Not true, if you knew my personal life well...
I view this life a vacation of sorts from being a "mad man". And as you can see ST is filling the part this time instead of me !!! Actually I belive we take turns at playing the mad man in different lifetimes !!! I was just as frustrated as you! And guess what? one of who I'ms was in front of me the whole time! These two songs have been favorites of mine for years: [link to www.youtube.com]
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I had know idea who Dionysus/Bacchus/Green man was !

Do not give up !!! Like I said I'm still looking for my sister! I always felt a void, when my kids came along I thought they were the reason and the feeling would go away!
But NO! Until I found out Dionysus had a older sister my heart just about leapt out of me saying her her !

As for making 'anon poed' who gives a !@#%, I'm the king of making people getting angry !
Take care!