Hi Nostrum,Edgar celadus,nli, yolgnu and other ST's thread spammers.
We know childhood can a hard and difficult time specially if you dont have enough and early parents attention .
Please, try to find medical and professional attention ASAP.
And please, get out of your mammy basement and get a life for a change : you may start to feel better.
Yeah I know GLP policy : "We do not discriminate against the mentally ill " but you dont have to be mental sick forever.