You dont need to be amazed, because that is not what I asked.

And, I dont need to imagine it, because they do.

:)

..and hey field in return

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Thread: ~*~seeking~*~


...I am not 'seeking' answers....the answers are already within me....and I know enough to let it be.....I love this life and I do not care to 'know' that which I was not meant to 'know'...it would defeat the entire purpose of 'this'....and I am here to enjoy it!

...the thing that kills me is watching others who think/feel they are so 'advanced' running around in circle after circle....using other peoples thoughts and processes as though they are their own.....eventually all that which they are sweeping up into the vortex will come straight back to the center...within themselves....as long as they are spinning around 'out there' they will never ever find what they seek...and to tell others how and/or what they should be doing in order to achieve that completely counters what they are saying to begin with LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...sigh....ego drive...pats on the back...regurgitation of information found elsewhere as though it is your own....not my thing...

...but...like many others.... I do know how to use copy and paste...was always a good plagiarizer too....changing the words to make it look my own thoughts was easy with such an extensive vocabulary...but thats for school....not my personal life....

...simple people running around like maniacs....seek seek seek....and ye shall NOT find.....that is my motto....at least temporarily....

...the things I have learned the 'easiest' came to me through the 'hardest' experiences....not through reading/writing/talking a bunch of fucking horse shit....

...and....at times I feel the urge to explain to others what they are 'missing'...but I know better....because to be told is simply meaningless....

...my ego is in check...mostly.....pertaining to others at least...I do not wish it to become weighed down .....