We are Not What We Once Were...and Not Yet Decided What We are...but We are Remembering

It's been a while since I've read through this entire thread..

I was wondering if anyone is experiencing a sensation like you are about to pop out of your body if you don't conciously make the effort to stay put.......

I know it sounds really bizarre but I've been feeling this way for a while now..... like I have to hold on or I'm going to zoom right out. It's weird and I can't say I'm digging it much. *sigh*

Lot's of peculiar things lately... I'm very open to 'changes' but I have to be honest and say some of this is extremely unsettling and physically bothersome.

YES. Very much so for the past year and a half. It has been a negative experience for me over the last 2 months though - I don't enjoy movies or TV anymore, only music is still enjoyable. And I find it very hard to connect with others, as they just want to watch movies/TV, drink beers at the pub, etc. It's like no-one else around me seems to be feeling this way, and when I try to express it they look at me like I'm crazy. My doctor sympathises (I think she is 'awake', and brings up some very interesting topics when I go for check-ups), but another doctor I saw recently suggested meds (Zoloft). Definitely don't want to go there, at least not yet. Something tells me to just weather the storm, but I find it increasingly hard when the external world (especially the city) seems so depressing. Music, art books, parks and beaches are my only salvation at the moment.

Any suggestions on what to do to cheer myself up?

It makes me sorrowful...

Start reading plato, alot of insight that gets to the heart of life and allows my mind to re-connect. The bulk of his work rings very true for today. I feel it allows me to become more comfortable with my beliefs and actions.

Well you did it again. Good for you and the rest of us too.
Many thanks!

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sometimes i feel like a homeless monk, digging thru all the garbage piled high and deep, always looking for some tidbit that will confirm what i have always suspected was lost.

sometimes i feel like a homeless monk, digging thru all the garbage piled high and deep, allways looking for some tidbit that will confirm what i have always suspected was lost.

When I realized this, maybe about 2-3 months ago, I couldn't do it. The day it happened, I was reviewing something , and all the information in my head, shifted into place. Everything lined up...everything. Most here on GLP know how much I have researched, and the information gathered...well, it all came to being in my mind. I was humbled beyond anything I ever felt before. I cried my eyes out when I KNEW why Jesus refused to judge anyone. He remembered fully what we were, what had happened to us, and was preparing us for what we would become again...trying to dampen our violent natures that we had constructed within our minds, dampen them so that when we began remembering again, we wouldn't be still so traumatized as divine spiritual creatures...Universal reality is not lived in fear...that is why we need to come to grips with ourselves, so that when we fully remember we do not have to say, "My God, what have I done?" We live our lives, over and over, so that when we do fully remember, we do not have to say those awful words...I imagine it would destroy a soul.

As to why I wrote it today...I have no reasons why...it was merely time. It is not something I question or try and figure out 'why now' anymore. Call it intuition...but I KNOW, it is time for others to begin knowing...

Dearest Sickscent,
I am trying so hard to REMEMBER. But everything I try falls short. I feel so stuck. It is just like having amnesia. I know there was something I was going to do or be or something but I just forget.

Any clues to triggering that memory that is just an itch in my brain?

Thanks and much love.

WOW!! Thanks for sharing!

My thought patterns on specific concepts that the ancients put forth, that in turn have become constructs of our reality, have changed in the last year.

Imagine, knowing your spirit while being physical, knowing what is beyond physical death, being in communion with not only your past, but others past...being in communion with the universe...no disease, no hunger, no violence, no lies, no distrust in the human condition...rather, everything about your spiritual/physical family of beings is pure...nothing missing...the veil is not only gone, it had yet to even come into existence.

Back then, energies began leaving, and the veil was coming. Some began thinking of what exactly that might entail, though they could not imagine it as it truly would become...because the veil...the forgetting...the separation had yet to make mankind fall into tragedy, trauma...fear. Imagine...fear was not even in their reality...they were connected to everything. It was the Golden Age.

As cycles spin round, spiral in form as the universe decrees, the increased energies that birthed their Golden Age - their own version of the Fluff that they resided in - began falling, spinning away from the solar system into mythology, receding into the aether behind.

We spiritual beings called humans were entering the darkness at the same rate that the Fluff fell away, falling away from knowing the universe, falling far from the comfort of God's communion...A new name took hold...The Fallen. And the process of forgetting our souls began...of being separated from the divine, of the eternal fall from being a conscious spiritual knowing being...to being utterly alone...a massive scarring took place within our collective pysche. During the falling process, when we were in the throes of forgetting what we are, we scrambled to remember what we were losing...Memories carved in stone, raised as monuments...frozen memories defying time. Some held on longer (they had yet to forget, but in their horror, they witnessed others already fallen) but knew that soon we all were going to lose contact with our souls...and so ensued massive trauma, something much worse than death, not only a tragedy to the human condition, but to our divine souls...the horror that was to come...the killing fields that would soak the world through...

They knew that when the Fluff left (the interstellar cloud, though they thought of it differently, of course) we would FORGET...so they wrote to the future...I Ching, 'religious texts', pyramids, secret knowledge, calendars, etc...someday they knew that there would come a day (the universe decrees the spinning of the spiral, after all) when a new Golden Age would surface...and just as our memory once fell away with a receding interstellar cloud, memory would rise once more, like a surging wave, an all encompassing spirit arriving on the cloud of God...

So, in attempts to tell us how to live properly, one with all, without killing/stealing/lying...without fear...they shouted from the past.

But there was a problem...They did not know how far reality would change. When going from one age of darkness, to an age of light, and vice-versa, 'reality' is different...it changes...so confusion and misunderstanding and convolusion reigned as one age living in a fading light, tried to communicate to the coming age of darkness.

But they shouted as loud as they could...on stone, on copper, vellum in sealed vase, in symbols, in writing, books, in visions, in dreams, in myths, in prophecies, on pyramids, on monoliths, in calendars, in the alignment of stars, in maps, tombs, in the very structures of their civilizations...

God, how much louder do they have to be...?

Imagine the fear that must have gripped them when the forgetting began to accomplish all of the above...all for us...for the first time in an eternal spirit's reality, the true unknown lay stretched out in front of them (knowing that they would be us) for thousands and thousands of years...with NO WAY OUT...not because there was no way out, but merely because we forgot there was a way.

We are finally beginning to remember again. We are remembering that we were never left all alone...we are remembering that there has always been a way.

Its been a long time, hasn't it...?

Don't try so hard. Some of us remember specifics, but most of us cannot. And nearly ALL of it, is subjective in nature. The 'remembering' I speak of is almost like a salve for the soul, for the spirit. Having comfort that the grand picture is all a part of us, and we are all a part of it...and that we have gone through more than we can imagine while incarnated here on Earth.

Much of this has to do with getting back in touch with our spiritual selves. Not religious, but spirit. If we do not explore our spiritual side of existence - personally, not through books or lectures - then we will always be cut-off from remembrance...remembering that we are much, much more than what we think we are.

The "veil" of which you speak, that clouds the awareness of the self, is the mind.

So are you saying that some interstellar energies can kill the mind/ego and reveal the true self? Or is there some other mechanism at work, because I don't think it's possible for anyone to overcome the mind/ego without serious spiritual dedication and hard work.

Alright, I am going to propose something, and I do not know how many of you are going to be able to accept this.

Again, we are going to have to do a little background on the science before I can suggest my theory.

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Schuman Resonances
[link to www.valdostamuseum.org]

The natural frequencies of the Human Brain are:
Beta waves (14 to 30 Hz),
Alpha waves (8 to 13 Hz),
Theta waves (4 to 7 Hz), and
Delta waves (1 to 3 Hz).

Alpha frequencies have been associated with meditation and relaxation.
Theta frequencies have been associated with a dreamy, creative states.

The 1 Hz frequency of the Delta waves is 7.5 times lower than the 7.5 Hz natural frequency at the surface of the Earth. Since the radius of the Earth is about 6,400 km, the radius for a 1 Hz natural frequency is about 7.5 x 6,400 = 48,000 km.

Here are some natural frequencies that seem to correspond
to the Delta and Theta waves of the Human Brain.

Plasma Sheet (opposite Sun), inner radius = 60,000 km 0.8 Hz

Magnetopause (toward Sun), radius = 60,000 km 0.8 Hz

Geosynchronous orbit, radius = 35,000 km 1.4 Hz

Outer Van Allen electron belt, outer radius = 25,000 km 2 Hz

Inner Van Allen proton belt, outer radius = 12,000 km 4 Hz

Inner Van Allen proton belt, inner radius = 8,400 km 5.7 Hz


As to the following frequencies:

Magnetopause (opposite Sun), radius = 380,000 km 0.125 Hz

Plasma Sheet (opposite Sun), outer radius = 380,000 km 0.125 Hz

Moon orbit, radius = 384,000 km 0.125 Hz


It is interesting that 0.125 Hz is about 8 seconds per cycle, which is roughly the same period as the 5 second delay that has been observed between the onset of a 1 to 2 millitesla magnetic field (about 100 times stronger than Earth's magnetic field) and the first bursts of brain activity responding to the magnetic field.
(See Science 260 (11 June 1993) 1590.)

Low-frequency electromagnetic waves of humans may be associated with Qi. If so, Qi may be detectable physically.

The Qi Field is one of the promising New Technologies. (more on Qi Field: Living beings, such as humans, may have an Energy Field called a Qi Field) [link to www.valdostamuseum.org]

The microtubule structure of brains and other cells may
be the key to phenomena such as consciousness.

Human brain wave activity can be compared to that of Dolphins.

Some experiments show connections between the brain states and resonant electromagnetic waves, raising the possibility that the Human Brain has evolved to be "in tune" with Planet Earth.

Dolphin and Human Brains may contain BioMagnetite that could give them an electromagnetic sense that could provide a link between Brains and many types of electromagnetic phenomena, including but not limited to Schumann Resonance Phenomena.

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OK, so here is what I am going to propose: What if this incoming magnetic 'ribbon', or field, or fluff lowers the Schumann Resonances of the planet? Remember, at normal Schumannn Resonance the planet is at 7.5 Hz. Because of all the electrical activity that we surround ourselves in (electricty lines, cell phones, radios, ect.) we are surrounded by a Hz higher than 7.5 Hz, thus creating a 'less relaxing' and more anxiety prone atmosphere for us to live in.

What if this magnetic field:

1. Causes failure of all electric grids, thus putting our ground area atmosphere back to 7.5 Hz.

2. Causes the possibilty that the Earth gets submerged in it, thus lowering by volumes the Schumann Resonance.

3. And this affect was registered by our brain, which functions by electro-magnetic pulses. A lowered Schumann Resonance, one that would go beyond Theta, into Delta and
further... what would we experience!?

Spiritual rapture, dream states, creative insurges. Imagine it, the entire world population suddenly experiencing this!

Just another phenomenon of the approaching Golden Age!

Great stuff Sick!

have also been working on this since we recently spoke and notice I am becoming better again rather quickly with the practice. Though I feel my dreams are still very watered down with media and fear. Still working on clarity and remembering.

Your welcome. To be honest, I didn't like writing that one bit. Very deep emotions buried in those words above.

Hopefully all of the type of 'work' you are doing is easier than ever to accomplish now. IMO, that would be part of the acceleration we should be experiencing.