Greetings: Anonymous Coward: User ID: 352485

Well since you already know what they chose and what they did since its "ancient history" to you, then why do you refer to things in the present tense.

**As Things Are Happening ... In The Conduit's Moment ... Then These Are Presented ... In The Termed "Present Tense" !!

Just because in our reality it hasn't happened yet?

**Not Yet ... But Will !!

You already know if they chose wisely or not.

**Perhaps ??

Also, what does me deciding do? There is no way to decide with any real certainty with the information presented.

Sometimes your statements are quite bold and seem to say Nibiru's passage is certainly imminent within the year, then a few days later its back to "could come at any time" and we're back to thinking we might have years to go (or more)! I must be missing the point of some sort of lesson here.

**Yes ... You Are Missing ... What Is Being Said !! ... And Being Reactionary To Your ... Not Being Aware Of This !!

I feel like I'm some sort of rebel energy essence that gets
annoyed with the Universe and how things work and sometimes mad at the fact that I even exist.

**Maybe So ???

Can't choose not to exist either, stuck forever.

**Hmmm !!!

Maybe third density is just getting me down.

**Maybe ??

Too much sadness.

**Sadness Like Happiness ... Is Self Created !!

My own brain never gives me a moments rest.

**That Of Itself ... Is Perhaps The Main Problem !!

Never thought life could be so hard. It all started out so well up until about age 10.

**And What Happened About The Age Of 10 ??

Seems like two different worlds between now and then.

**Yes ... This Could Be !!

Our society is so ridiculous sometimes I don't know whether to burst into laughter or break down and cry. What a crazy predicament for those of us termed "awake" to the manipulations going on.

**It Is Not ... An Easy Path To Walk !!

Going about life seeing all the ludicrous behavior of a Western society. Working long hours at shit jobs to make others rich. All trying to buy more things we don't
really need anyways to impress others.

Meanwhile people starve in other countries by the millions while we drive our $50,000 cars (which we spend most of our time sitting in heavy traffic;trying to get to our jobs to make more money of course). Inundated with advertising to buy more everywhere you look. Taxed to death. No one knows what's going on except a tiny minority
which are ridiculed to no end for suggesting there is any real problem with the way we live.

**Yes ... This Is True !!

The planet is run by those who are smart enough to manipulate and control 6.7 billion people, but yet these controllers can't even figure out that all life is connected??

**They Know !! ... Otherwise Why Would They Not ... Do Everything They Can ... To Prevent These Connections ... This Knowledge ??

Something is missing here, how could they be so intelligent by one perspective yet missing such a basic lesson or idea?

**They Have Not Missed The Idea ... As To "All Life Being Connected" !! ... They Have Used This ... And The Knowledge Of Many Other Things ... To Their Advantage !!


They know they are digging their own grave and yet they make it worse and worse by the day.

**There Are Those That Feel ... They Have Secure & Safe ... Survival Plans !! ... So Other Then This ... To Their Own Ends ... It Does Not Matter !!

They are told over and over again to stop, yet they keep going.

**They Do Not Listen ... To Those That They Feel ... Have No Authority To Order Them !!

If death by the method of decapitation is all they have to worry about, then the punishment seems extremely mild since they have directly or indirectly caused torture and death to countless beings on the planet.

**Perhaps It May Seem This Way !! ... However That Is Just Part Of Such Punishments !!

We're to believe that against all instructions and without the Annunaki noticing until things were "out of control" that these beings that are extremely disconnected from life got hold our our planet and put us in this situation over thousands of years!! Without anyone stopping them!

**It Is A Complex Issue !! ... However Things Did Not Go Unnoticed ... Though Corrections At That Moment ... Could Not Be Made !! ... In A Nutshell So To Speak ... Ones Here ... Were Left Here !! ... They Had Certain Duties To Perform ... Neglected Their Duties/Orders ... Overstepped Their Boundaries ... Sided With Others ... Who Had Similar Pursuits ... And This Has Served To Overrun
& Overrule The Planet ... Usurping This Power & Authority Unto Themselves !!

Sure they may have been stopped from destroying all life on the planet, but would not the destruction be but a merciful release from the torture for many?

**Perhaps !!

What is our lesson really here. What is polarities or opposites really?

**That Is The Main Lesson ... For 3rd Density !! ... However Other Lessons/Teachings ... Are Also Given !!

How can I move on to learning of time when I don't understand the lesson beings taught here on 3rd density.

**It Is Not To Understand ... Of The "Human Body Aspect" ... But Rather Of The Energies Within !!

Opposite -- Hot/cold happy/sad pain/pleasure? This is what we came to learn about?

**Polarity ... And Of These Energies ... Which Make Up The Whole Concept !!

Learn in what way.. that they exist? That they are illusions or perspectives only?

**To Learn !!

Have most of us been here on earth for many consecutive linear lives?

**Depends On The Energies Within ... And The Reason(s) For Coming ... The Teachings ... Does It Not ??

I'm at the point of near hopelessness here.

**It Sounds Like You Are !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG