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Dear E.T. do you know anything about super warriors from Planet Mars, that were taken from a crashed saucer, in 1947, that were incased in the metal of the chairs from this crashed saucer.When they thawed them out, Hans Solo style, all the lights went out in New York?

**As A Matter Of Fact ... I Have A Links That Tells Of These "Martian Warriors" & Their "Blue Star" Craft !!

The Links Are ...
[link to www.cyberspaceorbit.com]

[link to www.marsearthconnection.com]

They opened up on an alien craft the otherday, which was a scientific expition.They, it seesm the Earth people, blew it up??

They say now, that these aliens are coming back to Earth to get even with Earthlings.

**"They" Are Mistaken !! ... These Beings Have No Such Intentions !!

My question is, since the warriors were encased for so long, was their essence placed into humans here on Earth?

**This Was Done Too !! ... As Many Beings From "Mazar/Mars" ... Came Here In Energy Form & Took On Terrestrial/Earth Bodies !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Greetings: Truth2
User ID: 7741

ST,

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"**It´s Possible ??? ... However Unlikely !! ... As It Was Revealed To Me ... Who My Consort/Wife Was/Is ... In This Lifetime !! ... Which After I Was Told This ... It Made Entire Sense !!"

For clarification purposes - are you saying that the terrestrial aspect of ST is married to the terrestrial aspect of Seshat in this lifetime?

**No ... I Would Only Wish !! ... As We Have Much In Common !! ... And Of Her Physical Appearance She Is Most Becoming !!

If so could there be other aspect(s) of Seshat here on the Terra/Earth plane now also?

**There May Be "Aspects" That Others Have Aquired Here At This Linear Time !! ... However The Being Herself ... Is Incarnate ... That Is In Flesh Form In 3rd Density !!

**Of The Meaning/Clarification ... I Was Stating That She & I Are In 3rd Density Bodies ... In This Lifetime !! ... And Had Been Mated To Each Other ... In The Land Of Khem (Ancient Egypt) ... In That Lifetime !!

Thank you and Take Care!!

**You Are Very Welcome !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

You know nothing of value.
You offer all but wisdom.
You know your time is short.

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You know nothing of value.
You offer all but wisdom.
You know your time is short.

**By Posting These "Attempts At Disruption" ... Of The Things Of Which You Speak ... We Feel It Is You Who Has ... 1. No Knowledge Of Value(s) ... Nor Of Honor/Respect !! ... 2. Your Wisdom In Posting Is Lacking ... Due To Your Wish To Undermine & Dishonor Others !! ... 3. Of These Ways Which Might Have Been Tolerated Previously ... This/These Actions Will Cease !! ... As Indeed Of Those Who Seek To Cause Harm To Others ... Will Be Delt With ... With A Firm Hand ... Or Shall We Say "Claw" !! ... Hee Hee Hee !!

**Good Luck !! ... You´ll Need It !!

ST In BG

You know nothing of value.
You offer all but wisdom.
You know your time is short.

I answer to One.
As you.
I answer to One.
Not you.

ST,

Quote:

"**No ... I Would Only Wish !! ... As We Have Much In Common !! ... And Of Her Physical Appearance She Is Most Becoming !!"


OK - so if I may so boldly ask - If this is someone you know and desire why are you not together?

Thank you and Take Care!!

Greetings: Truth2
User ID: 7741

ST,

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"**No ... I Would Only Wish !! ... As We Have Much In Common !! ... And Of Her Physical Appearance She Is Most Becoming !!"

OK - so if I may so boldly ask - If this is someone you know and desire why are you not together?

**I Respect & Honor Your Boldness !! ... It Is Most Refreshing !!

**To Answer Your Question ... Yes This Is Someone I Know ... Of Whom I Have Corresponded With !!

**As To "Desire" ... I Would Say This Does Relate In The Physical 3rd Density Here ... The Termed: Beauty & Brains Too Type Of Thinking !! ... But It Is More Then That !! ... As She Was Zeta In Her Last Embodiment !! ... The Same As I Was !! ... So It Was Thought/Believed That We (From That Aspect) Would Have Much In Common !!

**However I Found That It Is Not Always Possible ... That (2) Zetas From/Of "Different Models" ... Connected To "Different Times" Within Our Cultures ... Can Interact Together !! ... As I Am More The Scientist & Process Emotions Differently ... This Is How I Am "Wired" !! ... Wereas She Is More Able To Have Free Flowing Emotions !!

**I Embrace & Wish To Discover/Rediscover My Ancient/Ancient Heritage In The Termed: "Past" !! ... Whereas She Is Exploring Her Connections ... From A Differing Point Of View !! ... Essentially Said ... Our Thoughts/Outlooks Clash With One Another !!

**I Know Many Other Woman In This Lifetime ... Of Which I Have Been Mated To (In Other Lifetimes) !! ... But It Seems That Of Each I Come Across ... There Is Always Something (From A "Mundane Understanding") Preventing Our "Getting Together" In This Lifetime !!

Thank you and Take Care!!

**You Are Very Welcome !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Greetings ST in BG ,

Long time no type to(hee-hee).

I just read an article about a supposed Indigo child that has memory of a martian life time. He is about seven at the time of the interview and claims that the average martian at the time was about seven meters tall. He also describes the ships they used to transverse between earth and basically anywhere in the universe.

He also claims that there are secrects in the Sphinx that will change everything we know. There should be some kind of opening device behind on of the Sphinx ears but can´t remember where for sure.

Anyway are the martians that tall? Do you have any knowledge about the Sphinx and what might be contained there?


Mushroom pizza, Slugs, and Lighting Bugs,


Two Cents

Can you help me to phone home? Yes, I´ll hold.

HELLo ST!

I have thought of a reason Niribu could have been delayed on purpose.Why its is now being schedualed for 2012(?)I have read various sights and listen to various people on the radio about the photon belt.They all say it is to come around 2012.Now you have claimed selected people will be moving up in density.Now would it not make sense to plan this when when the our EArth will be going through it possibly with Niribu? Making it easier to transfer to your next density dependeing on what you have decided? This could also pose a problem for the opposite reason.What would happen if we were being fitted for the 4 but the photon started pushing us to the 5? And which of our planets in this solar system will be used next to inhabbit those wishing to stay in this system?Or is this supposed galactic alignment gonna queer everything up in this system?

On a personal note St.I hope I have decided to stay ´home´ next time around.I had it for awhile with all this testing.I wish to see ´family´ and ´freinds´.I think I have proven myself in various lifetimes here that I deserve to go ´home´. I know I was spawned here in this system.Sort of a bastered child.One of those who were born of ´god´and man.You(s) can be fancy with your words all you want to not let me know I´am right.This is what I feel and know in my heart.I thinks its about Fing time I´am allowed to go HOME.A home I feel I have never been allowed live to or seen!Hell? EArth is HELL! LOL if IF I go back home I can say I´ve been to HELL and back LOL!

Much love to you and your tribe spacebrother!
HAIL FATHER HAIL MOTHERS!

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User ID: 15544

Greetings ST in BG ,

Long time no type to(hee-hee).

**Indeed So My Friend !!

I just read an article about a supposed Indigo child that has memory of a martian life time. He is about seven at the time of the interview and claims that the average martian at the time was about seven meters tall. He also describes the ships they used to transverse between earth and basically anywhere in the universe.

**Yes Indeed !! ... I Have This Information !! ... Most Fascinating !!

He also claims that there are secrects in the Sphinx that will change everything we know.

**"Secrets" Are There & Elsewhere ... For Those That Are Able To Read ... And Understand Them !! ... This Information May Not Be "Hidden" As Much As ... "In Plain Sight" ... For Those That Are Wise ... And For Those Who Are "Chosen" By The Ancients Themselves ... To Have This Knowledge By Revealed !! ... Be Given To Them !!

There should be some kind of opening device behind on of the Sphinx ears but can´t remember where for sure.

**The Way In (& Out) Will Only Be Given To Those Deemed Worthy ... By The Ancients !! ... They Will Be So Judged & Evaluated ... If This Is True !!

Anyway are the martians that tall?

**If You Mean 8 -10 Ft. (Possibly Taller ??) ... The Answer Is Yes !!


Do you have any knowledge about the Sphinx and what might be contained there?

**Yes I Do !! ... As In My "Thoth Guise" ... I Had/Have Been There Often !! ... Helping To Create/Design This Structure ... Having Full Knowledge/Access To What Is There !!

Mushroom pizza, Slugs, and Lighting Bugs,

**And To You Too My Friend !!

Two Cents

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Greetings: B.P.Ezar The 1st

HELLo ST!

I have thought of a reason Niribu could have been delayed on purpose.

**Ok ??

Why its is now being schedualed for 2012(?)

**Of Which Calender Though ?? ... And How Does This Translate To The Termed "Current Year/Day/Date" That Is Being Experienced In 3rd Density ???

I have read various sights and listen to various people on the radio about the photon belt.

**Problem Is ... They Don´t Know !!

They all say it is to come around 2012.

**1st They Don´t Know !! ... 2nd ... 2012 Is An "Interpreted Date" From The Mayan/Aztec Calendar !! ... In Order To "Read" This Calendar As To "Dates" ... One Needs A Base ... That Is A "Starting Point" To Work Off Of !! ... The "Translators" "Assumed" Rather Then Knew ... Of Which Was The Beginning ... & So This/These "Assumed Dates" Are Considered Fact !!

Now you have claimed selected people will be moving up in density.

**Their Vibrations ... As Will All Life/Lifeforms On Terra/Earth Will Increase/Speed Up !! ... And Of This ... They Will Find Themselves In The Density/Octave Known As 4th !!

Now would it not make sense to plan this when the our EArth will be going through it possibly with Niribu?

**Yes !! ... However "Time" & "Cosmic Events" Are On Their Own Schedules ... That Are Not Of Terrestrial Artificial Natures !!

Making it easier to transfer to your next density dependeing on what you have decided?

**That Would Be An "Ideal Situation" ... Though ... Nothing ... No Thing ... Subscribes To This Idealism !! ... It Acts & Happens When It Does ... & When It Is Supposed To !!

This could also pose a problem for the opposite reason. What would happen if we were being fitted for the 4 but the photon started pushing us to the 5?

**It Is Not A Problem !! ... For The Idea/Thought In Regard To The Termed: "Photon Belt" & To "5th Density" Are Not Understood !!

And which of our planets in this solar system will be used next to inhabbit those wishing to stay in this system?

**I May Not Say !!

Or is this supposed galactic alignment gonna queer everything up in this system?

**It Depends Entirely On Your Outlook/Perspective !! ... To Some It Has Always Been & Always Will Be "Queered Up" !! ... So That Is Just A View ... A Thought ... Of Many Views/Thoughts !!

On a personal note ST.

I hope I have decided to stay ´home´ next time around.

**I Do Not Know !! ... And If I Knew ... I Could Not Say !!

I had it for awhile with all this testing.

**The Determination Wether You Need More Instruction Will Be Made ... Upon Exiting Your Current Form/Embodiment !!

I wish to see ´family´ and ´friends´.

**Yes Of Course !!

I think I have proven myself in various lifetimes here that I deserve to go ´home´.

**This Is Understood !! ... However One Must Wait For A Determination ... For A Decision On This !!

I know I was spawned here in this system.

**You Have Lives Here & Elsewhere !! ... So From That "Outlook" ... You Were "Spawned" In Many Places !!

Sort of a bastered child.

**Not Not Really !! ... As Nothing Happens By Accident !!

One of those who were born of ´god´and man.

**Are Not We All Of This ??? ... When One Examines This From The Very Roots ??

You(s) can be fancy with your words all you want to not let me know I´am right.

**From A Perspective You Are Correct !! ... However ... What Is Not Understood Is ... The Completeness Of This Thought !! ... The Idea Is There ... But What This "Idea" Entails Is Only Seen From Surface Level ... And Not Down Deep !!

This is what I feel and know in my heart.

**Your "Heart" Is Correct ... Though There Is Much More Then "Feelings" In This Matter ... To Comprehend !! ... The Thought Goes Way Beyond This !!

I thinks its about Fing time I´am allowed to go HOME.

**You Have Been "Home" ... On Many Many Occasions !!

A home I feel I have never been allowed live to or seen!

**You Had Chosen Your Path ... Your Direction Most Freely !! ... Noone Has Prevented This ... Except One´s Self !! ... In Other Words ... You Can Go Home Again ... If You Want To !! ... It Is Entirely Up To You !!

Hell? EArth is HELL!

**Hell Is A "Partial Word/Thought" Borrowed/Stolen From "Eddic/Scandenavian Mythology" ... Of Which Refers To "The Hidden" ... Or Underground/Cities ... Of Where Non-Surface Dwellers Live !! ... Of Which This Is Neither Hot ... Nor Is It Cold !! ... And Ruled/Governed Over By A Female Named Hella Or Helga !! ... That Of The Land Called Argatha !!

**Earth Is A Generic Term For "Soil/Ground" ... So Is Terra !! ... So Those Of This Designation Are ... Of The Soil/Of The Land !!

LOL if IF I go back home I can say I´ve been to HELL and back LOL!

**Perhaps You May Have Been ?? ... But Then From An "Outlook/Belief" ... We All Create Our Own "Heavens & Hells" !! ... We All Make Our Lives As Easy Or Difficult ... To Learn The Lessons Which Are Before Us !!

Much love to you and your tribe spacebrother!

**And To You & Your Tribe My Friend !!

HAIL FATHER HAIL MOTHERS!

**Blessings Upon Our Mothers & Our Fathers !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

ST,

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"**However I Found That It Is Not Always Possible ... That (2) Zetas From/Of "Different Models" ... Connected To "Different Times" Within Our Cultures ... Can Interact Together !! ... As I Am More The Scientist & Process Emotions Differently ... This Is How I Am "Wired" !! ... Wereas She Is More Able To Have Free Flowing Emotions !!"

Are things really this rigid - where two people who have so much in common cannot be together because of some differences? Of course there will always be differences - but isn´t that why another (person/being) is needed? Isn´t soulmating more like putting two chemicals together to make an entirely different element? Or like putting a flashlight and a (proper) battery together to make it work?

From my own perspective, as one who has lived her life (so far) without her soulmate - there is always an Awareness of something missing. I can Understand the difference because of the times when I am in communication with my Spiritsister (now - in all that I have seen written about soulmates much is talked about how soulmates can be found in friends, family members, etc. However, I consider there to be a difference in that and one who is the soulMATE - so therefore my term of Spiritsister.) When I speak with her I can be who I truly am, speak as the Flow directs me, etc. When you can be this there comes to you so much more that is attracted to you. We tend to use similar words/Thoughts/ideas/concepts that seems to be Understood by us alone. There is an exchange with Honor and Respect and an extra burst of growth happens. There is a combination of Forces beyond us that happens as well - a recharging of Energies and so much more that only can be experienced. Now she and I have our own lives as well, own things that we are here for as well. But that support system that happens from the communications is so important. And if your Job here is Greater then what Becomes of a union with a Soulmate is even Greater as well. And to have a MATE as your soulmate has to be even greater.

Without this you are in a world that treats you as a foreigner to them. You are in either a offensive/defensive mode with those who do not Understand you or recovering from the drain this causes. Though this at times may have its frictional/compulsion purposes - it should not have to be a constant in this life.

The support of a soulmate can only come as a welcome relief if one can truly appreciate the difference in not having had it. Any differences can be worked on, ironed out, etc. if both parties are willing - wouldn´t you say? Perhaps the differences in the other is what is needed to make one more rounded?

Thank you and Take Care!!

Greetings: Truth2
User ID: 7741

ST,

Quote:

"**However I Found That It Is Not Always Possible ... That (2) Zetas From/Of "Different Models" ... Connected To "Different Times" Within Our Cultures ... Can Interact Together !! ... As I Am More The Scientist & Process Emotions Differently ... This Is How I Am "Wired" !! ... Wereas She Is More Able To Have Free Flowing Emotions !!"

Are things really this rigid - where two people who have so much in common cannot be together because of some differences?

**Not Rigid !! ... Just Set In Place !! ... That Is From A Zeta Perspective We Have A Great Deal In Common !! ... However From A Terrestrial Perspective ... We Clash Heavily !! ... And Have Little In Common !! ... So There Is The Problem !! ... It Is Not Just "Some Simple Minor Differances" !!

Of course there will always be differences - but isn´t that why another (person/being) is needed?

**No Not Always !!

Isn´t soulmating more like putting two chemicals together to make an entirely different element? Or like putting a flashlight and a (proper) battery together to make it work?

**No It Is Not !! ... It Is Not How Things Work In Other Non-Earth Cultures ... With Other Beings !! ... It Is Not How Things Work With The People/One People !!

From my own perspective, as one who has lived her life (so far) without her soulmate - there is always an Awareness of something missing.

I can Understand the difference because of the times when I am in communication with my Spiritsister (now - in all that I have seen written about soulmates much is talked about how soulmates can be found in friends, family members, etc. However, I consider there to be a difference in that and one who is the soulMATE - so therefore my term of Spiritsister.) When I speak with her I can be who I truly am, speak as the Flow directs me, etc. When you can be this there comes to you so much more that is attracted to you.

We tend to use similar words/Thoughts/ideas/concepts that seems to be Understood by us alone. There is an exchange with Honor and Respect and an extra burst of growth happens. There is a combination of Forces beyond us that happens as well - a recharging of Energies and so much more that only can be experienced. Now she and I have our own lives as well, own things that we are here for as well. But that support system that happens from the communications is so important.

And if your Job here is Greater then what Becomes of a union with a Soulmate is even Greater as well. And to have a MATE as your soulmate has to be even greater.

**That May Be An "Ideal Situation"... But It Is Not A Reality On This Plane !!

Without this you are in a world that treats you as a foreigner to them.

**Obviously Not Being From Terra/Earth ... I Am A Foreigner Here !! ... So How Can I Be Other Then What I Am ???

You are in either a offensive/defensive mode with those who do not Understand you or recovering from the drain this causes.

**Not Always !!

Though this at times may have its frictional/compulsion purposes - it should not have to be a constant in this life.

The support of a soulmate can only come as a welcome relief if one can truly appreciate the difference in not having had it. Any differences can be worked on, ironed out, etc. if both parties are willing - wouldn´t you say?

**No !! ... As You Are Attempting To Apply Terrestrial/Earth Principles & Psychology/Thinking ... And Apply This To Non-Earth Beings & Their Cultures !! ...

Perhaps the differences in the other is what is needed to make one more rounded?

**Perhaps Not !!

Thank you and Take Care!!

**You Are Welcome !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

ST in BG...

I am so messed up...

I tried to relax ST in BG... I did what you kept tellin me to do with the breath exercises etc... it didnt work...

I have this hypertension foreverI guess <sigh>...

It won´t go away ST in BG... relaxation is a joke for me unless I SPEND THE ENTIRE DAY PRESSING BACK ON THE PRESSURE I HAVE INSIDE...

When I am awake I have to carry such crazy pressure just to keep doing this stuff

I meditated I relaxed I searched inside and breathed... I saw a blue light like a deep REM sleep while awake... like what is called a sleep trough... was so peaceful... that´s how off I was... all the peace I wanted encroached on so much of my energy... Cause I craved the sleepy state JUST TO HAVE PEACE... THAT´S HOW BAD IT IS!!! I am eating myself up I feel...

If I get sleepy I use the trance state for energy and mess up everything and cant think...

Now I realize I was born to burn... I cannot have peace... I have to exercise till I am 120 pounds lightly toned bound to hustle...

It´s crime to sit still apparently...

When I say I saw that blue light.. reached a peace in the twlight of night and day where I felt totally cold...

I dunno what it was... maybe I burned off some of the pain...

But yet...I breathed why can´t I find peace?... Like everything I do and try to exist with serenity inside... it´s like with my concentration on everything I do... I PUT PRESSURE>.. so deep I breathed... I could sing decently even with my obesity and got extreme heat in my chest cavity... MY SKIN TURNED RED ON MY CHEST!!! IT IS LIKE... COOOLNESS.... THE HEAT HEAT HEAT EXTREME... what is happening?...

What is this if there are not demons who are damned?

I was chosen by man to be poisoned and higher than any land or dream... That stupid *(*(*(*D(GD*(G... I can´t even get out my anger... at that helicopter that ruined my life to this point... I think I wasn´t dreaming at night because my concentration is too mindful and if it isn´t I will become a vegtable...

I would die ST in BG... I would get white... stop shitting... and I would die...

My conscious is getting too strong... I will keep working out etc... breathing forever...

But where does this lead? I have peeped my evil

People and others dont understand... where I´ve been how I am and the rest... I am good to the soul... good in the soul... but tombed in this abode of my body

What can I do for my hypertension ST in BG? You said work out alot... but I heard if I actually do muscle building it could have a bad effect and that raises blood pressure..

This is my struggle...

Just sitting here I have like 140 pulse (maybe higher)... like 80 with the other pulse... and like 100 pulse per min... YEAH!

And I have to take these stupid damn medicines... which I knwo will only make me higher and higher and higher and higher

Till I will be up for like a month at a time and be a zombie in a prison or something...

for my whole fucking life... I´ve been fucked...

You tell us to reconnect to the earth etc...

That´s an impossibility for me... oh well...
you say no it isnt... sorry... I put my mind to it and almost lost it...

Pfft...

Also... what is that tingling on my forehead? It´s going away now... because I am choosing to burn in this pressure... forcing it in me... it has a sorta even dispersion... as I work out it gets focused and I will chisel myself to a creature of flame... Burning pushing causes exhaustably like always... and losing control...

Cause that´s my stupid life... and I can´t change it or I would die from not being able to sleep it seems like...

Attacked by a negative entity SHEMITITY lol... whatever... who chares... it is PRESSURE to me... it is a reality.. not some occurance that subsided... it´s a part of me... and I can´t stop it...

What can I do? Do you know of anything to help me seriously? Your path didn´t show my much of anything... (remember you said keep doing whath you´re doing) except what I wanted is not possible... there is no peace here... If I do that breathing stuff... the pressure just disperses everywhere and I can´t do anything ST in BG...

Let me explain this ST in BG... inside I feel like I am constantly carrying around the fucking pressure since that "seizure" on all parts of my body... It is so hard... It´s like I sucked up that energy I experienced during that seizure or something or it broke in to me... WHAT IS IT?

That seizure PAIN IS ME... I´M THAT STRESS...

How could I ever lose it? You don´t understand... it´s like INFINITE PAIN and stress...

all I can do is keep pushing back on it with my mindless fire of built up energy and fitness and exertion of hyperness...

That crystal meditation I did... you said was a boost and all I needed...

That fucked me more...

Ok... maybe I have the strength to recover now but omg...

Why was I chosen to combat such a force??? :((((

You friend,

Signed... the sad demonized human by humanity

Have happy holidays I hope you have someone in real life to enjoy it with...

I can´t believe I´ve been asleep for so god damn long... I can´t escape who I am... I will forever sleep dreamless perhaps... I am nothing but the fires of pain...

It´s not even like a joint pain... or a pain on anything... it´s just fire...

I tried ST in BG... now I gotta fuck up the world... by becoming the ultimate competitor... a product of this fucked up world... :(

Let me put it succinctly:

That seizure I had where I experienced the black pressure after having seen a land of brightness ...

Well... that electrical energy in the blackness...

Having had that huge seizure that seemed like an explosion of all reality... like...

I don´t even know what happened... I dont remember some of it...

I just remember being in that place of light when I was being pulled from it and wanting to stay in that peaceful place with my mom

But nope... nope... I was ripped... (not supposed to die? I dunno)...

But then or whenever I felt the blackness... that pressure...

ST in BG...

All you consider to be yourself... every part of you you can CONCIEVE...

EVERYTHING THAT IS YOU... all your peace...

ROLL YOUR ENTIRE ENERGY ESSENCE IN TO A BALL AS DENSE AS A SOFTBALL...

THEERE IS BLACKNESS ALL AROUND AND YOU FEEL EXTREME PRESSURE EVENING ALL SIDES BUT PUSHING EVERY FIERCLY...

A SHOCKING ... HELLISH REALITY I EXPERIENCED IN MY ENTIRE CONSCIOUS...

When I awoke... I was sweating so bad it was like I had taken a shower and I was on the toilet as if I had been struck by the fires of the our GOD or something... I am not kidding... I think I just mindlessly went to bed I don´t even know...

You have to tell me what that is...

See... the difference with me now is...

I have awaken some... I can build up this pressure and still have a sort of heartfulness I didnt have before

But it hasn´t changed the pressure... and if anything it is worse because of what I have gained/lost...

You just can´t even imagine... and I am greatful none of you know this pain...

Sure sure... I mean.. there is worse pain maybe... but in that moment... I don´t know

Like... what is more painful than feeling your soul burning and being fucked by it...

ST in BG... I had like maybe 15 seizures that I can remember (only because my mom would tell me afteward I had one) after that horrible one....

In all of them I was having flashbacks of that horrible one!!! Saying even I WANT TO BE ANYONE BUT ME...

Why did I keep going back to hell or something? What did i do????

I was in a website channel talking about this and one person typed "<cries> and leaves"... I felt like she knew something... I don´t know why...

I know I cannot get rid of that force I experienced during that huge seizure... it is forever apart of my body´s stress... not coceontrated anywhere... as long as I PRESS ON IT...

When I say press on it I can´t even explain it... it´s like I have to press on it with my breath... with my conscious... with everything just to function...

why do men have nipples ?

why does crap only smell when you stand in it?

do u suck dicks

Wow... ST in BG... that time I got shocked with the full voltage etc of that outlet in my house as a kid...

I just remember the shock happening and thinking... DANG or something...

I now think I coulda and probably went downstairs to the bathroom and had that seizure experience...

Hrmmm... Is this accurate? I think it coulda happened like that... not sure tho...

Did the electric shock trigger an awakening in me or something?

HELLo ST´s terrestrial body!(LOL)

To whom of you´s Am I communicating with today?
Or is this ST himself?

I definatly do not think from ´deep´ but from my sleeve (most of the time) For that is who I´am! I guess that is to be expected haveing Irish Scott and Scandinavian terrestrial blood LOL! I´am just so frustrated and fascinated at the same time! It is getting very hard to realy ´give a shit´ anymore! AHHH but if I do stop...well that would not be good on my test results.When I get to the 4 d,will I have a better recollection of my past lives? LMAO I have to ask this.Do any of my more ´well known´ relatives have any plans that involve floods? LOL>>LOL! Please tell my pop I do not relish drowining.So the first thing I will build when I get to the 4 is a BIG BOAT.So my uncle will not get blamed for giving ´us´ a heads up! LOL!

Much love to you and your tribe spacebrother!
HAIL FATHER HAIL MOTHERS!

Greetings: Moogle: User ID: 485

ST in BG...

I am so messed up...

**Oh Ok ???

I tried to relax ST in BG... I did what you kept tellin me to do with
the breath exercises etc... it didnt work...

**Hmmm ???

I have this hypertension foreverI guess <sigh>...

**No Idea ???

t won´t go away ST in BG... relaxation is a joke for me unless I
SPEND THE ENTIRE DAY PRESSING BACK ON THE PRESSURE I HAVE INSIDE...

**Whatever Method Works The Best For You !! ... This Is Something That You Have To "Personalize" To Your Person !!

When I am awake I have to carry such crazy pressure just to keep doing
this stuff

**Hmmm ???

I meditated I relaxed I searched inside and breathed... I saw a blue
light like a deep REM sleep while awake... like what is called a sleep
trough... was so peaceful... that´s how off I was... all the peace I wanted
encroached on so much of my energy... Cause I craved the sleepy state JUST
TO HAVE PEACE... THAT´S HOW BAD IT IS!!! I am eating myself up I feel...

**That I Don´t Know ??

If I get sleepy I use the trance state for energy and mess up
everything and cant think...

**Hmmm ???

Now I realize I was born to burn... I cannot have peace... I have to
exercise till I am 120 pounds lightly toned bound to hustle...

**Ok ???

It´s crime to sit still apparently...

**I Cannot Say !! ... Don´t Know ???

When I say I saw that blue light.. reached a peace in the twlight of
night and day where I felt totally cold...

**Hmmm ??

I dunno what it was... maybe I burned off some of the pain...

**Anything Is Possible !!

But yet...I breathed why can´t I find peace?...

**I Can´t Answer That For You !!

Like everything I do
and try to exist with serenity inside... it´s like with my concentration on
everything I do... I PUT PRESSURE>.. so deep I breathed... I could sing
decently even with my obesity and got extreme heat in my chest cavity... MY
SKIN TURNED RED ON MY CHEST!!! IT IS LIKE... COOOLNESS.... THE HEAT HEAT
HEAT EXTREME... what is happening?...

**Don´t Know ???

What is this if there are not demons who are damned?

**I´m Not An Expert On "Demons" !! ... So I Couldn´t Advise You In This Area !!

I was chosen by man to be poisoned and higher than any land or
dream... That stupid *(*(*(*D(GD*(G... I can´t even get out my anger... at
that helicopter that ruined my life to this point... I think I wasn´t
dreaming at night because my concentration is too mindful and if it isn´t I
will become a vegtable...

**Ok ??

I would die ST in BG... I would get white... stop shitting... and I
would die...

**Don´t Know ???

My conscious is getting too strong... I will keep working out etc...
breathing forever...

**Hmmm !!

But where does this lead? I have peeped my evil

**Not Sure ?? ... Ok ????

People and others dont understand... where I´ve been how I am and the
rest... I am good to the soul... good in the soul... but tombed in this
abode of my body

**Aren´t We All ???

What can I do for my hypertension ST in BG? You said work out alot...

**I Don´t Think I Recommended This For Hypertension !! ... You Were Talking On Something Else ... Some Other "Affliction" ... To Which "Working Out" (Of Which You Were Doing At The Time (Within Reason Mind You !!) ... Was Something To Help You & Take Your Mind Off Your Problems !!

**As To "Hypertension" ... Many Things Effect Many Different People ... In Different Ways !! ... "Set Them Off" As It Were !! ... And For Those That Are Extremely Sensitive To Their Environment ... And The Environmental Changes ... For Myself (And I Can Speak For No Others !!) ... I Find It Best Just Not To Be Around Those Who "Push Your Buttons" !! ... Especially Terrestrial Family Members, Mundane (Sheeple) Individuals ... & Others Who Just Cannot Or Do Not Want To Think For Themselves !! ... **Relaxation For Me ... Is Not Having To Listen Or To Deal With "Their Problems" !! ... That They Made !! ... And Just To Do My Own Thing(s) ... Which Give Me Energies !! ... Those Things I Can Relate To !!

but I heard if I actually do muscle building it could have a bad effect and
that raises blood pressure..

**If You Have "Blood Pressure Problems/Hypertension" ... Yes You Are At Risk For Damage ... If You Combine The Bodies Physical Stress/Mental Stress ... With More Physical Stress !! ... Could Seriously Risk A "Blow Out" !! ... **Recommend To Get The One ("The Blood Pressure/Stress" Under Control First !!) ... And Sensibly Reduce/Excercise !! ... Not Try To Rush Things ... And Do Things All At Once !!

This is my struggle...

Just sitting here I have like 140 pulse (maybe higher)... like 80 with
the other pulse... and like 100 pulse per min... YEAH!

**Hmmm ???

And I have to take these stupid damn medicines... which I know will
only make me higher and higher and higher and higher

**And Why Do You Have To Take These ?? ... Which Are A Great Part Of Your Problem ???

**A Thought Just Came To Me ... "Tell Him To: Investigate "Food Reactions/Food Allergies" !! ... Which If This Is The Case (That Something(s) Are Triggering Your Symptoms ... Then Find This & Controling This ... Can Be A Cure !!

Till I will be up for like a month at a time and be a zombie in a
prison or something...

**Hmmm ??

for my whole fucking life... I´ve been fucked...

**I Cannot Say !! ... I Do Not Know !!

You tell us to reconnect to the earth etc...

**Not Necessarily Terra/Earth ... But Life In Of Itself !! ... **I Am Not Native To Terra/Earth !! ... Which Makes It Difficult To Connect Here !! ... So You May Have The Same Or Similar Symptoms !!

That´s an impossibility for me... oh well...
you say no it isnt... sorry... I put my mind to it and almost lost
it...

**I Didn´t Say It Wasn´t An Impossibility !! ... If You Come "From Elsewhere" !! ... And More Recently So ... You Would Have This Sense Of "Disconnection" With This Planet !! ... As Your Energies/Your Beingness Knows This !!

Pfft...

Also... what is that tingling on my forehead?

**Go Me ???

It´s going away now...
because I am choosing to burn in this pressure... forcing it in me... it has
a sorta even dispersion... as I work out it gets focused and I will chisel
myself to a creature of flame... Burning pushing causes exhaustably like
always... and losing control...

**Hmmm ???

Cause that´s my stupid life... and I can´t change it or I would die
from not being able to sleep it seems like...

**No Idea ???

Attacked by a negative entity SHEMITITY lol... whatever... who
chares... it is PRESSURE to me... it is a reality.. not some occurance that
subsided... it´s a part of me... and I can´t stop it...

**Ok ???

What can I do? Do you know of anything to help me seriously?

**Not Really !! ... As Each Of Us Have To Find Their Own Way !! ... My Way Is Far Far Different Then Yours !! ... And What May Work For Me ... May Not In The Slightest ... Work For You !! ... One Example Of This Would Be ... In The Way You Meditate !! ... Of Which I Do Not !! ... **Long Ago I Found This Is Just Not The Way I Can Connect Or Relax !! ... And So I Use "Other Methods" ... Of Which Have Been Adapted ... That Serve The Same/Similar Function !! ... But Relate To My Energies Better !!

Your path didn´t show my much of anything... (remember you said keep doing whath
you´re doing) except what I wanted is not possible... there is no peace
here... If I do that breathing stuff... the pressure just disperses
everywhere and I can´t do anything ST in BG...

**Well It Is My Path ... And Not Yours !! ... That Is The Problem !! ... I Can Share Mine !! ... However This May Not Be Correct Or Right For You !! ... *I Find You Literally Need To "Make Your Own Path" As You Go !! ... You Need To Blaze Your Own Path ... Walk Your Own Path !! ... And Write Your Own Stories !!

Let me explain this ST in BG... inside I feel like I am constantly
carrying around the fucking pressure since that "seizure" on all parts of my
body... It is so hard... It´s like I sucked up that energy I experienced
during that seizure or something or it broke in to me... WHAT IS IT?

**I Don´t Know ???

That seizure PAIN IS ME... I´M THAT STRESS...

**Hmmm ???

How could I ever lose it? You don´t understand... it´s like INFINITE
PAIN and stress...

**You Are Correct !! ... Since I Am Not In Your Terrestrial Body ... In 3rd Density ... I Cannot Understand !!

all I can do is keep pushing back on it with my mindless fire of built
up energy and fitness and exertion of hyperness...

That crystal meditation I did... you said was a boost and all I
needed...

**I Don´t Remember Saying This ?? ... However ... If This Didn´t Work For You ... Common Sense Says .. Go Onto/Try Something Else !!

That fucked me more...

**You Need To Realize Moogle ... I Attempt To Listen !! ... However .... I Am Not A "Psychic Councelor" ... Just Someone´s ... Who Have Been "Out There" !!

Ok... maybe I have the strength to recover now but omg...

Why was I chosen to combat such a force??? :((((

**No Idea ??? ... Maybe You Volunteered ???

Your friend,

Signed... the sad demonized human by humanity

Have happy holidays I hope you have someone in real life to enjoy it
with..

**I Don´t Celebrate Anything Moogle !! ... These "Programmed Periods Of "Artificial Celebration" Mean Little To Nothing To Me !!

**When I Am Around My "Own Kind" ... I Am What Might Be Termed: "Happy & Content" !! ... Problem Is ... (At Least In The Terrestrial 3-D Mundane World) ... I Feel More Marooned & Lonely Here Most Of The Time !! ... And Would Rather Spend The Moments I Have Here ... In A Solitude ... By Myself (& Other Energies Who May Visit Me !!) ... Then Have To Go Out Amongst Beings ... Who Literally Are Sleepwalking Through Their Lives ... And Have No Clue To How Things Really Are !!

I can´t believe I´ve been asleep for so god damn long... I can´t
escape who I am... I will forever sleep dreamless perhaps... I am nothing
but the fires of pain...

**You Have To Accept Yourself First My Friend !! ... All The "You´s" ... All Those Energy Fragments/Soul Fragments Which Make "Yourself" !! ... They All Need To Get Along & Cooperate With One Another !! ... That Is A Great "1st Step" !! ... Then When You Have A Base To Work Off Of ... That You Know Who You Are ... You Can Proceed From There !!

t´s not even like a joint pain... or a pain on anything... it´s just
fire...

**Hmmm ???

I tried ST in BG... now I gotta fuck up the world... by becoming the
ultimate competitor... a product of this fucked up world... :(

**If You Say So ???

Let me put it succinctly:

That seizure I had where I experienced the black pressure after having
seen a land of brightness ...

Well... that electrical energy in the blackness...

Having had that huge seizure that seemed like an explosion of all
reality... like...

I don´t even know what happened... I dont remember some of it...

I just remember being in that place of light when I was being pulled
from it and wanting to stay in that peaceful place with my mom

But nope... nope... I was ripped... (not supposed to die? I dunno)...

But then or whenever I felt the blackness... that pressure...

ST in BG...

All you consider to be yourself... every part of you you can
CONCIEVE...

EVERYTHING THAT IS YOU... all your peace...

ROLL YOUR ENTIRE ENERGY ESSENCE IN TO A BALL AS DENSE AS A SOFTBALL...

THEERE IS BLACKNESS ALL AROUND AND YOU FEEL EXTREME PRESSURE EVENING
ALL SIDES BUT PUSHING EVERY FIERCLY...

A SHOCKING ... HELLISH REALITY I EXPERIENCED IN MY ENTIRE CONSCIOUS...

When I awoke... I was sweating so bad it was like I had taken a shower
and I was on the toilet as if I had been struck by the fires of the our GOD
or something... I am not kidding... I think I just mindlessly went to bed I
don´t even know...

You have to tell me what that is...

**I Have No Idea What That Is ???

See... the difference with me now is...

I have awaken some... I can build up this pressure and still have a
sort of heartfulness I didnt have before

But it hasn´t changed the pressure... and if anything it is worse
because of what I have gained/lost...

You just can´t even imagine... and I am greatful none of you know this
pain...

Sure sure... I mean.. there is worse pain maybe... but in that
moment... I don´t know

Like... what is more painful than feeling your soul burning and being
fucked by it...

ST in BG... I had like maybe 15 seizures that I can remember (only
because my mom would tell me afteward I had one) after that horrible one....

In all of them I was having flashbacks of that horrible one!!! Saying
even I WANT TO BE ANYONE BUT ME...

Why did I keep going back to hell or something? What did i do????

**I Don´t Have Access To Your Records ... So Truely I Don´t Know !!

I was in a website channel talking about this and one person typed
"<cries> and leaves"... I felt like she knew something... I don´t know
why...

I know I cannot get rid of that force I experienced during that huge
seizure... it is forever apart of my body´s stress... not coceontrated
anywhere... as long as I PRESS ON IT...

When I say press on it I can´t even explain it... it´s like I have to
press on it with my breath... with my conscious... with everything just to
function...

Wow... ST in BG... that time I got shocked with the full voltage etc
of that outlet in my house as a kid...

I just remember the shock happening and thinking... DANG or
something...

I now think I coulda and probably went downstairs to the bathroom and
had that seizure experience...

Hrmmm... Is this accurate? I think it coulda happened like that... not
sure tho...

**I Wasn´t There !! ... I Don´t Know !!

Did the electric shock trigger an awakening in me or something?

**Well It Gave A Shock To The System ... That´s For Sure !! ... As To What It Did ?? ... That Is Indeterminite !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Greetings: B.P.Ezar The 1st
User ID: 741

HELLo ST´s terrestrial body!(LOL)

To whom of you´s Am I communicating with today?
Or is this ST himself?

**You Are Communicating With Many "Me´s" All At The Same Moment ... As Typed Through The 3rd Density Me ... In This Time/Space Frame !!

I definatly do not think from ´deep´ but from my sleeve (most of the time) For that is who I´am!

**Oh Ok ??

I guess that is to be expected haveing Irish Scott and Scandinavian terrestrial blood LOL!

**Hmmm ??

I´am just so frustrated and fascinated at the same time! It is getting very hard to realy ´give a shit´ anymore!

**Only When One Defecitates !! ... Hee Hee Hee !!

AHHH but if I do stop...well that would not be good on my test results.

**Perhaps ?? ... Perhaps Not ???

When I get to the 4 d,will I have a better recollection of my past lives? LMAO I have to ask this.

**Not "Past Lives" ... Other "Concurrent Lifetimes" !!

Do any of my more ´well known´ relatives have any plans that involve floods? LOL>>LOL! Please tell my pop I do not relish drowining.

**One Person Was Not Responsible For "The Floods" Of Which You Speak !! ... This Was Do To The Planet Nibiru Itself ... And The Results Of It´s Passage !! ... Enlil Convinced Anu To Issue A Decree To The Anunnaki ... To Not Tell Their Creations Of The Impending Passage !! ... Of Which Of Course "Ea/Enki" ... Found Away Around This "Decree" ... Of Which The Message Was Passed !!

So the first thing I will build when I get to the 4 is a BIG BOAT.

**Won´t Be Necessary !!

So my uncle will not get blamed for giving ´us´ a heads up! LOL!

**It Was Understood (After Everything Was All Said & Done) Why Ea/Enki Did What He Did !! ... To Which The Rest Of The Anunnaki Were Most Thankful !! ... Especially After Smelling The Fragrance Of The "Meat" That Was Cooking !!

Much love to you and your tribe spacebrother!

**And To You & Your Tribe My Friend !!

HAIL FATHER HAIL MOTHERS!

**Blessings Upon Our Mothers & Our Fathers !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

HELLo ST!

How are you´s doing this fine terrestrial day?
I have a bunch of questions for you´s today!

What race is controlling the portal ´Bermuda Triangle´? And is it a portal or a ´base´ with ´ET´s making whoever get to close around take off/landing time,´dissapear´?

Are the majority of us who inhabit HUman bodies,to put it in HUman terms criminals? Thus being sent here to be ´tested´. Along with them ´goodguys´ who TRY to keep them in check and help them progress in their ´testing´. And observers to ´record´ this 3d ´prison´. Then last but not least those who just wish to experience a 3d world.

I know you´s do not like to answer things that have to do with termed ´Satanism´.But I would like to know if all the fancy rituals are realy needed? I always belived they were not.You just needed the right words and alot of brainpower!

Why do yous refuse to answer most of my questions about it? Maybe if there was more truth there would not be such a bad rap about it.Or will it be a violation of some sort because of the choice to ´dumb´us down ´Satanism´ used properly,not the dogmatic hocuspocus nonsense. could quite possibly give us some of the ´powers´ back that were taken from us? When I was into it heavily.All I needed was to think ´bad´ about someone who did me wrong. And well a short time later they usualy got hurt! When I was into ´Satanism´ I never did any of that propagandic sacrificing nonsense! There was NO NEED for it! And if you were Enki then who was it awhile back I contacted when I meditated on these 3 names Satan(sorry ST) Enki and Father at the same time?Who put on the costume and filled my fancy? He morphed from a VERY tallman with a white shaggy hair and beard to the the infamous Baphomet figure! He held the Caccadus(spelling?).WE were in a area of gold/bronze with Whitehouse looking buildings. I completly lost track of time for a good 45 mins.I sensed intense love and sadness from him! I told you´s this before but could not quite remeber it in such detail at the time!

Much love to you and your tribe spacebrotherS!

HAIL FATHER HAIL MOTHERS!

if u r an extra terrestrial then anwser this wat colour are y eyes???

ok well wat colour r my eyes???

if you are really a alien then why have you never made contact before???

dude you gotta be kidding me. you peoeple really believe that this thing is a real alien from another planet? where is the real proof. anyone can lie on the internet.