I broke out of the Matrix last night! Ask away.

Also, love all life, and love life. Life is a gift, i'm saying all these things, but, follow yourself, listen to yourself. be that kid that is you. You are no better or no worse than any other life.

also, stop occupying your mind, stop busying yourself every second of the day. ssllooww down. take an entire day, and go to a nature area and just relax, BE STILL. consider life and the things around you, observe nature.

If you've ever been in "love" :D(love is always with you, have to understand that)(what we experience is a result of love) if you have ever been in a relationship, how you loved that person, treated that person, cared for them, adored them, etc. You should love everything this same way, it should not be reserved for one specific person.

School, the media, society, money, all of it. all of it has been set up to draw you away from what you are.

life is a gift, and, being alive is amazing. i say this and you are like, yeah, whatever, this is horrible, you're. but, you just haven't seen yet, but, you will.

I have come to this conclusion as well.

Still chasing your tail on the level of mind I see ?

Very nice thread.
This sounds what I know my path echoes this guys path. My self i Do Riki chakera meditating and heal the earth. I for one ask for help from my guides always and protection from darkness. the way i find getting past the karma is this forgive every thing because life is a lesson. See bad as teachers only and give love. For give and more on and bless them then it seams to let the karma pass. I agree once on the path it gets tougher. More you go higher you get the more Alone and less you know any one to talk about it. I talk to god every Day.
I agree Every thing fear no mater the source is bad,If life is a lesson I stay the path of greater light Even if it appears to come from god. Even The teacher needs Teaching I got very loud and clear in a dream one night.
I keep some of this to myself to then I know are not believers but sheep. I am no sheep but a god to in training. Love and forgive and blessing to all always...
Ever in a dream and it go bad send light from your hands from god and ask for his help in dream and wake up Bang it works every time... At this point i wonder why they even bother me any more. Glass half full.

this is where i come to as of late you posted
(This loss really made me question the love of God, too, and it set me back a long time as I had to find a way to accept it, and forgive it, and get over my fear of it all. Facing evil is one of the toughest tests you will ever face. It is just as hard as ditching the ego and transcending fear. )

tested against evil. I had a very real dream i field the energy to be real negative to i go to bless him he spots and said not to do that. I let him walk remember back i wake up 100% now just asking for help so now I feel tough god at my side as a loving friend.then as he headed to the pool table i Blessed him and told him his sense are forgiven. He told me to stop cause I was interfering with his reality and dint know who i was messing with. I topped then said ok I am sorry and before i left he told me he was the prince of darkness. I said ok god bless you and was out the door. then His minions ripped my car apart. i said you just invaded my reality and that's against gods law. They stop put my car together and i drive off and wake up .
Fear Nothing not the Darkness not god Nothing its a lesson think of it that way and really takes the negative out of life.
I love all my teachers but if i have to chose whats right and feel it strong I will defy God to for Love and help life. Like the chandlers say they need His ok to help .For me Sorry I will help some one they say wait let me ask god if i can help first .No hold on don't get ran over I cant help you yet need permission.
Forgive let go and Bless them and say thanks for the lesson. release them then let them go for next lesson.

Good story! And I relate. Sorry I couldn't get you an answer sooner, but I was banned for some unknown reason.... Another person an here had a golden beam experience that was similar to yours also. Personally I have not had the golden beam experience but I have had the energy flow down from the higher self and the spinning motions you mention.

You should have gone with your experience, chap. Your higher self wanted to show you that you are a multidimensional being that requires no physical body, that is expanded with more energy into more of an omnipresent being. But you took it as far as you could so that is the best we can have right now. But next time, go with it. These gifts to us seekers come for the benefit of all and they are glimpses into the next plane of existence for us as human beings. Its all true and you should feel blessed that your higher self gave you such a dramatic glimpse. Now try to get use to living that way permanently. Decided to become what you saw you were capable of being. And order and invite that existence into your current reality. Metal is one of the five basic elements in Taoism, and in Revelation 1: There is a description of the Pentany as having molten feet of bronze walking amongst the 7 candlesticks of the human chakras. This molten bronze represents the way we are cast and molded by our experience of walking in the earth plane. So I say your molten hollow, gold beam is a manifestation of the golden ray hitting you in your third eye. Great story.

Hello,

I have some more questions for you.


Q. Can you share what life and one's perspective if like after such experiences? Over time, does the experience and the realizations from it diminish, such as how the mind can seem to rationalize away everything? What is higher awareness and perspective, even a glimmer, back in the 'real world'?

A. Real spiritual experiences change you forever. You cannot view the world the same way ever again. They also change your priories and values in one fell swoop. Suddenly or gradually you see that the world is kind of stupid, a waste of time, not satisfying, a rat race, etc. religious dogma starts to look silly, etc. Higher awareness is simply being aware of higher realities like the celestial cities in the higher dimensions, or your higher self above your own head. Having higher awareness comes naturally with higher energy.

"the Ego is a weak and stupid version of your higher self. Do not struggle with it. Just try to get higher energy to put it to sleep with, or displace it with. Do not struggle for the higher energy either, just persistently do your mediations and world service. Live your life, balance your karma, learn your lessons and be yourself. It will come to you."


Q. Is the ego such a thing that should be tossed away like dirty baggage? I have to wonder if our experiences have mattered, even if it was from a very limited perspective and awareness....it feels like this ego, whatever this is, is all one usually knows, and am confused what 'not like this' may be like... also can the ego grow or mature, not necessarily becoming more clever, but maybe more wise and compassionate?

A. Do not equate ego with your life's lessons. These are separate. Memories are stored in the meridians of your body and even in your bones and cells, the ego is just a reduce version of your higher self that sustains you in the matter worlds until you can evolve. It is a biological computer that kicks in when the higher self is booted out. The higher self is very sensitive and will not tell "you" what to do, even though it is the real you. Instead it waits for your lower self to learn, appreciate, and desire its leadership.



Q. What is one's higher self? Is that individual, and can that be considered a form of "ones SOURCE of BEING"? Also, our lessons comes to us from ego based actions and perspectives right?

A. The higher self is a chunk of God. It is a spark from the Daughter's own being, it is the image of the Divine Son and it is also an energetic sun that is connected to Helios the physical sun. All this intends to abide in your chest cavity, eternally, once you can clear away the debris and energize the chakras. The higher self is individualized, but it can easily unite with Godhead and others of similar frequency. Each self has a slightly different color.

The higher self comes from the Godhead, and it's first manifestation is soul which is also kind of source for your other bodies because it is soul that choses and guides lower development in the mental, causal, emotional and physical bodies. Lots to understand here.


Q. I was hoping that higher awareness and awareness would lead to more empathy and compassion towards others... is this not necessarily the case?

A. No, it is always the case, however the higher self realizes also that people need their problems, and some simply deserve their problems, so there is not always a way to help them.

Q. Not being aware of a spiritual battle that takes place daily here, astrally, within us...feels like where it seems most people are at...

A. Yes, there is a tremendous spiritual, mental, emotional battle occurring on glp and through the blogosphere. This is due to the relentless and powerful infusion of negative energies from aliens on to our planet. I cannot emphasize this enough that the spiritual energies of this planet have been usurped, scattered, dumbed down, blasted and assaulted in every imaginable way. People would be utterly shocked if they knew the trouble that these Aliens have gone to just to steer them from enlightenment. The Aliens understand the value of enlightenment a thousand time better than earthlings, which is why you don't have it. And all the enlightened ones are marginalized or murdered.

It is a prison planet for many and these will be destroyed around 2012 and not be able to rise to the new earth. However for many others it is a school or a boot camp where they can learn a few remaining lessons and surf the energy wave that is already here and growing. Good observation, though.

Hello,

Q. Can you explain more about life conditions based on ego being on the way out? Our world did seem like one based on 'logic' and 'reason', see alot in just crude physical perspective, and seems (dysfunctionally) masculine based somehow.. is that what you meant?

A. The ego is not capable of so many things that are necessary for a decent society. The term BEAST in the bible I think refers to the society base upon the ego where certain people get an edge and rise to the top of the dog eat dog world and then become utterly corrupted by the power it brings them into the Illuminati. This is what has to go, the ego, its level of thinking, and those who like it.

Logic and reason are godly qualities and are given to guide us, but these have dragged over to the dark side also, to plot and scheme against the children of light. Even the original teachings of Christ have been severely corrupted down here. The Bible has been corrupted. This was accomplished through the diabolical Catholic church. Even science is also largely corrupted now. In an ego based world "might makes right" and that favors the masculine gender and they rise to put women down. Islam is notorious for this and their women hate it, and they hate them, and this weakens the men and their message. The new age will be more feminine than masculine to rebalance this insanity.


Can we talk about aliens?

Q. I was hoping that more advanced beings and cultures would always be more compassionate and more wise...but this doesn't seem to be the case from alot of discussions I've seen. Sometimes, these advanced beings seems more like the bears that keeps spawning fish, from reaching higher grounds.

Good analogy. Fact is, in a polarized galaxy, such as we live in, any good is automatically met with an equal bad. This is to maintain the test. For life is a test at these lower levels. And to have the test you must have the evil Aliens who can sustain the test. So the real question is: are these evil aliens really evil? Or are they just testing us?



Q. Do you find the following truthful:

"...To be marooned in the hard light of three dimensional life is to subsist in uncertainty and ignorance. This disempowerment can be exploited. In fact, it can be alchemically transformed into fuel. This is a clue as to what lies at the uppermost extra dimensional level of the grand power structures that govern Earth."

A. Good insights here. I would expand this to say:

When we chose to experience the weak light of three dimensional life we understand that we will be severely tested, for a entire lifetime, in uncertainty, ignorance and forgetfulness. Our disempowerment will be exploited by everyone who can get a piece of it. In fact, it can be alchemically transformed into fuel for our attackers. This is a clue as to what lies at the uppermost extra dimensional level of the grand power structures that govern Earth. And this important clue leads the realization that these aliens have been cut off from the true energy source and therefore steal our resources. However, we have not been cut off and can plug into the ultimate energy source, the Sacred Rays and the Higgs field, if we can meet their conditions. This will eventually raise us to the uppermost, extra dimensional, levels of the grand power structures that govern Earth, namely the Pentany and the Higgs field which have unlimited energy.



Q. Can you share more regarding our energies being robbed, until there is very little left for chakras? Our addictions (perhaps even drama)... so to some level, our addictions may not be entirely 'ours'? Electromagnetically, emotionally, mentally, astrally, to maybe even physical... does enlightenment or awareness naturally bring protection? Sharing is caring right? When ones is closer to the Father one can get to know and trust in the Father's protection... is it something like that?

A. Yes, you got the basics. The tests of life all can be reduced to battles over energy. Good energy makes you a genius. It clears away all diseases. It can form a road in front of you as you walk. It can harden water under your feet without any effort on your part. It can dematerialize your body before the machine gun cuts you down. It can walk out of any jail ever devised. It is the lustrous "pearl of great price" that is dragged up from the deep, pried open and polished, yet never reveals the infinite Rays or Powers it holds in its center. Divine energy is the ticket and the vehicle to transcend gravity and explore the entire universe in a spinning ball of light.

This is what the Aliens, Corporate America, the Military, even churches and your government are determined to deny you. And they accomplish this by innumerable distractions and pollutants raining down upon us from HAARP, to radiation, to fluoride. Go to a dark and silent place to sensitize your core to the light and the silent voice. Spend 9 days in sensory deprivation like the Kogi Indians recommend.



Q. Regarding helping oneself to help others, is it like the following:

"How do you disempower a corrupt system? By empowering yourself.
How do you awaken a sleeping population? By awakening yourself.
How do you heal a toxic society? By healing yourself."

A. Yes, except empowering yourself will enrage the corrupt system and bring you more opposition. So the best approach is to hide your light, and then send loving energy secretly to the corrupt system to relax or mollify it's obsessive hatred. You cannot steal back its energy once it has it, very easily.

As for a sick and sleeping population, they need your example and teaching to start their own seeking and harmonization with the incoming energies. You cannot do much for them except point to the door, really. They gotta evolve the hard way up to the point where they can understand the dire importance of personal evolution in the face of 2012. We wish we could carry them, but its not allowed for good reasons.

Q. Surrendering, trusting, letting go of the illusions, attachments and such...I feel like a failure, and very much even unworthy.....and struggle. Even seeing things in a new light. I am encouraged there are people who's been through that and overcome, and come back to share.

Thank you for sharing.

A. You are welcome. People are not failures. They are just learning. You must go to the depths to appreciate the light. Your own higher self will take you there, as it did to me.

*(The quotes above are by Neil Kramer)

A. Yes, I know that saying, and people have a hard time understanding it. The "world" in this statement represents the world that the fallen ego has created and it runs on the principals of power, wealth, greed, scarcity, atheism, unenlightened religions, secular humanism, and none of these produce enlightenment. So the world is fucked before it even gets out of bed because all of its paths lead to perdition.


Q, To somehow be one's 'authentic' self in this world is difficult it feels.... it seems designed that way, but i don't feel this was as Intended... I have alot of questions about what this experience is about, and how we cannot experience or know the aspects of the "Father" that seems to loving, nurturing, caring, and protective... Like a what happened here, and can we get to KNOW it (again)?

A. That is why I am writing. The experience of higher self cannot be adequately described with words. It is meant to be experienced. But this can only occur after energization by the Sacred Rays. And this can only occur after lessons are learned. Many do have the experience yet want to be respected as if they had. This is ego creeping into the teachings on enlightenment. So I say, go for your own direct experience. It is between you and God and God wants to give it to you as soon as you are ready. Especially now when spiritual windows and doors are opening in very unique ways.

Q. The more advanced beings... seem like really bad and cruel farmers sometimes... and no matter how advanced and more knowledgeable...i get the sense that no matter how much more clever they may be, there are some things about the "Father" they just cannot understand, nor want to... kind of like denied even higher forms of higher laws I guess.

A. The Aliens on the left handed path tend to follow the book of job and do their job of making enlightenment hard for you. Other's are even below this level and just want to eat you for breakfast and sell your DNA to the pirate ship. The good aliens cannot interfere with your formative development and quarantine for this age. We are not going to get much help from any of them, until after 2012, disclosure or no disclosure.

Well you knew I wasn't going to agree with this.... The contest is to see how many can escape the matrix while still in the body. That is the hard way.

A. Yes, or you can wrap your light in a violet cloud that feels more congenial to the dark forces. They especially don't like green rays and that is probably why the Green political party exists in opposition to the Illuminati parties.

Q. Also the following parable reminds me of what you shared:

"Jesus said, 'The Pharisees and the scholars have taken the keys of knowledge and have hidden them. They have not entered nor have they allowed those who want to enter to do so.'"

A. Exactly, and this is what they did with Christianity too, not just the Kaballah. This is why you must rely on the Spirit to lead you into all truth, not scripture and certainly not upon unenlightened conjectures based upon corrupted scriptures. This is even further removed from the source. I believe Jeshua said "Keys to the kingdom" by which he meant meeting the conditions what would open up the world of higher truth and energy, and power and dominion.

As for you, be as sly as snakes and as simple as doves."

- Gospel of Thomas, verse 39

Do you feel this is saying that in outer appearance be as clever as a 'snake', but inside keep one's light lit? It's almost like having to wear a mask before going out in the real world again alot of times doesn't it?

A. I would translate this to read: be as invisible and clever as snakes in the grass and as peaceful and harmless and ready to fly away as doves when you are discovered. Also, see the "snake" here as a metaphor for a ray of energy, working its way into a situation as a positive force. Snakes are used as good and bad metaphors so this is a little tricky.... It is a mask and a shield and a suit of armor for a hostile environmental that is ruled by the dark forces. My first job is to keep you safe. Obviously you don't wear a mask with trusted friends, although they can be corrupted and turned against you as well.

A. Can you share the significance of the saying "Be in the world, not of the world", what that is like from a perspective outside the matrix?

A. Somebody beat you to this good question directly above. Ask again if not clear, thanks

I concur with Billy on this. He was truthful and way ahead of his time. People owe him a big apology.

Noted.

You must get a connection going with your higher self or Spirit to know right from wrong in relative situations. Otherwise you are wandering in illusion with multiple options and opinions and wondering which is best. "Love", without illusion, is simply what God would do in the specific situation, all factors considered. Generally, God would try to lead the people in the situation toward's enlightenment somehow. To be more specific about how this could be done takes "in the field intelligence".

"Wisdom" is knowing how to do this with higher energy, but this information really comes in a case by case revelation usually called a "word of knowledge", or some thing like intuition.

A new identity for a person shows him what his greatness is, it grabs the good lessons from the old identity and then starts to dwell at a higher level with a new baseline of energy and awareness and consciousness, in order to master a new round of tests. Identity changes as your energy changes for identity rests upon your energy level like a boat upon an ocean.

Teachers are the worst devils, ever. As Jeshua said: the blind lead the blind into a ditch. This is pretty much what we have to day, as enlightenment is below one percent of the population.

As for Loving enemies, The only reason to love your enemies is to undermine them. If they are your enemies --and you are enlightened-- these enemies are also the enemies of God and all humanity and all evolution. So do not confuse Love here with human love or affection. "Loving your enemies" means being indifferent to them, above them, not being engaged in anger by them, and sending them God's judgment as Love so that you don't have to get your hand's dirty, see? God will judge them from a much higher perspective after your testing is subtracted from the equation. See?

Here is a page off the internet concerning the Andromedans:

A TIME TO AWAKEN THE DIVINE HUMAN SOUL IS HERE

THE AWESOME ANDROMEDIAN EARTH LIGHT VISITORS COMMUNICATE DIRECTLY - HELP SET US TRULY FREE

They 'The Awesome and Mighty 'Andromedeans,' along with other light-being intelligence's visiting planet earth, require to see true peace delivered from the heart here on earth. They, along with thousands of other visitors, remain on stand-by, ready to help and guide. To secure far finer, healthier, revived planets in exchange for all the suffering clearly monitored from within and out as daily unfolding to imprison ONE as being ALL now on planet earth! We are not alone in divine struggles to address all suffering and deprivation plaguing, even sweeping across planet earth's surface. We have been given millennia to truly address, do something to help ourselves, to use different technologies offered and available to save our planet and all set within it. They require we address all suffering and pain here as the appointed, responsible guardians over a planet known as earth, to accept a unique invitation now on the table, finally.

We have to prove our genuine intent, do something far more positive and constructive, help one another as true societies who care as ONE being ALL. Yes, finally show we care and dearly desire to save our planet! Below is a brief outline of one group of intelligent visitors set to far wider universes, who do indeed care about our world as if their very own creation. Here a rather comforting thought knowing we are once more being taken seriously, but only if accepting responsibility for our own actions. By not only recognising there's simply far too many negatives engulfing a divinely created planet as ours, but then accepting responsibility! That we were delivered back in the 1950's through the Venusian visitors (Stranger At The Pentagon), alternative solutions and answers to save all set on divinely created planet earth. Yes, we need to awaken en-mass urgently as an intelligent design, accept all as fact, rather than burying heads, hoping it will all simply dissolve, go away! For facts as delivered daily here as changing weather patterns, simply do not lie in all truth, as they effect whole lives.

1) We are to witness a great universal force as divine light-entities who travel from the Andromeda Galaxy. These are inter-stellar entities that go or travel in divine light. Their craft have the ability to go in hyper-light so that, in only a matter of moments, they can be here from an entirely different star system if required.

2) These entities are most beautiful and are lithely built and very thin. This race is so spiritually evolved they no longer require a physical body. They are almost beings of light-energy in effect and illuminated in light. They are very tall and stand eight to ten feet in height. In mythology, they were referred to as the Winged Gods (Flying Angels).

3) Their biological system is based entirely different than our genetic system. These powerful entities, display an embodiment that is magnetized in light. They do not eat as gain knowledge and live off of 'Prana,' which is an ancient term meaning ‘TRUTH.’

4) They are beautiful beyond description and mankind shadows fragments of that beauty. They are higher-energies as Celestial Clans linked to the human root races and look over humanity because they consider us as their brothers and sisters. They believe that we all came from the same source and that we were all created in light and so remain the common bond or thread between us and will unite with the awakened soul once more.

5) They have a very great Mother Ship. At night, it is invisible because of the material it is made out of, yet appears as if black. But, if it were to light up, it would be the sun illuminated 10,000 times and is now here in our stratosphere. It moves quietly and stealthily and governments are aware of its presence, yet it is ominous to them.



6) This grand Mother Ship is titled Miria Amour, which means the Silver Light. The ship has warriors on it who defy the imagination. It can blast a continent to the bottom of the sea and can rotate a planet and send it spinning out of orbit. The ship is here because of all the disease, poverty and deprivation now gripping this planet. It is here because of the collapse of consciousness of human civilisation. It is here also because of the changes that need to occur here for sanities sake to live on through all universes. And, it is here because of other forces which have been engaged with our planets affairs for millennia and where all things negative originate from.

7) These beings have inspired profits, in the past, to do wonderful things and preserve the divine seeding of humanity. Its truth and its words have been misused, misconstrued, and taken by powerful influences to merely further enslave people. And, it has simply been allowed to test the human conscious, which in the main to date has been found wanting in favour of out and out divide and rule, along with contaminating greed mentalities and now so plaguing us all. Indeed, a corrosive system now even seen to be sinking a divinely created planet known as earth. Humans have been enslaved, pitted against one another as if a grand competition, rather than complementing each other.

8) These highly evolved light-energies, arrive back to deliver bottom line TRUTHS and without anything else sufficing, as quite the opposite has reigned for far too long now on earth. To deliver ensuing divine light as end results where in truth, virtual law and order on the streets is now even breaking down here.

9) They retain great universal energy aligned powers to hold in position a planets inner-core magnetic field. They link directly as fused calibrations to aligned universal configurations of balance through universal grid patterns or lines to prevent severe future pole-shift. This they did during the East Asian Tsunami of 2004, which event actually measured earth’s polarity having moved by over 1 degree. We owe a lot to the Andromedean visitors for remaining caring friends of all humanity.

10) They will arrive to secure sanity one way or other, even if means affecting ‘A Rescue Mission’ for those having activated a DNA coding through the Crystal Chakra base to within a certain ascension level as deeply encoded universal life patterns set within each individual. They will assist those awakening and claiming back the ‘I AM’ Factor through awakening a human conscious to all injustices. Those who prepare in readiness to ascend the Nextage created realm to an evolving higher dimension positioned far away from a current phantom planet now as existing through manipulated, corrosive earth conditions.

I do not have any experience with these beings, but they could exist either closely or loosely to this description. There are some 300,000 types of humanoids, so why not these, too? I do believe the successively higher beings will be arriving well into the Millennium, as the Earth's energies are gradually stepped up. We have to build a place where higher beings can land without being shot at, seriously!

The emotional body exists in the astral plane and so it is the hardest body to get control over. Emotions have done more damage on planet Earth than any other human force. Emotions are tied to the terrified and selfish ego so they tend to lash out without thinking and start fights. All this wasted energy goes to the dark side and is used against you to get more of your precious and limited energy. Therefore Emotions must be guided until they can be rooted and stabilized in higher energy, the higher self, and higher consciousness. This is a long and winding road if there ever was one! I can say that my emotions still get away from me before I can reason with them. It gradually gets better as you remember principals like "everything is a test inside of an illusion" or "no harm can come to me lest my karma is calling it, and then I have to accept it" "no lasting harm can come to me as all karma is temporary" or " all things work together for good if you are on the path" etc. etc. You can write your own emotion tamers, and you should write your own. I think emotions will be the last thing to come under control of the divine self. Some people say thoughts are but I wonder.

As for Shakespeare, I better get this one right as Shakespeare was St. Germain and St. Germain is my teacher with the Sacred Rays since the 1980's. I love St. Germain. I paraphrase the bard:

My words fly up, but my thoughts remain below. Words spoken by selfish and karmatosed ego, instead of the enlightened self, never to heaven go.

Now this is not as poetic or terse, but it is clearer to modern ears. Also the lowly prayers of poor people are heard by God if uttered in humility and sincerity so the Bard is speaking generally here. (forgive me St. Germain for butchering your poetry....)

Sounds like BLISSFUL IGNORANCE.

Congratulations!

Wish I could be there...

I have little fear of death, but living through the future...? I'd rather pass.

PR

I think that was genuine because the Hathors recommend resting as a way to allow the incoming energies to change DNA slowly over time. This is exactly their approach and I have never heard them recommend a rigid meditation practice. They do say we will be very tired as we change over our DNA so get use to resting. I also think you should have recognized their gentleness as proof of their compassion. These beings literally cannot talk to you unless you are comfortable, so please be comfortable and let them work with you. they are soft a summer's breeze and you may miss them entirely if aren't looking for gentleness. You are the third person on this thread that has seen the golden ray. What is it about the golden ray lately?

I see your point, maybe healing was required to settle the argument, this could very well be cause for green, typically the pink ray or the violet ray are peace bringing, but if an open wound existed within the party or an individual, then the higher self may have shot some green for that individual. The higher self sees deeper than we do outside of the situation. Good observation.

Is it alexithymia? "The word alexithymia means “no words for emotion”, from the Greek a for "lack", lexis for "word" and thymia for "emotion". Alexithymia is a maladaptive psychological disorder characterized by the inability to identify and verbally describe emotions and feelings in oneself as well as in others.

People who suffer from alexithymia are limited in their ability to experience fantasies or dreams or to think in an imaginative way. Rather, they portray an externally focused way of thinking, relying on facts and specifics. People with alexithymia are often described by others, including their loved ones, as cold and aloof. They severely lack empathetic abilities and have great difficulty in effectively understanding and responding to other people’s feelings."

This may result from a blockage of energy flowing into the emotional body, or by a damaged emotional body, or by a dissociation condion. I would certainly try acupuncture for a condition like this and falun dafa meditation.

It is a requirement of enlightenment that you can empathize and compassionately care for humanity, but if this comes hard for awhile, there are many other fronts you can still get progress on. Eventually you will be whole and complete as you need to be. There is a purpose for all ailments and I would ask your higher self why this condition exists and how you can use it to further your enlightenment. That is the fastest way through any problem. I am going to send you a ball of energy about this.

Hello,

Please if you look at this:

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It seems that even in our 'limited' awareness of the spectrum, wavelength, frequency... thank goodness the GREEN in the center are still the strongest, and strength so far.

This color spectrum also felt like a great metaphor of what you described as Sacred Rays...which correspond well with the esoteric ideas behind chakras, their location, and color.

The Heart chakra is usually depicted as green or emerald, and in the middle of one's being right?

Also that no matter how much one can get either "might is right!" (orange/red) or "cleverly psychically manipulative wolves!" (blue/purple), it seems that without heart in that mix, being gets really cruel and out of touch.

As, is it not our Hearts that really plays a big factor in free will, balance (the whole spectrum visible/all chakras lit), healing, emotions/intuition, and coming to know the "Father"? Also that when one has heart, amazing things can happen.

That's how it seemed to me, just no follow through conviction yet.


One thing I heard from one of the videos you shared what that the mental layer aspect is more well familiar to a physical experience (like the meatsuit with a brain/mind perspective) and the emotional layer is closer to one's soul level.

Which seemed to mean that here, in this density and our programming, the mind is given a big focus, while emotions and intuition remain buried or very much 'hazy' here.

how about a website?

As I mentioned before, the rainbow that Noah saw was a series of shells, of different colors, surrounding the Earth to protect the Earth from disruptive radiations and also from Aliens. These are the shells the Aliens have again broken through and are systematically trying to "lower" now.

This is tricky for them. They want to wreck the protection the earth has without wrecking the atmosphere for their slaves. And they also want to screen the Earth from the incoming Sacred Rays of 2012 that are intend to reform the Earth and send them sailing. So this is very tricky for them. It is just like DNA where they cannot make it and have only partial success in controlling it for their own ends. I pity those stupid Aliens scientists and their Illuminati counterparts on Earth. They are fighting a losing game and the people on Earth will end up judging them for what they have done after all is revealed.

The slide show would be better if they had a better understanding of history and spirituality. The Egyptians did understand these issues and they did everything to warn us for 2012, but their great works have been hidden and camouflaged by the dark forces coming back en mass and with an even more diabolical plan: to control through nearly everything and perhaps kill what they can't take with them. Very serious show down coming on this.

Gosh, I hope not. Mind, reason, imagination, dogma, hope, belief, etc., are not going to do it.

Very nice sentiments and advice.

I guess I catch your drift here. There needs to be a balance of color to bring out the best of all the colors. The rays are created to exist in balance and if the sacred balance of yin and yang or the colors is upset, this will lead to lopsided structures destined to fall over. They will not be able to resist the storms of life that are certain to come.

The heart chakra, in my opinion, both generates and holds all the Sacred Rays in balance. This is the essence of the heart's intelligence and you just have to feel this to understand it. Enlightenment occurs when the heart chakra is full, balanced, cleaned and stoked. This creates the perfect home for the higher self which then descends and takes over.

this creates a literal sun in your chest.