Greetings: Moogle: ID: 4808

ST in BG:

What did the zetas think of the meditation I did last night?

**Honestly I Don´t Know Moogle !! ... They Aren´t Saying !! ... But I Get The Impression That They Are Giving A Very Nice Smile !! ... Hee Hee Hee !!!

I found I was able to keep breath evenly flowing through both nostrils having meditated most of the night away

**Hmmm !!

I saw the image/face behind my eyes again, and it was red. Sometimes my eyes are sensitive to light, sometimes not, but I get the images of
things behind my eyes very easily (the burnt images on the retina)

I saw like I was on DXM for a while, the blackness seemed to be cluttered with static energy as you would see on a TV... though I could still see obviously it wasn´t blinding just noticeable

*Hmmm ???

Is ego a part of both the left and right brain halves???

**I Would Say That It Extends To The Whole Being !! ... That It Is Part Of The Basic Substructure Of The Personality ... Therefore Included In The DNA Package !!

My guess is it is present when there is not a balance between the two

**Well One Might Say The Outlying Symptoms Of This ... Of The Extension Of One´s Being ... Might Surface Then !! ... When The Body Is Not Calibrated Properly !! ... When Everything Is Not Coordinated With Everything Else !!

I felt that touch on my shoulder a few times last night, not sure what it is... but was very calm... it coulda been blockages but.. it felt like a patch layed on me for a little bit lol... with energy kind of... wasn´t scared this time cause I was balanced!

**There You Go !!

I tend to be very paranoid when I am breathing only out of my right nostril (left brain)... :(

**Hmmm ??

Yet my blood pressure goes to heck when I am only breathing out of my left nostril (right brain)...

**Well It Is Because You Have Cut Off Part Of Your Oxygen Supply ... And This Has To Be "Rerouted" Therefore Elevating The Blood Pressure "Push" In Order To Enable The Needed Transference !!

Anyhow... something amazing happened... I know now my cat is sensitive... I was in my room... and I had meditated till about 40 minutes
before I had to get up...

I saw my cat sitting outside the door! I was like woah... he senses it (he´s never there unless I am in a deep meditation or something... and he cuddled with me and I think may have got me to stop the meditation when it
could have had hazardous results :o... then he came back in like 5 minutes later lol... It was really cool

**Very Fascinating !!!

I wrote down that at one point last night I almost felt like if I connected a bit more I would be gently swept away and reborn lol...

**Hee Hee Hee !!!

Anyhow...

So it was 4:40ish am and my dad and I headed to the gym... Because my breath was balanced and I had meditated all night... I ran for 75 minutes
straight... I usually am only able to do 30 minute blocks or a very tough 60 minutes... I did 75 min straight and it was rather easy... I am amazed

**Very Nice !!

Of course, after this huge exertion... my skin turned very white again :P...

**Hee Hee Hee !!!

as I maybe kinda pushed the connection... but I didn´t seem to be straining anything so I kept going... I got a few aches here and there in
the 75 minutes but was able to stop them

So then afterwards I just sat down on a seat... with amazing concentration... I musta stared at a streetlight outside the window for 15+
minutes... totally in the moment but calm at the same time!

**Hmmm !!!

Then the amazing thing... I closed my eyes (tinted windows were about 25 feet in front of me and there was pretty bright lighting)...

I closed my eyes ST in BG... and in HUES OF RED... I saw the whole room clearly... I was amazed... but the BALANCE overided my EMOTIVE and LOGICAL drives so I stayed in control... and I just watched it for about 30 seconds at a time hehe..

**Wow !! ... Nice !!.

Then I went in the other room and meditated more with mirrors all around me with my eyes closed... I got into a very deep meditation but
started shaking so I stopped heh...

**Yes ... Best Not Overdo !!

Anyhow... I focused on my heart chakra... (cause that´s what happens when your breath is balanced... that is a natural breathing foci it
seems)... and so I did that and sent loving energy around... I got some weird looks perhaps... not too sure... but I remembered Operator told me to REMAIN NEUTRAL... so I did that all I could hehe..

**Yes Of Course !!

I tried to send you thanks this way ST in BG, not sure if you got the msg... prayed for my friends and tried to send around heartful energy
hehe...

**That Was Very Kind Of You My Friend !! ... Thank You !!

I warmly thank you now ST in BG and the zetas, for you did help me <3

**From All Of The People/One People ... You Are Very Very Welcome !!

Now, when I am at full energy... and I am able to balance both breaths... is that when my Kundalini will raise? Well, now that I know it is an insane red... and I know that it will be at an energy balance I think will be 10x what it was today lol... I kinda felt like it coulda raised last night a few times and I think my cat helped me prevent it... he LEAPED off
my bed really fast to alert me... and I just kinda thought... yeah hehe... and he did so once again...

**Yes Indeed ... Your Kitty Cat Helped You ... So You Didn´t Go Too Fast Too Soon !!

For about 8 hours I was doing a breathing technique from Robert Bruce (who heals with orgon energy I guess (blue light which he sees behind his eyes) where you breath in from your feet visualizing white light taking it
up to your head and holding it there for a few seconds... then out the top... over the third eye... over the nose... in to the mouth and throat area... to the heart and then storing it in the naval region...

**Hmmm !!!

Operator speaks of taking energy from your head to your feet and ringing out the negative energy...

I was thinking why couldn´t you just alternate taking the different energies... positive from above your head... and negative below your feet... and then bringing them to your heart center???? Cause that is the neutral area...

Of course... in this scenario... there is no Kundalini awakening... just balance... comments?

**That I Cannot Say !! ... Don´t Know !! ... Haven´t Tried Any Of These Techniques Myself !!

Now... SOME of you on this forum will think I am NUTTY... in that he thinks he is moving energy!... but it is moving your breath/focus (one at the same)... around your body!... when we were younger we were more balanced (in most cases)...

**So It Would Seem ??

I am tellin you ST in BG... I felt that kid energy again... it was amazing... I would think of somethin really nice to say but breathing out of my right nostril only again...

**Nice !!

It will probably be a good 3 months before I get close a very very balanced energy body...

Oh one last question!... I am 5 foot 8 210lbs :(
I have a lot of muscle, but could lose maybe 20lbs of fat... I am getting a bicycle for my b-day...

I was wonderin if I should not try to advance this now and wait till I lose some weight or?... Hrmmm...

**Well The Choice Is Up To You My Friend !! ... If It Was Myself In A Like Circumstance ... I Would Keep Everything Steady/Balanced & At The Level You Are At Now !! ... Instead Of Trying To "Race To The Top Of The Mountain" ... Just To Beat Your Comrades There !! ... *Then Once You Have Your Bicycle ...Have Steadily/Sensibly Worked This Extra Weight Off ... And Built Yourself /Stamina Up ... I Might Attempt To Go Further !! ... **This Is A
"Personal Decision" That You Need To Make !! ... And The Only Thing I Can Advise Is ... Just Use Practicality & Common Sense !!

I sent love to you too Operator :P

The rest was just love sent abroad hehee

Ezar... <shrugs>... I unno yet but I´m gettin somewhere! :P

**Farewell For Now My Friend !!

ST In BG