ST in BG:

Apparently the lesson I chose for this life was a rough one... my parents are like fire and water lol... as I told you

I feel like I have been held down my entire life for some reason... was my lesson to feel alot of internal emotional pain? :O Cause man...

Some astral travelers I spoke to suggest I am being held back when trying to project because I am going too fast...

Which corresponds to everything in my life that I had interest in doing... it became an impossibility :(

Was I Enlil in another life or something? wtf did I do? lol...