well, most importantly you throw away your chance to know what life could have been like. many times in our lives things seem so awful, like they'll never change. but if we look back at our past we realize how quickly and completely things had already changed. so that makes looking forward much more promising. so killing yourself is never the answer

but as for what happens afterward, idk. i tend to think, no matter who we are or what we do in life, that all souls are part of the same force and that we all rejoin that force after death. but who knows



So by that logic if things were once enjoyable and now miserable, that means the future is even more miserable?