hours, but it’s no different than having a drill sergeant wake you in military training. Except, this a cheaper and by far, more daunting way of disassociating an individual.
A cold, calculating alarm system, that’s used all day, EVERY single day, for meals, training, code of conduct and as a system of waking an sleeping alarms, is very surreal and scarier than any Gunny Sergeant or army bad ass. It doesn’t talk back…it’s eerie it’s the best way to describe it. I hope that helped.

The rooms, and facilities had a hospital cleanliness to them, and they all had a dreary gloom of a insane asylum or penitentiary.

I remember, recalling to my therapist while at university of the times I was strapped down into these chairs, inside these cold, icy rooms. I was shown videos, of violence, sexual perversions, cartoons, anything related to the media, a teddy bear, then I’d see a actually bear cub get slaughter in the following image. A girl with a balloon and then see mass genocide of children, men and women. Total mind screwing.
During these “sessions” I recalled to my doctor, I would hear, auditory phrases, like love/hate/do as thou wilt/kill or be killed/ do or die, movie catch phrases, metaphors, etc. even nursery rhymes while going through the imagery onslaught on TV screens and through flash cards.
Further disassociation…
They wanted to harden, us, to make us into the perfect broken soldier. The mixed emotions of fear/hate, that I recall whenever the lights go out, most of our abuse occurred at night, to further alter our sleep patterns when we were told to “sleep” which we didn’t do much of, with the 3 light panels and recalling the abuse that took place during the whole time and especially the dark room abuses.

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PHANTOM RAPE

This topic is about the abuse I recalled telling my therapist at university between 2008-2009. I was telling the good doctor, that at night time, I have trouble with falling asleep and waking back up.
I would get the strange sense of hot, thick breath on the back of my neck, heaving panting, then the actual momentum of the bed, as if an act of physical assault was occurring in the middle of my bed.
It’s very frightening, and they happen few an far between, but I think they are more akin to the PTSD of soldiers hearing gun shots, when a muffler back fires down the street, or regressively flashing back to smells and sounds that were adamantly present in the actual traumatic event.
Well, I had PTSD, I would feel a weight on my body, as I was waking up or as I was sleeping, not it wasn’t sleep paralysis because, I could feel the breath on my neck the shaking of the bed in a motion mimicking intercourse, usually something rubbing my shoulder blade. Everything screamed traumatic ritual abuse, because to this day, I told my doc, that I can not and will not sleep in the dark.
Because when that happens, the sexual PTSD, I will awake to seeing hooded figures, dark figures just…just watching as it happens, watching me like sick, perverted, genderless bodies. And I’ve seen SRA satanic ritual abuse drawings from children my doctor showed me, and she said that it correlated to the PTSD I had with the figures around my bed that don’t interact or talk to me.
It wasn’t psychosis, they never spoke, nor did I speak to “them”. Followed by the Phantom rape and what I would like to call “ghost mounting” of these perps as they took advantage of me.
As a male, I felt powerless, still feel that way, like I deserved it, and that somehow I couldn’t fight it.

MIND CONTROL ALTERS

I feel that many victims of these incidents, have alters, or alter egos, personas that manifest through the psychological torture brought on through the film/cartoon and media stimuli associated with the abuse. They want you to feel all these mixed emotions to just shatter your mental facilities, up is down, and down is up.

So, I will like to say, I think the Bourne movies series is one of my major Black Ops type alters. Since I turned 18, and saw that awesome Bourne Identity movie, I had aspirations of serving my country, yet I had childhood asthma and I was DQ’ed from military service when my parents made me enlist after 9-11.
Well, I think Bourne is a alter of mine, not the person. For I have no "delusions" of being like the fictional character. But the "ideal" was programmed into our minds of his ability to kill and hunt by any means necessary. I told my therapist that I don’t associate myself with Bourne the character, I feel it’s a layer of programming that molded my ability to “perform” the assassinations, violence that I had to do in training and in the live “exams”.
I told her, my therapist that I could recall, being sent on exotic locals, like South America type locations, middle east, in small 4 or 5 man teams.
I had Batman alter programming put into place as well, through the sensory input of movies, etc. Like Batman symbolized and brainwashed us to helping the child mind cope with surviving at night, like a Bat, Batman, worked his “best” at night, he could fight anyone with ruthlessness and beat an opponent to submission. The Batman alters, told us how to use the concealment of night to our advantage, because obviously Batman uses it to take down the “baddies”.
Also, I described the Batman alters, linking a strong bond with our partner, we were always partnered up during after or in no connection to a mission. “twinning’ like we were one soul in different bodies. That the boy next to me would lay down his life, because Robin would die an HAS died for Batman.
Robin was my accomplice throughout all the missions, an throughout every bit of our training, Batman and Robin would die for each other, so why wouldn’t we?
That alter specifically enabled us to work as a near indestructible time, and also I would seem it would help with moral and provide us with the ability to emotional block out if one or the other were to die in combat together. The mission continued…Batman and Robin never quit.

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OFF TO SEE THE WIZARD

In a couple of my sessions, I’m writing all this from my notebook journal I kept after each session of my therapy at school with an exceptional therapist who understood SRA victims.
Well, anyway, it’s January, 2009. and I am seeing my therapist again, I think I will disclose to her the Alice and Wonderland dreams, and the Wizard of Oz programming that I discovered since the onset of the new year.
I think they have always been with me, The Oz, well, he knows all, the Oz, I feel was our Big Boss, the country, the corporation, the what..ever… well, he, she, took care of us. If we were broke, Oz would fix us, if Oz said we had a broken mind, well Oz was the one who broke it.
In my session which has just ended, my doctor discovered the Alice in Wonderland and Oz alters. I’ve seen the movies since I was a child, I’m getting heart palpitations as I write this. I think it’s the destruct programs, if you “dig” too far, your set for your demise.
Well, 90 percent of my PTSD is from the Alice programming along with the sexual assaults and physical abuse. These Alice alter, told by my doctor is the most strongest form of SRA alter, she’s seen, the alters she’d dealt with were tough cookies to crack so to speak, but the Alice alter I have presently is one that has a myriad of levels to it.
I think levels, is what each part or…compartments of mind are housed in this Dreamy Alice and Wonderland world.
In my regressive night memories, I try to write down every bit of the Alice alters, as they bubble up to surface in the kettle of pain I have.
Beautiful fairy-tale like castle constructions sweep across grassy knolls and fields. Exaggerated faces, and flowers floating in mid air (possibly LSD or some kind of mind altering substances are used in these Alice and Oz levels) They scare me the most with the drug references and the out of control feeling, …the dizziness Dear lord, the dizziness. I feel lightheaded, spinning, like I’m free falling in every dream in Alice alter regression.
I had to stop my session, well, my therapist had to stop my session because I was starting to vomit and complain of “motion sickness”…It was the dizzying effect of this Alice programming. Could it be from the Oz programming? Since Dorothy was spinning wildly in the vortex of a Mid-Western tornado…poor Dorothy. Her head is spinning as much as mine. We both are lost children.
My doctor says, the Alice and Oz alters, talk to her, they don’t want her to find the real Paul…(my real name is Paul by the way). Didn’t Paul in the bible suffer? I don’t believe much in the bible, could be more alter programming to get me to follow Lucifer if I feel rejected by god….I digress.
Well, she couldn’t find Paul, ….the REAL Paul, I think he’s buried away underground, the cold dirt, all by himself.
Speaking of “little” Paul…I think I might have discovered some slight Peter Pan alters, lord, I have myriad of Disney, media alters, maybe its for the best, the alters have protected me, to “put my cares into a bubble”, when I was forcible raped, occult ritualized, to “Piper” the children into submission, teach them the occult.
I taught kids dark things, bad things. Because they taught me first, they want me to be Handlers like them.
These Lost Boy alters are the saddest, no one can find boy Paul, I can’t even find him, I like to think he’s dead, but the Lost Boy alter reminds me that Never Never land is like heaven…no aging, no death. So the boy king lives!


DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE

I fear besides, the Batman & Robin/Lost Boys (Never Never Land) Alters along with my Oz and Alice are the most influential. There’s the short lived Superman Alter, to keep us from feeling pain, Superman is the man of steel, bullets, bounce of him, or so I thought.
But, alas,…
Back to the Rabbit Hole, Alice is by far the scariest, more demented sick alter I contain, what they do the girls, raping them, making them do drugs, forcing us to do them with the girls, like there own little gallery of perversion kiddy style for this sick perps.

The Alice girls are sex slaves, and sometimes father kids, with us ..actually only the alpha males get to father the kids, they want us to “work for the prize” like we are in a animal kingdom. I had to kill boys, not for a girl’s heart…so they thought, but for my own survival…
These Alice alters, are everywhere. My friends, whom, I think some have went through similar abuse with me, they went through the rabbit hole it seems.
We always drink at this dive bar downtown call “Goat Feathers” no goat heads trust me, but inside is a dimly lit posh bar, with white glowing (fade in and fading out) white x-mas lights strung up over the ceiling like a urban interior night sky. It’s beautiful.. yet you see naked porcelain dolls hung in corners, black pupils fully dilated…
Inside the restrooms it gets more creepy, makes me wonder, how deep and subliminal my Alice programming has gotten…IS going…
Well, inside the restrooms are framed and hung portraits of pictured pages form the “Through the Looking Glass” book of Alice. Well, the men’s has the do-do bird and Alice. The women have the Cheshire Cat talking to Alice about being Mad. “we’re all mad here..”.
We’re all mad indeed I wonder. Why would a alleged mind controlled victim go to a bar like this…WHY do I still GO to bars like this?
I think my friends don’t help. They are enablers…supervisors to the supervisors, they are the boot makers to kings, and they help the ones that hurt me.
Basically they are programmed like me.
THEY, my friends, call me “the Mad Hatter” of all names…geebus crystal..why would my friends call me that? I don’t know…
I’m the Mad Hatter. Perfect for a cracked mind controlled puppet.
Just perfect, I’m no better than those broken celebs who snap…mid sentence



FEAR THE RABBIT

I fear the Alice and Wonderland alters the most, why, because I still subconsciously go to the Goat dive bar, I mentioned, drinks are good, but that’s besides the point, they have blatant occult materials and Alice programming….can I ever escape this? South Carolina?
Sadly I have friends, here, Bret, who calls himself seriously the Cheshire Cat and the Hooka Catapiller, Michael who LIKES being called that creepy Catapiller from the movie, my other friend. Real friends, who I don’t bother with the stuff I spill out to my therapist about, where I can be “normal” and drink and hang out and watch ESPN an play flip cup. Ah, the life of a normal guy.

I think the Alice alter is the worst because never, ever judge a book by its cover, it may seem sweet, cuddly rabbits, and smoking insects on soft little mushrooms, but all of those things are mirrors of the drug infested stupors that we are subjected to while watching these occult materials manifest within this film.
Forced to watch and be drugged up. Alice is inside of me somewhere, I think she’s like a Wendy character…again the Peter Pan alter. She is protecting the “hurt little boy” that is Paul. Wendy/Alice is like a big sister, but I was forced into abuse like her. We cry together. She cries and keeps away the dark shadows in my castle.
She keeps away the shadows, keeps them at bay…
She loves me, I’m her little Lost Boy, and she’s the White Queen.
White Princess, in all white gown, milky velvet soft kin, as bright as a full moon.
She keeps the bad monsters in my castle from getting me.
She doesn’t even have to touch a single one, her radiance keeps them back.
But she keeps my doctor form reaching me…










HOW MANY LINKS IN MY CHAINED ALICE

My Alice is chained, she protects the wounded child in me, my therapist has been trying for weeks to get "Alice" to surrender and let her reach the inner ME, its almost the end of spring semester, and I ran out of money to stay in my college apartment. I have to move back in, but the Wonderland will get worst without me being there to help Alice and for my therapist to help her find me.
How many links in this mental chain of mind control abuse must I break before it breaks me?
I don’t want to see my therapist or any one else who says I should find the “lost child” inside, he is guarded by every fictional character in popularity that has sworn to risk his or her life respectively…just like Robin would for Batman…to save my mental kingdom, to keep the walls up and away from prying eyes.
Alice keeps me safe…
I believe that the compartmentalization due to my Ritual Satanic Abuse (SRA) or whatever type of Mind control has occurred to me won't be easily removed...if it can be removed at all.

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I will take any questions/suggestions as to ways, I can cope with this, I plan on returning to college next Jan. to finish my degree. I would like to put this behind, since it all has been a solid therapy session for me, the blogging and also my therapist sessions I've had at the college I dropped out of in 2009. With the coming year upon us in a few short months, I know I'll get all this behind me and hopefully "forget" and just live a normal life.
Besides, football season is starting and i like to worry about fantasy football stats then "who's" watching me. Because it gets ridiculous at times.
Thanks for your time.
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Much love to you Paul!!! :-)
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thank you. i tried checking on this blog as much as possible. i appreciate the kindness.
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hi, I have some reasons to believe my family has been involved with ritual abuse,
do you remember anything to do with red velvet robes (or red velvet in general),keyholes, biohazard signs, or waterwheels?

these memories are surfacing alot nowadays, and I can't make sense of them, plus when I try to bring this up to my mother she gets really agitated and angry...I didn't tell her I thought she was involved or any details of my memories, just talked to her about my estranged father who I haven't seen in over 10 years who I know was involved with some a satanist who posed as a biker.
thank you
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[link to endritualabuse.org]
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BACK TO FRACTURED MIND…I wanted to give you a sample of my hypothesis, without going out on a nut job limb like David dIcke would do, I don’t think he’s CRAZY, but I think we should discern the truth abit, and also whatever I say. Though, these events are real to me…and I have contributors who have gone through similar events.

Anyway, applying both Electromagnetic, and physical time travel and manipulation abductions can add a STROGN level of disassociation. Not only are they bombarded with psy waves in the sky or by cell phone towers, but they are taking individuals away unknowingly with this time manipulation abilities to train and further there mind COTNROL trauma.

PART III THE CLASS ROOM

There are classroom dreams, I mentioned them in Page 1 of this forum and maybe all the way through page 3. These classrooms (mind you, I have had these classroom scenario dreams since I was probably 7, or 8.) I’m in a concrete/darkly lit room usually painted in drab colors, like beige, slate grays or earth tones. I am moved in placed in different rooms, wither its for medical exams, there’s kids in white gowns, I’ve seen medical equipment, so have alleged UFO abductions. so why would Aliens use Man made type instruments? Hmmm. Anyway, I remember being taught activities, such as occult knowledge, esoteric languages, teaching. I’m teaching young boys and girls, I feel like I’m being trained into a “Supervisor” or Handler as some call these people.
In my therapy sessions at college, I told my doctor that these Supervisors, are like instructors/punishers/and parents all in the same person.
They take care of us for what it’s worth, feed us, reprimand us, and abuse us in any way they see fit to further mental disassociation and create alternative personas that fill in for the abusive traumas incurred by the individual.

In these places, I like to call “Academy” since a blogger, on PAGE 2, of this forum as called this place an astral or physical realm of existence. I like to think of it as both, but in the physical sense is where TOO much of the psychological and physical abuse combined occur.
In these academies, I have recall of traffic light-like objects, (Green, Red, and Yellow). Green would flash, well, you did a great job at whatever task assigned to you. Yellow, that meant that you were “skating on thin ice” and needed to get your act together in order to pass. And finally, Red, well you get the idea, it meant very, very bad. Punishment was in order. Pain was associated with Red, Green was good, yellow made all of use tense and nervous…ambivalent of the day and apprehensive of anything tomorrow held.
The same (3 light panel) as I will call it, was used as timers and however the supervisors saw fit to implement it into our mind CONTROL. As a lunch hall rule, three light panels were in place while eating, or sleeping. During meals, Green meant, we could move forward to our table, or move forward in the line, Red, we always had to stop, and no matter who was in front or behind you. Everything single file… red also meant that it was time to Stop eating. Yellow meant we had a “limited” amount of time, and that usually caused me to wolf down all my found before Red would flash.
When red Flashed, we had to stop eating COMPLETELY, there was no chewing at all, any food in our mouths was spit back into the tray.
While sleeping, three light panels where used, but they had a “strobe light” effect, along with audible mechanical noises that weren’t very pleasant.
In dorm night hours, 3 light panels would go Green, when it was time for sleep, it would make a alarm, Yellow light meant that we had to be asleep, followed by a auditory sound. And Finally Red light would flash followed by a noise to wake us up for the day, or routinely wake us up as punishment or training.
Yes, the lights and sounds seem stupid to have in sleeping hours, but it’s no different than having a drill sergeant wake you in military training. Except, this a cheaper and by far, more daunting way of disassociating an individual.
A cold, calculating alarm system, that’s used all day, EVERY single day, for meals, training, code of conduct and as a system of waking an sleeping alarms, is very surreal and scarier than any Gunny Sergeant or army bad ass. It doesn’t talk back…it’s eerie it’s the best way to describe it. I hope that helped.

The rooms, and facilities had a hospital cleanliness to them, and they all had a dreary gloom of a insane asylum or penitentiary.

I remember, recalling to my therapist while at university of the times I was strapped down into these chairs, inside these cold, icy rooms. I was shown videos, of violence, sexual perversions, cartoons, anything related to the media, a teddy bear, then I’d see a actually bear cub get slaughter in the following image. A girl with a balloon and then see mass genocide of children, men and women. Total mind screwing.
During these “sessions” I recalled to my doctor, I would hear, auditory phrases, like love/hate/do as thou wilt/kill or be killed/ do or die, movie catch phrases, metaphors, etc. even nursery rhymes while going through the imagery onslaught on TV screens and through flash cards.
Further disassociation…
They wanted to harden, us, to make us into the perfect broken soldier. The mixed emotions of fear/hate, that I recall whenever the lights go out, most of our abuse occurred at night, to further alter our sleep patterns when we were told to “sleep” which we didn’t do much of, with the 3 light panels and recalling the abuse that took place during the whole time and especially the dark room abuses.
 Quoting: Ghost83


I've had more "classroom" dreams than any other type...since about 6 or 7 years old. I still have them to this day...40 years later.

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