The reason this is happening is because the music is satanically cursed.

All very popular metal music is cursed when they record it so that the masses like it more, the draw of it is higher.

Ask Jesus Christ into your heart, life, and mind, pray to Him for guidance instead of going for a drive to please yourself.

You can overcome this very easily with God on your side my friend. I overcame obstacles that I never thought I could with Jesus as my savior and strength.