Why not?

It first appeared as a whitish ball in my pictures, and only after about a month, when I got "used" to it being there, it hovered along our house (on a hillside), but now it was transparent.

I could see it's inside, the inner light/energy structure. It was so clear that I'm sure it WANTED me to see that.

Since the whole experience to me is "behaviour" I think it is "alive", whatever "alive" may mean.