wow these posts are so tough to follow!

ST... You have spoke of healing? how does this work? while one is sleeping they are 'healed' physically by your people?

I am having issue above my right testicle (used to go up inside my body years back during sex) and has never been right since. not sure if its just scar tissue there now or what but its really hard to have normal sex and is a bit painful during the day even. I runs up into my lower right abdonmen too. Not sure if its even the start of a hernia!? :(

I know it may be my higher self sending me a message to stay away from sex and that experiential trap of physical addiction. But the allure is too strong. I still crave female touch even though I know it is spiritually draining me.

I would like this pain to subside and I dont want to go to the doctors for this matter.

I took a shot.......... :)