I don't "believe" there is a loop, it's a simple logical presentation. If you don't alter the current timeline too much, what you experienced as a child will happen all over again, and in some point in the future, "you" will be recruited all over again to this time travel experiment. Do you see the loop dude? Come on, you can do it! It doesn't require advanced physics after all! The loop is inevitable always if you don't alter the timeline too much, and I don't see why that could happen if you're doing what was instructed, including the buried message.

Of course, besides, you don't deliver any kind of evidence. But I feel that at this point that's no longer necessary, the flaws I already marked over and over again seems to be enough to debunk your story. The only mistery that remains now is WHY you do this. But I'm not particulary interested on that.

However, I feel compelled to continue posting these flaws to alert other people here. Every time I feel it's necessary, I'll do it again.