Well, that's interesting how you made those 180 degree hand positions because the yellow ray is between 2:00 and 3:00, while the yellow/greenish ray Chrysoprase is 180 past that at the 8:00 and 9:00 positions. Weird!

My best guess here about why your higher self was showing you the yellow ray while these people were arguing is to point out that arguing is part of human evolution. It is not considered "violence" by Spirit always, but more like a useful dialectic or philosophical dialogue that leads to understanding. Anything having to do with human growth is under the Yellow Ray.

Now understanding isn't enlightenment, but it is a good start, you see.

So next time you see people arguing, consider it a good thing and a step for them toward's truth. No need to fear that either. It is all part of the process. You might be a little more sensitive to things due to your meditative nature, but this is all good too, so just carry on. Peace.