I'm sure 6 months from now this will be explained off as we got another extension that initially wasn't expected.

**Who Knows ?? ... Enjoy The Moments ... While You Have Them !! ... As They Can Be ... Gone In An Instant !!

I've gone on with my life.. there was only so long I could wait.

**Life Is ... As It Will Be !! ... You Have Choice To Do So !! ... Our Choice Is ... Of Our Reqirements ... That We Wait !!


ST In BG


----That is what I decided to do. Sitting around and thinking about this stuff all the time and having damn near nothing happen was getting me incredibly depressed, while all my friends were out having fun and enjoying life. I've followed this thread for a long time and felt I've learned a lot... but the lack of things happening is leading me to believe that I've spent my time waiting for something that may not even happen in my lifetime. In fact I seem to feel inside that I have a knowing that it is not going to happen anytime soon... and that gets confirmed more and more as the months roll on. It's like I already have seen some of this before, with the Deja vu feeling. As if I already knew all these dates would pass and we'd be extended again and again. So I'm going to go with that feeling. I'm still going to read the thread and hope for developments, but I have the need to go back to doing "sheeple" things. Otherwise I feel I'm going to end up terminating myself.. and that is apparently not a good idea as I've learned here.