We are Not What We Once Were...and Not Yet Decided What We are...but We are Remembering

YES. Very much so for the past year and a half. It has been a negative experience for me over the last 2 months though - I don't enjoy movies or TV anymore, only music is still enjoyable. And I find it very hard to connect with others, as they just want to watch movies/TV, drink beers at the pub, etc. It's like no-one else around me seems to be feeling this way, and when I try to express it they look at me like I'm crazy. My doctor sympathises (I think she is 'awake', and brings up some very interesting topics when I go for check-ups), but another doctor I saw recently suggested meds (Zoloft). Definitely don't want to go there, at least not yet. Something tells me to just weather the storm, but I find it increasingly hard when the external world (especially the city) seems so depressing. Music, art books, parks and beaches are my only salvation at the moment.

Any suggestions on what to do to cheer myself up?

Mine REALLY ramped up in 2007...everything changed...

It has been. I have been working on my readings, as you are familiar, as well as my breathing, sleep, and dreaming. Coming much easier than anticipated. Like a dog in water.

I do not think it is a case of either/or. It is a matter of and. I think it is a 'helping hand' to the above.

I go over it in detail in this thread.

Thanks for this reply. I had a gut feeling that something like this is what would take place. It's great to see a logical series of steps through which it might actually come to fruition.

You are right I think, in that it would offer a sort of "helping hand" by showing people there actually is something beyond the physical body-mind. And then the real work can finally begin.

The exact same thing is happening to me. My friends just mock and laugh at me. Embrace it. Feel pity on them, because they are still blinded. The shock for them will be much greater than it is for us.

Do NOT take zoloft or any other anti-depressant. The feelings you have are a good thing. Instead of movies and beer, enlighten yourself with the arts and philosophy. You've been given a gift.

These next words relate directly to the concepts presented in my original post and are sparked from your replies...

What is very cool, and is unrecognized because it is so difficult to properly understand, is this...

...be at peace...be in love...and be patient...

...you do not know it yet...but we have all the time in the world to get things right...

Yeah i get those feelings too, but i can also see that more people are becoming awake. Or at least I'm finding more of them. Also don't take antidepressants or any pharmaceutical drugs for that matter unless its absolutely necessary, but even then. Most of them (like zoloft) just numb the mind into thinking its alright.

Just sit down and smoke a joint or eat some brownies (cannabis yumm), maybe even a couple of shrooms. Meditation will help in any state and maybe even give some inspiration.

The exact same thing is happening to me. My friends just mock and laugh at me. Embrace it. Feel pity on them, because they are still blinded. The shock for them will be much greater than it is for us.

Do NOT take zoloft or any other anti-depressant. The feelings you have are a good thing. Instead of movies and beer, enlighten yourself with the arts and philosophy. You've been given a gift.

+1,000 to this!

Maybe another good way to think of it, is almost like a catalyst to make the shift.

I watched The Matrix last night for the first time in many years. I must have paused it a hundred times. Great symbology and witty dialog in that movie.

I watched it about 2 months ago...same thing.

Remember

It makes me sorrowful...

Beer if proof God loves us. Benjamin Franklin

Burn one and drink a beer, enhance your appreciation for art and philosophy.

If Beer is the only reason we can into existence in this reality I would no be suprised. :)

My thought patterns on specific concepts that the ancients put forth, that in turn have become constructs of our reality, have changed in the last year.

Imagine, knowing your spirit while being physical, knowing what is beyond physical death, being in communion with not only your past, but others past...being in communion with the universe...no disease, no hunger, no violence, no lies, no distrust in the human condition...rather, everything about your spiritual/physical family of beings is pure...nothing missing...the veil is not only gone, it had yet to even come into existence.

Back then, energies began leaving, and the veil was coming. Some began thinking of what exactly that might entail, though they could not imagine it as it truly would become...because the veil...the forgetting...the separation had yet to make mankind fall into tragedy, trauma...fear. Imagine...fear was not even in their reality...they were connected to everything. It was the Golden Age.

As cycles spin round, spiral in form as the universe decrees, the increased energies that birthed their Golden Age - their own version of the Fluff that they resided in - began falling, spinning away from the solar system into mythology, receding into the aether behind.

We spiritual beings called humans were entering the darkness at the same rate that the Fluff fell away, falling away from knowing the universe, falling far from the comfort of God's communion...A new name took hold...The Fallen. And the process of forgetting our souls began...of being separated from the divine, of the eternal fall from being a conscious spiritual knowing being...to being utterly alone...a massive scarring took place within our collective pysche. During the falling process, when we were in the throes of forgetting what we are, we scrambled to remember what we were losing...Memories carved in stone, raised as monuments...frozen memories defying time. Some held on longer (they had yet to forget, but in their horror, they witnessed others already fallen) but knew that soon we all were going to lose contact with our souls...and so ensued massive trauma, something much worse than death, not only a tragedy to the human condition, but to our divine souls...the horror that was to come...the killing fields that would soak the world through...

They knew that when the Fluff left (the interstellar cloud, though they thought of it differently, of course) we would FORGET...so they wrote to the future...I Ching, 'religious texts', pyramids, secret knowledge, calendars, etc...someday they knew that there would come a day (the universe decrees the spinning of the spiral, after all) when a new Golden Age would surface...and just as our memory once fell away with a receding interstellar cloud, memory would rise once more, like a surging wave, an all encompassing spirit arriving on the cloud of God...

So, in attempts to tell us how to live properly, one with all, without killing/stealing/lying...without fear...they shouted from the past.

But there was a problem...They did not know how far reality would change. When going from one age of darkness, to an age of light, and vice-versa, 'reality' is different...it changes...so confusion and misunderstanding and convolusion reigned as one age living in a fading light, tried to communicate to the coming age of darkness.

But they shouted as loud as they could...on stone, on copper, vellum in sealed vase, in symbols, in writing, books, in visions, in dreams, in myths, in prophecies, on pyramids, on monoliths, in calendars, in the alignment of stars, in maps, tombs, in the very structures of their civilizations...

God, how much louder do they have to be...?

Imagine the fear that must have gripped them when the forgetting began to accomplish all of the above...all for us...for the first time in an eternal spirit's reality, the true unknown lay stretched out in front of them (knowing that they would be us) for thousands and thousands of years...with NO WAY OUT...not because there was no way out, but merely because we forgot there was a way.

We are finally beginning to remember again. We are remembering that we were never left all alone...we are remembering that there has always been a way.

Its been a long time, hasn't it...?

I think some things simply help you get you out of the way for a little while, and allows more expansive realization and thought.

Aww, 6th Honey, don't be sad. It will all be okay. Really, as you so elloquently put it, "We are starting to Remember" So this time we won't forget. We will BE all that we forgot.

A great fren of mine, just found out she has cancer and will begin Chemo in 3 weeks. This is a quote She sent to me today...and I'm supposed to be comforting her.

" Everything in my life is not fine. But I am fine with everything in my life."


With so much love for you 6th,
AC 1908

really good post brother....i enjoyed the read...shows why u have the karma u do...not for ratting out copyrights but for thought provoking posts that open our minds....i like it...peace L_O

For me, the hardest part came when it hit me I was the villain of the piece... But we ALL made that decision, not just me. We teach, we learn and then we forgive. Don't you love the little clues twisting through history? Like little love notes from those who "got it" so when the time came, we'd be ready to act, not react. So our true natures would shine and not the masks we wear here "on stage". Still working on the how... But I always did fly by the seat of my pants, lol. Remember?