Truth...thanks for the link!

Yolgnu..you are very sweet but all I'm doing is expressing how many humans feel, even spiritual ones. I AM working on all aspects of victim consciousness but struggle with the history of evil and cruelty endured by humans/animals to other humans/animals.

That was, until Aliens entered into my realm of possibilities...that explained much to me about human behaviour. Negative energy/entities CAN interfere all too easily with 'open' human energy fields, and yet we are so blind by that and everything else, as a race!

LZ - Because of my own belief system, I feel ALL interractions in my life are 'from within'. If I sat and meditated on my naval for 25 years I wouldn't necessarily know the answers although I might know Truth of who I am. IMO, the best way to know thyself is to look at the people you surround yourselves with....
friends/enemies/fellow students/
teachers, etc.

By sharing and absorbing info from others, it's my version of 'going within'...mainly because I believe everyone/everything is a reflection of who I am.

That sounds egotistical; it isn't meant to be, but that is exactly what ST means by 'there are no victims'. ALL that happens to me or you is allowed by us...we have given our permission, for the sake of experience.

To me, that is a cruel and vicious but also perfect and beautiful system. But I'm struggling with the 'rightness' of it. How different is is to putting a stupid person of low self-esteem/intelligence into a ring, beating the hell out of him and telling him there are no victims because at some level, he allowed it, so as he could learn?

ST answers the way I would expect him to. He is distant from his emotions because he has mastered them. WE haven't yet. He also knows that we are living simultaneous lifetimes as many different types of beings, within the one unique essence of one soul.

You need to read his answers carefully to know he knows what's talking about. I never liked the Sitchin story - to me, it's outrageous the way humans were spliced, but is it any different to what we do to animals? No.

Thanks for your concern.