Hello ST in BG;

I know some are feeling worn out, tired and wanting the end to come. Me, I feel excitement. I feel it in my very being that "its" coming, and even tho I know our bodies will die, I don't have the feeling of imminent death. I find myself staring into the sky and feeling like I can see into the sky and beyond, although my eyes don't see anything. I feel it, it's hard to explain. As I drive home from work, I stare into the trees and mountains, almost like staring thru them, mesmerized. I have always felt segregated and yet part of something big, but never knew what until as a teen I started searching for information, anything, everywhere.

Although I've said it before, THANK YOU ST for staying here and helping awaken us even more. I very very much look forward to someday saying HELLO to you real time, for real, and tell each other jokes.

See you soon, I hope!

Canundrum