Then what do you know?

Well, I know many things but it seems like they're things/perceptions or perhaps some sense of awareness that is holding me back from realizing what needs to be seen to break the illusion of this limiting state of being...transcending limitation in the physcial/spiritual to be truly free and independent in this life. Feels like i'm walking through life as if in a dream state and at times the sensation can be overwhelming and the awareness powerful but it never really seems to give anything of much revelation anymore...just seems like i'm waiting to be taught some great secret to take me to the next stage of awareness in these mysteries...